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Chapter 89 - chapter 89

The room felt wrapped in a quiet warmth, the evening air soft against their skin. Amelia remained close to Ethan, her cheek resting lightly against him, her body relaxed in a way she hadn't expected to feel with anyone—not this soon, not this deeply.

Ethan shifted only when she did, his movements slow and careful, as if he were afraid of disturbing the peaceful rhythm they'd settled into.

After a few quiet minutes, Amelia lifted her head, her eyes studying his face with a softness she didn't try to hide.

"You're watching me," she murmured.

Ethan smiled gently.

"I like seeing you think."

She flushed slightly.

"I'm thinking a lot."

"I can tell," he said.

"Do you want to tell me about any of it?"

Amelia hesitated.

Not because she didn't want to—because she wasn't used to being asked so gently.

"I'm thinking about how close I'm sitting," she admitted quietly.

Ethan didn't stiffen.

Didn't pull back.

He simply whispered,

"And how does it feel?"

Her fingers brushed the side of his shirt, slow and thoughtful.

"Safe," she said.

"Surprisingly safe."

Ethan's eyes warmed.

"That means everything to me."

Amelia met his gaze again, something unspoken passing between them—soft, steady, unhurried.

"Ethan," she whispered, "do you ever wonder where this is going?"

He inhaled slowly.

"I don't wonder," he said gently.

"I just follow where it leads."

"That doesn't scare you?"

"No," he murmured.

"Because it's leading me toward you."

Her breath caught.

She looked down at their hands—hers open, his close but not touching unless she chose it.

"Can I be honest?" she whispered.

Ethan nodded.

"You always can."

"I don't feel confused," she said softly.

"I feel… drawn."

Ethan's breath deepened.

"To me?"

"Yes."

He reached for her hand then, slowly, giving her time to move away.

She didn't.

Their fingers intertwined, warm and natural.

"What part of you feels drawn?" he asked quietly.

Amelia considered the question, her thumb brushing over his.

"The part that's tired of holding everything in," she whispered.

"The part that wants softness. And honesty. And a place to rest."

Ethan's grip tightened—gently, reassuring.

"You can rest here," he said.

"With me."

Her chest warmed, her heartbeat softening.

She took a breath, her voice trembling.

"I didn't expect you," Amelia admitted.

"I didn't expect… this."

"Neither did I," Ethan murmured.

"But I'm glad it's happening."

He brushed a curl from her cheek, his touch slow and tender.

"Amelia," he asked softly, "what do you want right now?"

She didn't rush an answer.

She breathed.

She listened to her heartbeat.

She listened to his.

Then she whispered:

"I want to stay close… because it feels right."

Ethan's eyes softened into something deep and warm.

"Then come closer," he whispered.

Amelia shifted with quiet courage, moving into the curve of his body until her head rested beneath his jaw. Ethan wrapped an arm around her again—slow, careful, steady.

Her breath steadied against him.

He whispered into her hair,

"You're opening up beautifully."

Amelia closed her eyes.

"I'm trying," she murmured.

"You don't have to try alone," he said gently.

His fingers traced soft, slow patterns along her arm, grounding her.

She murmured into his chest,

"Ethan?"

"Mm?"

"If I fall deeper… if this becomes more than I planned…"

Her voice trembled.

"…will you stay?"

Ethan's answer came without hesitation.

"I'll stay," he whispered.

"As long as you want me. And longer."

Her breath softened into a quiet exhale of relief.

The kind that came from being held without fear.

Amelia let herself melt against him fully—trusting, leaning, allowing.

And Ethan held her with the kind of warmth that made her realize:

This wasn't just affection.

This was becoming something true.

Something steady.

Something hers.

And she was ready for more.

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