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Chapter 4 - Chapter 3

Harry sat at the massive kitchen table, his small legs swinging freely from the carved oak chair that looked like it had been imported directly from some medieval castle. The chair was so large that he looked like a doll propped up for show, his tiny hands clasped together in front of him, knuckles white as though holding on to himself would keep him from slipping into nothingness.

Bruce leaned against the granite counter across from him, arms folded across his broad chest, jaw set in that way that made criminals confess their deepest secrets. The silence stretched between them like a taut wire, heavy and expectant.

Harry broke it with a little sigh that sounded far too world-weary for someone who should be learning his times tables. "Well," he said, his voice carrying the sort of resignation usually reserved for tax auditors, "you're going to find out eventually, so I might as well get it over with before you accuse me of trying to destroy Gotham's power grid or something equally dramatic."

Selina, perched on the edge of the counter in designer jeans and a silk blouse that probably cost more than most people's rent, raised a perfectly sculpted eyebrow. A smirk played at the corners of her mouth as she examined her manicured nails with deliberate casualness. "That sounds like something I'd accuse Bruce of before a six-year-old."

"Six and three-quarters, thank you very much," Harry corrected with the dignity of someone defending their PhD thesis. "The three-quarters are terribly important. Ask anyone."

Bruce didn't rise to either bait, which Harry found deeply disappointing. The man just stood there like a mountain made of muscle and brooding intensity. "Explain," Bruce said instead, his voice calm, steady, inescapable—the sort of tone that suggested resistance was futile.

Harry's small shoulders tensed, drawing up toward his ears like a turtle retreating into its shell. "Right. Well. It's the electronics, you see. They don't particularly like me." He paused, then added with the dry bite of someone far too young to have mastered sarcasm so thoroughly, "Which is terribly unfair, because I'm very polite to them. I always say please and thank you. But apparently good manners mean nothing to the average television set."

"What do you mean, they don't like you?" Selina asked, leaning forward with the sort of predatory interest she usually reserved for particularly shiny diamonds.

Harry sighed again, the sound so adult it was almost comical coming from someone who probably needed a step-stool to reach the sink. "Well, if I get upset—which happens rather more often than I'd like, being six and three-quarters and all—streetlights explode. Televisions go all fuzzy and start showing static. Hotel room heaters burst into flames for no apparent reason." He ticked off each item on his tiny fingers like he was reciting a grocery list. "Little inconveniences that make one deeply unpopular with landlords, hotel managers, and basically anyone responsible for paying electricity bills."

Selina let out a low whistle, her eyes sparkling with something that might have been delight or mischief—or both. "Kid, that sounds less like an inconvenience and more like performance art. Very avant-garde. I'm impressed."

Bruce didn't react, which made Harry twitch with visible frustration. The child fixed him with a look that could have stripped paint. "You're meant to look alarmed," he informed Bruce with the sort of prim authority usually reserved for schoolteachers correcting particularly slow students. "Maybe even gasp dramatically. Perhaps clutch your chest and mutter something about the devil's child. Then you drag me back to the curb, say it was all a terrible mistake, and we can save ourselves a lot of awkward conversation."

Alfred, who had been polishing a silver teapot with the sort of meticulous care that suggested he could perform surgery with a butter knife, glanced up with twinkling eyes. "I fear Master Bruce has never been particularly gifted at following scripts, Master Harry. Rather disappointing, really. One would think all that theatrical training would have improved his dramatic timing."

"You went to theater school?" Harry asked, suddenly perking up with interest.

"He didn't," Selina said, grinning like the cat who'd not only caught the canary but convinced it to sing show tunes. "But he does have a flair for the dramatic. You should see him brood on rooftops. Very method actor."

Bruce's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly—the sort of micro-expression that probably had criminals running for their lives. "How long has this been happening?" he asked, refusing to be derailed by his audience.

Harry blinked, clearly thrown off his prepared speech. "I... what?"

"The electronics. How long have they been malfunctioning around you?"

"Oh." Harry's expression grew thoughtful, and for a moment he looked exactly like what he was—a small child trying to remember something important. "Since forever, really. Well, since I was little-little, anyway. It's worse when I'm emotional, which is rather inconvenient since children are notoriously emotional creatures." His voice grew smaller, more uncertain. "My aunt and uncle said it proved I was abnormal. Dangerous. Like a walking insurance liability with the potential for massive property damage."

