"...Nerina-sensei...I'm going to start." I speak nervously, staring at her penis. I look down and I'm surprised that something so big fits inside me. Even though I feel a lot of discomfort with something, it's still pleasurable.
'I have this bitter feeling that I'm going to be in serious trouble if I keep this up...' I don't understand where this feeling comes from. It's shifted from mere discomfort to fear.
As if something VERY bad is going to happen the further I take this relationship with Nerina. But I take a deep breath. If my past is so bad, Nerina is right.
She at least takes care of me and tries to bring me joy. A past I can't even remember shouldn't affect me now.
"You can start. Would you like to hold my hands? You seem tense," she says with a gentle smile, extending her hands. I hold her hands while standing on the sofa.
