"You don't get it… even after I told you everything."
Matching Kiho's gaze, Lim Soohyun mumbled out almost inaudibly before walking out of the bedroom and ripping off the bandaids from his hand, leaving a trail of them behind him. He had been so accommodating of Kiho, only to be faced with the same thing. He had heard it countless times, but hearing it from someone he didn't expect it from was worse than anything.
"Living the fucking life everyone wants me to live so desperately for no fucking reason."
As if he wasn't going to die someday anyway…
Grabbing his earbuds—which he had been using because of Kiho—he blocked his ears with deafening music as he slouched down on the couch in the living room. He closed his eyes, gritting his teeth to not think about it. One, two, three… no matter how many songs he listened to, they had no effect. Registering them as background music, his mind continued to become more cluttered with things he wanted to push away.
