[You think to yourself, April is much better.]
[Autumn is too cold.]
"Aaaah, neither is good!" Kita grabbed her head and rolled wildly on the bed.
Memories!
Dead memories are attacking me!
I got stabbed by tragedy in the first simulation, and it feels like I'm about to be stabbed again this time.
That line Toru-kun said, 'I will definitely save you', feels especially like a flag!
'After I finish this battle, I'm going home to get married.' A character who says a line like that usually doesn't live to go home! They often get taken out halfway.
By the same logic, 'I will definitely save you' is probably going to result in a separation of life and death right after the rescue.
"Am I sick or something? Why did I choose leukemia? Wouldn't a simple, ordinary romance, getting married, having children, and growing old together be better?"
I was truly foolish, absolutely.
Kita knocked her head against the headboard several times, then slumped weakly onto the bed.
This time, it's really over.
Using the only chance for an overleveled maneuver, plus a special event card, only resulted in this kind of ending.
Sigh, if only I had a do-over pill.
Kita closed her eyes, wanting to escape reality.
She successfully conquered Kitahara Toru and gained his true affection, but she only got to live for a few years…
"You all promised to come and fight me for my man!… Why did none of you move this time?"
Kita was terribly frustrated.
The reason she started this terminal illness mode, making Toru regret her loss for the rest of his life, wasn't precisely because there were too many little vixens around trying to steal her man?
Kita had once heard a theory...
The living can never truly defeat the memory of the dead.
If she gained Kitahara-kun's affection and then died young, a herbivore boy like him would surely regret her loss forever.
Kita had originally intended to use this method to boost Toru's affection level in reality, while also winning, winning, winning, and enjoying herself in the simulation.
The result… The members of Kessoku Band were like wooden figures, none of them making a move. Wuwu, why is this happening?
Let's rewind time to the moment the simulation just started.
Gotoh Hitori was practicing guitar at home, thinking about whether she should perform at the cultural festival.
[Query: Would you like to enter the simulation?]
"Ah… should I enter?"
Gotoh Hitori put down her guitar and tilted her head, thinking.
She only had two simulation opportunities left…
Hmm, let's skip it.
She could consider skipping the next few simulations.
…
At Yamada Ryo's home.
[Query: Would you like to enter the simulation?]
"No."
Ryo-san had mostly guessed that Toru possessed the simulator.
Her desire for the simulation was significantly reduced now.
What's more.
To maximize the use of the simulator to improve herself, coming clean with Toru was the best way, bar none.
Her simulator needed to take advantage of others. If she could successfully bind Toru in every simulation, she would definitely get the highest returns.
"The simulation is far less important than reality. I should probably skip the next few times, right?" Yamada Ryo pondered, nodding to herself.
Once she became Toru's girlfriend, the simulator could provide her with much greater help.
Before that, the effect was poor. … Inside the live house Starry.
[Query: Would you like to enter the simulation?]
Upon receiving this message, Ijichi Nijika's first thought was also to give up. She had just resolved her regrets in the last simulation and temporarily had no desire to continue simulating.
Compared to the simulation, reality was surely more important.
Anyway, the simulation has no limit on attempts; she can play anytime.
Nearby. Ijichi Seika was asleep on the table and didn't even hear the simulator's prompt. … The above is the truth behind why no one was fighting for the man in the simulation.
"This world is definitely targeting me."
Kita pouted slightly, composing herself.
She continued to check the content of the simulation.
[After you started treatment, you took a large amount of expensive targeted drugs, all of which were paid for by Toru. He might be able to help you for a while, but he can't help you forever.]
[Even though he told you not to worry, you and your parents still felt guilty about it.]
[You had no choice but to try your best in your maid duties to repay him.]
[One day, you recalled what he had said about… handling his morning desires.]
[You decide—]
[1. "Diligently study the handling methods and become a more perfect maid."]
[2. "Serving the Master is an indispensable part of the job; I will not back down."]
[3. "It's probably not appropriate to do something like this before we're even dating?"]
[4. Personally simulate.]
How to choose?
Kita fell into contemplation.
Options 1 and 2 are not very proper.
Let's skip them.
Choose 3.
[Your face flushed red, and you ultimately abandoned the idea.]
[Wait until you date him in the future before attempting to serve him fully.]
[Autumn passed and winter came.]
[After the New Year, the feeling of spring grew stronger.]
[However, you couldn't find a matching hematopoietic stem cell and could only rely on medication to prolong your life.]
[Targeted drugs will inevitably develop resistance one day. How much longer can your life last?]
[You don't know.]
[This spring, perhaps the long-term companionship finally paid off, and Toru finally stopped forgetting you.]
[You were both very happy.]
[You conquered the strange disease for Toru with your own power. Perhaps, your leukemia will also encounter a miracle… you never know?]
[Your debuff: Fish's Memory. (Invalidated)]
Toru looked at the simulator's prompt.
He thought for a long time.
Kita in this simulation was still impulsive as always, making strange moves without considering the consequences.
But her kindness and cuteness made Toru recall the girl who practiced violin with him long ago.
The girl who accompanied him, playing a heavenly melody…
"I hope she doesn't die."
Being buried in the same grave is not what he seeks.
[Query: Are you sure you want to enter the Fully Realistic Mode?]
Yes.
[In the new school year, you begin preparing for university entrance exams.]
[Toru had already secured admission through recommendation thanks to his excellent grades and spent every day at home teaching you.]
[At the same time, he also tutored the members of Kessoku Band.]
[There is no need to worry about him cheating; in his heart… only you remain now.]
"Hooray, I won!"
Kita's face brightened with joy.
'Only you remain now,' that phrase gives me a wonderful feeling.
I love it, I love it.
Ijichi-senpai, Ryo-senpai, Gotoh-san, they are all just a rabble.
In this simulation, she absolutely triumphed.
[And just like that, you successfully graduated from high school.]
[Toru entered the University of Tokyo and began medical research.]