Hmm…
The wind is blowing as usual, but something is wrong with it. Like the wind changed its path.
In front, Lion is walking like a robot who is forced to come. He literally argued with me. I can't believe it.
Ten minutes ago:
"Come on, baby. I want to go for a walk."
He turned back and stepped toward his room — behind me.
So I just grabbed his hand… forcefully dragged him for a walk. But his face is sulking. In my point of view, he is some kind of child who is in protest for his mother.
And in a fast until he gets what he wants? Is he a kid or an adult? I can't believe it.
Without any hesitation, I opened the door and took him for the walk, but he — he is walking and walking… without any talk. What happened to him? I can't understand if he doesn't tell me.
It's so irritating. I got angry too because of his strange behaviour.
We only walk and walk more… more… without any single word.
I was walking behind his back and he — he was just walking like a robot who got an order.
WHAT… THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM. WHY! WHY?! He doesn't talk to me. It's all shouting and his anger is only in his little mind.
*STEP… STEP…
S – i – l – e – n – c – e.
I can't hold my patience; I tried to talk to him — to break the silence.
Hmm… If I tell you the truth, I just want to know the reason he changed like ice who isn't affected by fire.
"Hey — can you hear me?" I overtook him and stood in front of him.
His eyes became wide.
"Why are you upset… hmm… just tell me." I looked at him with a creepy smile.
"If you want anything, you can tell me… anything." I calmly held his hand.
But he — he… literally. His expression did not change at all. He jerked off my hand roughly and he glared at me.
"I don't want to talk to you," he coldly replied.
I was stunned by that reaction. This is the first time he shouted at me like that.
He pushed me aside and said, "YOU WANT TO WALK, RIGHT? SO — JUST WALK."
But I saw a market with rush hours, around 7:00 – 7:30 pm.
I grabbed his arm — obviously forcefully — and dragged him to the market. I was walking fast while grabbing his hand as tightly as I could. Hmm… I am not that powerful, but I am more than him… right…
Hehe he hehehehe…
In Lion POV, bro was like why he forced him into me and I can't control it because sobbing… in the corner of his mind.
In the market:
People were going there and there with their things. Some were students, I think, because they were wearing school uniforms, but school is closed by 6:00 pm so… why are they here? They have to be at home.
Toka was like I am one of the children who goes from school to home directly — but he really is the one.
I was shocked when I saw… the new generation.
A boy screamed her name and that girl replied in a similar style.
"HONEY! COME HERE!!!" he screamed.
"YES, I AM COMING!!!" she answered in a similar style.
They literally — I can't believe my eyes — they kissed. They kissed in public, in front of people.
I was one of the people who was staring at them with a cringe look on my face.
But I can't deny… I want to kiss Lion in front of everyone.
But we are gay, that also… hurts. I know he doesn't care, but I — I have some reputation.
I slapped myself.
People were s ~ t ~ a ~ r ~ i ~ n ~ g at me like I was more cringe than that couple. Hmm… I ignored them and I stared at Lion in the back.
He was staring at a shoe shop with passionate eyes and a little smile on his face. He was glowing with happiness, but minutes ago he was sulking — that's different.
But I am not sad that he is smiling when he thinks about his wife. Hmm… memories with them 'together'.
But… my heart was beating fast — my face was red because I was blushing. I was happy to see him smile with his full heart… but without me, it still hurts… to see him with another guy and laughing together, eating all things together.
I was amazed by Lion. Why does he love Minato so much? Why is he so possessive with him? What quality does he see in him really… He is short and young too. I mean, he is an adult too, but he is young.
I smiled at him with a broken heart. I just approached him and poked his cheek.
"Lion, I want to go~~ home now," I whispered — a little cracked.
My mood was ruined by thinking of them together.
IT HURTS SO MUCH. I DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE IT, BUT I…
I was walking in the front this time — returning toward our… no — his home.
I was a little jealous or angry at Minato. Why does Lion like him? I am much more suitable for him.
But behind my back, he was smirking and smiling with glowing eyes.
Hmm… and on the other hand, I was jealous and angry toward Minato. So irritating.
First — I want to cheer for him, make him happy.
Second — I got sad while trying to cheer him on.
We reached home so quickly, like the blink of an eye. I opened the door and looked behind him. He just pushed me aside again and rushed toward his room.
I put my hand on my chest and squeezed it. My heart got a little crack in it… hmm… not little, I think.
I stepped behind him and went into his room. I changed my clothes and Lion just jumped onto the bed and rubbed his face into the pillow — he was in a good mood.
I didn't say any other word and left. I wanted to drink something.
I made coffee. I do it every time when I am sad or angry — to calm myself.
I noticed a pair of shoes in the shoe case, but our shoes are on the mattress, so… those shoes were Minato's.
That stupid brat… sigh.
I sat on the chair at the side of the sofa, a little far.
Fifteen minutes later:
I was in a daze — *THUD…*
Footsteps, heavy and crooked. I looked up in terror and saw Minato. He was staring at me… or at something else. He wobbled, he almost fell, but he balanced.
He came down. He ignored me as if I wasn't there.
He took out some boxes from the refrigerator — strange…
Then he looked at the sofa with half-closed eyes and went toward it, but in the process he kept making noises and hitting his toe or knee.
I tried to control my smile but his cuteness was overloading my little heart.
How can I refuse a cutie like him...
TO BE CONTINUED.