(Orion)
To say there would be a bigger fool than me will be wrong. The way that woman manipulated me my whole life, controlled me like a ventriloquist's dummy, ridiculing me, shaming me, making me hurt my sons. I didn't even know Saiph was my firstborn, being raised right under my nose like a servant.
He is gone now. I couldn't even apologise to him. Couldn't even embrace him. I ridiculed him and Amaia when I learned both of them were mated.
If only I could turn back time and rewrite my mistakes.
While Rigel was imprisoned for 19 years, I had not even the slightest clue.
How naive I had been. Believing every word she said.
She even made me have a fake mate bond and not only destroyed my life but also Adrnia's too. Playing with the sacred mate bond is considered the greatest sin and she has made a mockery of it.
The realisations are making me hate myself, more and more with every passing second.
How will I face my sons?
How am I going to apologise to Adrnia?
