07. "NOTHING NEW"
There was once a girl and a boy who fell in love at the age of 19, the girl fell out of love and ended the relationship, the boy found himself losing the meaning of life, he lost himself to girls, lust and destruction.
The relationship didn't make it for whatever reason, I shouldn't hold myself hostage for the faults that I couldn't control, I was young and I didn't know any better, the relationship ended and now life has to go on.
Things like this happen, in every breakup, there is always the one person that's stuck up but those people tend to wind up healing and letting go. I wake up with the thought of my pain, trauma and scars, I sleep with the feeling of loneliness, misery and emptiness but I write with hope that the next days bring a better life.
We fell in love at the age of 19, she fell out of love and ended the relationship, I found myself losing the meaning of life, indulged in girls, lust and destruction.
08. "MEANINGLESS SEX"
That meaningless sex feels so good when there's so much that I wanna forget about, I give my best when I'm naked because the reward is so fulfilling and I fix every issue I deal with when I'm in the act of sex.
The pain disappears, the misery turns into the fire, the scars turn into beauty and the thoughts get muted. Everything becomes so different when I'm naked with a girl in bed, even the worst parts of me disappear.
The challenges motivate my sexual appetite, when I'm naked I push every limit and get to the highest points of climaxes. That meaningless sex feels so worth it when we're done, the tension disappears and the stress leaves my brain through my release.