59. "IT ENDS HERE"
Time has healed all of my wounds, the pain was my growth and everything in the dark came into the light. What a realization it is, to find out that while I losing myself in the process of losing her, she was moving on with somebody else, nothing ever meant shit to her. I used to love everything about her, but right now I resent everything about her.
I don't wanna hear her name, I don't wanna see her face and I never wanna write about her again. It was so easy for her to move on, it didn't even take that long after me, I'm just a nigga who was there until he wasn't..
And everybody around me told me that this is not how it's supposed to be, but because I was blinded by the "Love", I couldn't realize that I'm loving a ghost. I want her to teach me how she does it, this shit comes so easy for her, I used to love her wholeheartedly and now I want nothing to do with her.
She was never mine, I wasted my love on somebody who wasn't worthy of it, she was living her life and moving on with other guys while I was writing her letters every single day, what a fool I am..
But it ends here.