(Amaia)
Mintaka!!!
I had thought I had made progress with Mintaka, but the way he had shifted away from me when his other self had tried to take control.
Was he terrified of his incubus form? I am sure that's who I saw peeking out.
And then he went and had sex with someone, bringing me so much pain.
Being in Alnitak's arms lessened my misery and then Zille stayed with me as I fell asleep.
Opening my eyes I find Kacir sitting on the edge of his bed, reading a book.
His eye wavered towards me. "Hey! How are you feeling?" He quickly asks, closing the book.
"I need some water," I request, the pain in my heart and belly has reduced to a low hum, but it's there like a permanent part of me. Never letting me be at peace.
Kacir quickly gets up and fetches me a glass of water.
I sit up, carefully so I won't smother Zille. That affectionate bird always sleeps on my chest whenever I have one of these episodes. He remains cuddled up near me.
