(Rigel)
Where does the pain end and I begin?
These visits break me in ways that I can't even describe in words.
My bloodlust has soared to the level that I can attack just about anyone who has a beating heart.
The side effects of the curse have been consuming my soul like termites.
"Stay in your room for a few days." The instructions were passed in the coldest voice I knew that had frozen my heart. It only thawed for Amaia.
"The door will be sealed so no one will come…"
No one is coming for me.
The rage builds like an insatiable monster, and I wonder who I am going to hurt next.
Anyone but her.
If only I could see her but I couldn't even move. The pain had me immobilised, my body broken, battered.
I drifted in and out of consciousness until I lay awake in the darkness of my room. My throat parched for blood, my body seeking any warmth.
I feel so cold, so empty, so lost.
