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Chapter 39 - Chapter 36

The light did not fade this time.

Instead, it thickened.

Renata felt it press against her senses, heavy and suffocating, as though the world itself was holding its breath. When her feet touched the ground again, there was no impact, no echo—only silence.

She opened her eyes.

She stood in a familiar courtyard.

Too familiar.

The stone tiles beneath her feet were worn smooth, their edges chipped in places she remembered all too well. To her left stood the old magnolia tree, its branches twisted with age, leaves rustling despite the absence of wind. Ahead loomed the Nasir residence, tall and imposing, its gates partially open as if inviting her in.

Her chest tightened.

"This isn't real," Renata said quietly.

"SCENARIO TWO: PSYCHIC SIMULATION," the system confirmed. "OBJECTIVE: MAINTAIN STABILITY."

She didn't respond.

The air here felt different from the canyon—thicker, heavier, as if each breath carried memories instead of oxygen. Her senses told her this place was fabricated, yet every detail was painfully precise. Even the faint scent of incense drifting from the inner halls was correct.

Footsteps echoed.

Renata turned just as a figure emerged from the shadows beneath the eaves.

Killian.

He looked exactly as he had in her first life—neatly dressed, posture straight, eyes calm in that infuriating way that always made others believe he was kind, reasonable, trustworthy.

Her fingers curled slowly.

"So you came back," he said, voice gentle, familiar. "I wondered how long it would take."

Renata didn't answer.

More figures appeared behind him.

Her father, standing slightly apart, his expression unreadable. Dorian, lips curved into a faint, polite smile. Julie lingered near the steps, eyes lowered, as though uncertain whether she belonged in the scene.

The sight of them stirred something deep in her chest—old wounds reopening, sharp and raw.

"You were always like this," Killian continued, stepping closer. "Quiet. Distant. Expecting something the world never promised you."

Renata felt the ground tremble beneath her feet—not physically, but within.

"You could have lived comfortably," he said. "If you had just accepted your place."

Her heart pounded.

Accept your place.

The words echoed, layering over years of whispered judgments, sideways glances, and unspoken disappointment. In her first life, she had swallowed them all, believing endurance was strength.

She knew better now.

"This is an illusion," Renata said, louder this time.

Killian tilted his head. "Is it? Or is it simply the truth you refuse to face?"

Her father stepped forward then, gaze heavy. "Renata," he said, voice low. "Why must you always struggle? You make things difficult for everyone."

The pain that flared in her chest surprised her with its intensity.

Even now.

Her vision blurred for a brief moment, the world warping at the edges as the simulation fed on her hesitation. The system remained silent, leaving her alone with the weight of her past.

Renata closed her eyes.

She inhaled slowly.

She remembered the void—the cold, chaotic stillness where she had nearly broken. She remembered the pain of forcing herself forward when everything screamed for her to stop. She remembered the moment she had chosen to fight instead of surrender.

When she opened her eyes again, her gaze was steady.

"You're wrong," she said calmly. "All of you."

The figures froze.

"I struggled because I was told I was lacking," Renata continued. "I endured because I believed that if I tried hard enough, I would be enough."

She took a step forward.

"But this time," she said, voice firm, "I don't need your approval."

The courtyard cracked.

Thin fractures spiderwebbed through the stone tiles, spreading outward from her feet. Killian's expression flickered—just for a moment—before settling back into calm disbelief.

"You're running away," he said softly.

Renata shook her head. "No.

She lifted her blade—not in attack, but in resolve.

"I'm moving forward."

The illusion shattered.

Glass-like fragments exploded outward, dissolving into streams of light as the Nasir residence, the courtyard, the figures—all of it—collapsed into nothingness.

Renata staggered as the pressure vanished, dropping to one knee. Her breathing came fast, her heart hammering against her ribs.

A chime rang out, clear and resonant.

SCENARIO TWO COMPLETE

She remained still for a long moment, letting the echo of her own thoughts fade.

"That was unfair," she muttered finally.

The system appeared beside her, unusually quiet.

"PSYCHIC SCENARIOS ARE DESIGNED TO TARGET UNRESOLVED TRAUMA," it said. "HOST RESPONSE: OPTIMAL."

Renata huffed softly. "I wouldn't call that optimal."

"YOU DID NOT LOSE CONTROL," the system countered. "NOR DID YOU REJECT THE EXPERIENCE ENTIRELY."

She rose slowly to her feet, wiping nonexistent dust from her clothes. "I suppose that's progress."

Before the system could respond, the world shifted again—but this time, there was no warning.

No mission prompt.

No countdown.

The environment resolved into a wide, open platform suspended in darkness. Beneath her feet was nothing but endless void, faint motes of light drifting lazily through the abyss.

At the far end of the platform stood a single figure.

Not masked this time.

Tall. Still. Watching her with undisguised interest.

Renata's breath caught.

She couldn't see their face clearly, but the pressure they emitted was unmistakable—controlled, restrained, and far beyond anything she had encountered so far.

"SCENARIO THREE," the system said slowly. "CLASSIFICATION… UNKNOWN."

The figure took one step forward.

"Renata Nasir," a voice called out—not loud, yet impossibly clear. "Let me see how far you can go."

Her grip tightened on her blade.

The trial wasn't over.

It was just beginning.

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