Chapter 63 - The compitition-1!

Seeing that guy leaving was surely feeling like we already won but soon my eyes started to shake, as feeling this sudden dizziness, I tried to take a corner but fell miserabaly on ground and saw that everthing started to feel heavy, feeling danger, I tried to unseal my real stats but my voice wasn't rushing out of throat, as seeing everything collapsing and strange kind of darkness covering my eyes surely was making me feel the same vulnerabe man, who came to this world by a contract with raja and but now everything feels same as before, as soon my eyes opened and I saw that I was working in same kind of office and my life again started to feel like that company's slave, while coworker at me, as I was just sleeping for a very long time and I was again back to same previous life, feeling that everything was a dream, surely started to make me feel like nothing was real, as I tried to summon my wanderer box but instead of seeing ny system, I saw the same very dream, same average office worker and returned to my same dark world, as seeing it surely felt as nothing but a strange kind of pain in my heart, as if seeing the reality was surely way too sour for me but seeing this reality surely felt much reasonable, as these isekai's and reincarnations surely only exist in novels and mangas but my life isn't a mere book for any bastard to just lay in their comfy sofa or bed to read it and judge my actions. but surely it was really pretty sweet and seeing the reality surely was making me pretty mad, as I took out my cigerettes and began to lit it and surely it was making me feel like nothing but a burden of my life, all the memories of that so called dream, surely was crushing my soul but deep down, I knew that those things can't be real, as there's no way for people like us get that miracle and surely it was feeling pretty empty, seeing the same boss, giving us over work and expect us to spend 16 hours in shilft of 8 hours, surely it was just average day for us, but feeling that how shitty my life was, bringing me to washroom and feeling the smoke of cigererates, feeling how much it crushed my internal organs and deep down, I still look for ways to kill myself, so spending my time in washroom, smoking more than 20, I came out and started to work, as feeling that the work was surely the same as before and running out of office, I started to rush towards the home and feeling that it surely was a dream, no matter how many times, I screamed my lungs out and I wasn't able to feel the energy of system, as my weak body was still same as ever, no muscular body, just average daily life body. As soon as they return to their parents, these guys surely are the same, just looking for me when they need anything. Well, that's human personality for you, but entering my room and seeing the same things that I thought would have been gone by now surely was the same as before: the bottle of drinks, the wrapper of snacks, and then surely my PC, for my games and other stuff. Thinking about how I was living and now how I am leaving surely was pushing me over the edge, but could I even? It's not like I was kind of big hotshot in this world, just average office worker living a a pretty boring life; as soon finding no other thing, I turned on my pc and saw my stuff was still same as before, So I turned on, the game, and saw something strange, as I was seeing my entire life of another world, like an average character getting an item that made me pretty awesome and then went around with my people, as seeing the same events of my life infront of my own eyes, surely made me feel pretty vulnerable, as now least I knew that life wasn't a dream; it should be work of pretty big hotshot, and he attacked me the moment I had my guard down and now I was feeling that it was surely more like a trap that hot shot must have used, as I see that the game was showing my life pretty greatly, so I started to watch it and thought that surely this thing could tell me, what happened in the another world, so seeing the hero's quest and then brother's and then water nation and then the town of thugs and surely it wasn't leaving anything censored and even was showing the brothel scenes with pretty good graphics and soon it came to those demon guys, as It was even showing the same quarrel and the same resolving and then it moved to elven nation and finally it show some darkness in my eyes when I collapsed, as otaku was trying hard to bring me back but his every attempt was failed because of some unknown reason, as everyone in the nation was worried for me, and thinking about michael, surely pushing them over the edge and seeing everyone worried and thinking about cures of this strange disease, as one thing was sure that this wasn't a disease but a curse but the issue was, who could even cast such a curse and there's no way otaku can't dispeal it unlease, a being higher than him cursed me but surely there's no way that a high diety could even think about me and seeing it, surely was feeling pretty insane and some what it was not making any sense and seeing such a curse there's no fucking way that a high level god or whaterever he or she is to mess with me, a mere wanderer and seeing it surely was feeling pretty messed up but there should be a loop hole in this entire curse thing