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Chapter 51 - I don't want to see it!!!...

JAY JAY POV...

After Keifer had gone to the washroom...

I took his phone...

I put the password...

But then immediately a call came...

It was Honey...

Ohh..

But why was she calling this guy??...

If they are planning a date or something...

I swear I will launch him to space...😤

Wait!!!...

I had told Keifer I would give him some punishment...

But to be honest...

I don't know what I should do...

It just slipped out of my mouth..

Yes!!..I know I might have sounded dramatic...but this gago seriously deserves it...so you can't blame me..😤

I will think of it later...

First I want to call Honey...

I opened his contact's...

All the contact names were very formal...

Except mine♥️😆...

That won him some forgiveness I guess...🙄

As soon as I called her back...

She answered it...

(ON CALL..)

HONEY: Keifer... seriously the company is going down every day...you have no choice Keifer!!!...

My smile dropped a bit...

JAY:Hello??...

HONEY:Jay??...is that actually you??...

JAY: NOO!!...It's just a voice memo🙄...are you an idiot honey??...of course it's me...

Goodness!!...is this girl crazy!!...like Broo...even a preschool student knows...

I guess I was right about her living in the zoo...🙄

HONEY:OHH!!...Jay...tell Keifer too call me later...it's about the company...

Wait what?...does he have to go??...

What if he leaves me again...

No Jay!!...stop thinking negativity...

Of course he will come back ...

He won't leave me...RIGHT!!!😢...

JAY:o-okay..

My voice cracked a bit...

I thought Honey wouldn't notice it...

But to my surprise she did...

HONEY:Jay?... are you okay??...

Her voice was full of concern...

JAY: Yeah!!...why wouldn't I be?🙂...

To be honest...

I won't be okay at all...

I'm scared...

But as Honey was still on call...

She said...

HONEY: Fine!!!...but if you ever want to open up about your situation...feel free to talk to me...okay??🙂..

JAY :Okay!!!🙂...

(END OF THE CALL)

I never expected Honey to be this kind hearted...

I still don't get why Keifer doesn't go to his company and check on everything...

Not that I want him to go fast or something...

But this is about the company his mother built...

She suffered so much...

And he completely disregards it because of me...

Maybe what Keigan said before we were close...was true😢...

Because of me...

Maybe Keifer is getting distracted...

Suddenly tears started to roll from my eyes...

I was the reason he is not going...

I am always the one holding him back...

Maybe...

I am the problem in his life...

Suddenly my world collapsed into pieces...

That was when I saw something...

It was a dream...

Or maybe...

My past...😨

No no no...I don't want to see it...

Jay you have to fight it..

But that was it...

I saw almost every thing...

Past of Jay...

⚠️WARNING:These scenes are a bit abusive...so if you are not comfortable...please don't continue...⚠️

My mother...

She had gone to office...

My step dad...

He didn't even look at me...

He was smoking and was drunk...

I looked like I was 5 years old or something...

I was playing with a soft ball...

My step dad was walking to the kitchen...

He had kept his hot coffee on the table...

While I was playing with that ball...

It went straight towards the glass and hit it...

The hot...burning coffee fell on me...

It was burning...

When that so called step dad of mine came...

He was shocked to see the scene...

The broken glass...

The coffee which fell on me...

The burns appearing...

But instead of asking if I was okay....

He started to scould me...

He said...

"ARE YOU A FUCKING AUTISTIC CHILD!!.... DON'T YOU KNOW IT'S NOT GOOD TO PLAY WITH A BALL INSIDE THE HOUSE...OF COURSE!!...YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD...YOU STUPID PEICE OF SHIT!!!...YOU WERE A MISTAKE...A FUCKING MISTAKE!!!🤬😡.."

I was soo horrified that I couldn't move...

My body went stiff...

He stormed towards me angrily...

He had a blade in his hand...

He took it and scratched my hand with it...

I screamed in pain...

Blood started to drip from my hand to the floor...

I pushed him away...

Suddenly he ran towards me furiously...

He took hold of my throat and lifted me...

I was trying to break free...

But the more I was trying to remove his hand...

The more he tightened the grip..

Then he slapped me...

My lips tore because of the force and blood dropped..

I started to wail like anything...

He suddenly found something in his hand...

When I tried seeing clearly...

I was terrified...

It was a knife....

He was about to stab me...

I wasn't able to do anything since I wasn't even able to breathe properly....

That was when mama came back home...

She saw the whole scenario...

She was scared...

But she moved fast...

Mama pushed him aside...

He lost his grip and finally let of of me...

I fell to the ground...

Tears rolled down even more...

I was still struggling to breath...

Mama checked on me...

She was heart broken to see the burns and cuts on my body...

But in that mean time...

My step dad woke up...

He screamed at her and said...

"What the hell is wrong with that autistic fucking child...she is a complete mistake...I only wanted a son...but instead I got an autistic daughter..😡"

That was when I saw Mama's breaking point...

For the first time in my life..

I saw her raise her voice at him...

She screamed back...

She said...

"She was never the mistake... marrying you was the actual one...you don't get to say that she is autistic...she is not...and even if she was I would love her...the real autistic one here is you...you son of a bitch...how dare you raise your filthy hand against my world (her daughter)..🤬"

He completely lost it...

He went bonkers...

And then suddenly...

He takes the knife back in his hand...

Not to stab me...

But to stab mama...

She looked defenseless...

So I charged at him and pushed him hard...

He lost balance and fell..

The knife went out of his hand...

Mama caught hold of it...

Then she hesitated...

And she finally fought all the fear holding her back...

And she stabbed him...

The last thing I saw and heard was the blood that was scattered all over me and the police and ambulance sirens...

End of Jay's past...

TO BE CONTINUED...

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