Times passed and I really didn't know where I can get the gut to tell my parents that am pregnant with someone who left me without even knowing and I don't know where and what to do.
My boyfriend Sevilla has kept nagging that he wants us to meet. my pregnancy is now one months and still I don't know how am I gonna handle this.
I realized the chaos at home and I thought it wouldn't be good if I tell them that am pregnant by knowing that they just reconciled a few weeks ago if I break this news to them no doubt there will be another fight between them blaming each other how I got pregnant plus my brothers would want to kill the man who got me pregnant without thinking any risk and I know how bad Aiden is.
I accepted to meet with my boyfriend and I was thinking of calling spy but I remembered that I cut him on the way to find and loving Aiden.
I put on my jeans black pent and a black vest with my brown-boots and put on a black and white jacket and hops on my bike I just bought few weeks ago and heads to Sevilla's house.
I didn't want Sevilla to be the victim of my faults but he was falling in.
I reached at his house and I found it messy I had to clean it up and after that I cooked for him cause he seemed really weak and then I went in the bathroom to shower my body cause I was hot and sweaty so I can go back home I really didn't want to sleep with him cause I didn't even like him at all.
After bathing he found me in the bathroom and started caressing me gently and I tried to push him but he is the type of person who insists to the last breath so I let him be.
We kissed but my mind was all over thinking about Aiden's presence I really missed him even though he did all those things to me.
We kissed as the water flows over us and right there we did what his body was ordering but I really felt nothing at all I even cried after all of that cause I was thinking that am cheating on Aiden by knowing that he wasn't even my boyfriend but still he was the father of the child am crying right now.
After that Sevilla asked me why I was crying.
"I don't know"
"Have I misbehaved during our sex?"
"No, no ,no , that's not the problem" I replied not wanting to make him feel like am ungrateful with all the efforts he uses to make me happy but I can't feel a thing.
"Am crying cause I really love you so much but am always occupied" I said crying but trying so hard not to let the sound out.
He hugged me so tightly
"Lioness, you know that loving you is my order so don't feel like it's a crime cause I got your back" he said hugging me I moved myself from his arms and put on my tower and heads in the room I smeared my body with his lotion and put on my clothes.
"Am sorry, I have to go I ran out of time" I said to him ignoring to be with him
And he got on one knee down directly
"Lioness will you marry me,?!" He said with the ring into his hands
Even though I needed this chance to hide my one moths unborn child but I really didn't know what to answer him.