Rosa pov
''I've loved you ,cared for you,gave up my career for you, only to be rewarded with this. I deserve more than this, after all i've done him this is all I get? i'm fucking pregnant for you, i'm carry our child'' I sobbed harder, tears streaming down my face 'all I ever wanted was to be treated like the woman I am, to be loved, cared for, like every other woman in the world, is that too much to ask for huhh? apparently it was'. with the anger bubbling inside of me, I tired to contain it, telling myself that I should walk out of here before something tragic happens. the makeup I did was now ruined with snort and tears.
These wasn't how I planned this day to be, I broke the news of our child to him, hoping and clinging to the thought that it might change his mind. I had noticed the way he has been moody and cranky, coming home drunk and sweaty for the past few weeks, so I thought when I get back home from work today I'll break the news to him over some nice meal and scented candles, I even went out of my way to make a reservation at a classic restaurant and asked the staffs to create something nice and not too dramatic, since I was tight on money and I wanted to make it a nice dinner date for us and this might help lift his mood. I laughed at my inner thoughts 'lift his mood my ass'what was I even thinking.
Then he let out the words i didn't see coming ''I never asked you for any of that, you did all of that yourself, you are just trying to manipute and guilt trip me into staying with you honestly you are so pathetic'' as if that was not enough he went ahead to say ''you know, the night i met you, i thought you were some big shot, i aint even tripping you looked all fancy in that dress, busy being the center of attention. let me break it you, i didn't like how you were so carefree and the look on those men faces when they look at you with those admiring gloosy eyes, like you are the most delicate thing they've ever seen. so i apporched you though you were playing hard at first so i was more interested in you.
so i searched for your facebook page then i started stalking you both on social media and real life, you really thought that those times that we accidentally 'bumping' into eachother was an accident? ohhh you fool tek tek tek'' he then knelt closer, just an inch away from our face touching, he then took my face in his hands in a painful grip, using his thumb to caress my bottom lip he looked deep into my soul with those dark eyes full with hate and distest. he then continued ''come to think of it never loved you not even like you, god i cringed each time i kissed you and your torches disguts me god don't even get me started on when moan hearing you make sound killed whatever fake heat was left in the room instantly. it was this pathetic,wet braying like a dying mule caught in a fence,so brutally absurd that i almost laughed just to keep from being completely refused. honestly i must have been so drunk the day i slept with you, that thing in you dosen't belong to me give it some thought maybe it was when you where busy whoring yourself away behide my back''.
When he was done he pushed me aside so hard i hurt my ankle he then spat on my face and walked past me.
I was torn apart, broken but the rage in me didn't die i refuse to be shut down by a man who dosen't know his left from right i want to hurt him for all what he made me go through like a rageing bull i took the first item my eyes could lay on which was a vase that was sitting on the kitchen island i immediatly took it, and swoung it at his head it sharted into pieces and blood flowing from his head.
I moved towards him and spat on his face and walked out head up high not feeling the slightest form of regret for what I did, sure he didn't see it coming,half way through the corridor I heard a shrinking scream most have been the old lady next door, she most have been horrified, then again who cares that should teach a lesson to stop butting in other peoples buisness.
After Hours of walking aimlessly in the rain and thinking to my self on where I ever went wrong in life to deserve when I got conscious of my self. I found my self standing like a dringed church rat outside of Janes places, my best friend who lives with her boyfriend they've been together since high school.
Steering at the door I felt a lump in my throat contemplating if I should knoke or walk away then I remembered that I had no where else to go and my parents lives miles away and I can't go back i'd rather sleep on the street than go back that place with the remaining grint I rang the door bell repeatedly.
for a slight moment a part of me wished that they won't be present so that the won't witness me like this but these is the last place that felt like home to me . from where I stood I could hear the sounds of music buzzing through the walls with some loud giggles from inside that notified me they were around then Ben opens the door with a bright smile then a confused look,I felt guilty for interrupting their intense session if you know what I mean .'wink' , looking up on my face I think he caught on that something might have happened he then let me inside. '' hey Rosa what happened, how are you all wet; please take a seat make yourself comfortable and do you need anything maybe like a cup of water maybe?''
I let out a quiet yes my voice was raspy; he left heading towards the kitchen I could hear some songs play from the bedroom and Jane singing along to the song I think it was Dracula by Tame Impara . ben came back handing me a battle of water I took it, sipped out of it and sat the bottle on the coffee table he then gave me a blanket with some change of clothes I accepted it thanking him as I wrapped my self in it. I was immediately embraced with the sweet smell of marshmallow and warm chocolate it must have the smell of jane's perfume.
A moment later Jane walked in looking like she was run over by a truck her once perfect blond hair was now a mess, I think she tried putting it in a bun but didn't work, at the side of her neck I could see some hickies and bite marks watching her trying to cover it up was so cute she later gave up the attempt to hug me and it was the best I could ever ask for at that moment and to tell you she gives one of the best.
I swoon in her embrace and inhale her smell of her soft caramel and with a hint of vanilla and cinnamon, we stayed in each others embrace for a while before letting our self's go but I kept my head rested on her lap with her using her hands to carefully carees my hair. filling her on the event that took place that day at my house every single detail, when I was done they both exploded swearing and causing him out ben even threatened to get him arrested but I managed to stop him,it wasn't just worth the energy or time. when the tension died down I sat still in my seat waiting for the judgement 'the I told you so comment',to talk my ears out about how she saw it from the on set and warned me about him,how he was bad news,
''come live with us'' jane blauted out ''i know these isn't what you want right now but honey we don't mind at least till you get a place of your own the we can help you move out what do you say'' I was shocked, not wanting to invade their space so I declined the offer saying that I'll stay in an hotel for the mean time, but Jane wasn't having it at all '' what do you mean you'll leave at an hotel you save up the money to a well modern furnished apartment,please I'm begging you'' said taking my hands into hers and giving eyes signals to ben to join in convincing me '' honestly I don't know what to say'' I said to her '' you can start by saying yes then by tomorrow we'll figure out the rest, lets talk one step at a time and my niece/nephew needs the pamper I'm I right?'' I gave a nod then I felt a warm hand wiping my face I didn't realize I was crying and then another strong hands holding me from the back as I cried into their embrace silently asking God how I bagged such an amazing friend and innerly causing myself out for ever expecting the worse out of people especially Jane and ben of all ''group hug everybody'' I laughed at that then they both praticaly knocked out my breath,I laughed so hard while sniffing and thanking them all over again honestly I feel like their adopted child they always safe me and show up for me.
That night we decided on seeing some horror movies and eating of ice cream while screaming our lungs out when ever each of us sees something frightening ,then I saw Jane fake being d so she could hug ben each time,looking at them and going over our memories together a small smile spread on my face as I thanked my lucky stars for sending them to me because they are the best gift the universe has ever given me.
I most have slipped into Dreamland ealier because the next thing I knew I was been carried in a bridal style by strong hands I didn't see the persons face I could only presive the oud of his masculine perfume which ever it was it was sure expensive,its deffinatly not Ben's. so I snuggled into his warmth and drifted back to sleep in the hands of the stranger that I do not know while giving middle finger to all the care in the world.