Alfred's polishing slowed, his expression growing dangerously still in the way that suggested someone was about to find themselves on the receiving end of some very pointed British displeasure. "From what I've observed thus far, Master Harry," he said with carefully measured calm, "you appear to be dangerous only to the structural integrity of sandwiches and any attempts at reasonable conversation. Both admirable qualities in a young gentleman, if I may say so."

Selina smirked, her eyes dancing with amusement. "Alfred's got your number, kid."

Harry almost smiled before catching himself, his expression shuttering closed again. "Well, at least someone here knows how to deliver their lines properly. Very refreshing, really. Most adults just stare at me like I've grown an extra head."

Bruce leaned forward slightly, his massive frame somehow managing to seem less intimidating rather than more. "Show me."

Harry went absolutely still, his green eyes going wide. "I beg your pardon?"

"Show me what happens. Can you control it at all?"

"Control it?" Harry repeated, his voice climbing toward something that might charitably be called hysteria. "If I could control it, do you honestly think I'd be having this conversation? I'd be off making millions as some sort of... of electronic whisperer or something equally ridiculous."

Selina's smirk widened into a full grin. "He's got you there, Bruce. Kid's got a point."

Bruce's expression didn't change, but there was something in his eyes that might have been approval. "Show me anyway."

Harry looked around the pristine, state-of-the-art kitchen, his gaze taking in appliances that probably cost more than most people's cars. The refrigerator alone looked like it belonged on a spaceship, all sleek lines and digital displays. "Right," he said slowly, his voice dripping with the sort of sarcasm that would have made a British comedy writer weep with pride. "Because destroying thousands of pounds' worth of equipment sounds like an absolutely brilliant way to say thank you for the meal and the roof over my head. Truly inspired thinking there."

"The equipment can be replaced," Bruce said, his tone flat and matter-of-fact.

Harry's face went through several interesting expressions before settling on something between indignation and disbelief. "Oh, brilliant. Next you'll be telling me children can be replaced too. You do realize I've heard that particular gem before, don't you? Usually right before someone starts making phone calls to various institutions."

The temperature in the room seemed to drop several degrees. Alfred's polishing stopped entirely, and Selina's playful expression hardened into something sharp and dangerous.

"Master Harry," Alfred said, his voice carrying the sort of quiet authority that had once commanded respect in Her Majesty's service, "if Master Bruce says he wishes you to demonstrate your abilities, then I daresay Wayne Manor's electrical system is hardy enough to withstand whatever you might produce. We've weathered far worse than one small boy with electromagnetic tendencies."

"And if it's not?" Harry asked, his voice very small.

Alfred's expression softened, becoming almost grandfatherly. "Then I have an excellent electrician in Metropolis who does marvelous work and owes me several favors. Nothing that cannot be remedied with a phone call and perhaps some moderately expensive wine."

Harry drew in a shaky breath, his thin shoulders rising and falling with the effort. Fine. If they wanted a show, they'd bloody well get one. He closed his eyes tightly, concentrated, and let himself remember.

Uncle Vernon's blotchy purple face, twisted with disgust. "Freak! Abnormal little freak!"

Aunt Petunia's shrill voice: "We should have left you at the orphanage where you belong!"

Being shoved into the back alley with nothing but a too-big jumper and the gnawing certainty that he was unwanted everywhere he went, that he would always be unwanted, that there was something fundamentally wrong with him that made normal people recoil in horror.

The buzzing came first, crawling under his skin like angry insects. Then the familiar pressure building behind his eyes, in his chest, spreading through his small frame like electricity looking for a way out.

The kitchen lights flickered once, twice, then blazed bright white—so brilliant they turned the room into a snapshot, all stark shadows and bleached surfaces. Every bulb burst simultaneously in a shower of sparks and tinkling glass, the sound like a dozen champagne flutes dropped on marble.

The microwave lost its collective mind, its digital display flashing through every possible combination of numbers and letters like it was trying to send morse code to aliens. The massive refrigerator began to growl—actually growl—its ice maker firing frozen projectiles across the polished floor like a caffeinated machine gun.

The coffee maker started brewing coffee that wasn't there, steam hissing from empty chambers. The dishwasher began its cycle despite being completely empty, water sloshing around inside like a miniature washing machine operated by hyperactive ghosts.

Harry's eyes flew open, wide and terrified, the green made even more startling in the strobing light of dying electronics. "Sorry!" he gasped, his voice cracking with panic. "I didn't mean to—it just—oh, bollocks—I can't make it stop—"

The kitchen fell into sudden, complete darkness. Only Alfred's small emergency flashlight cut through the gloom, its beam steady as a lighthouse guiding ships safely to harbor.

"Fascinating," Bruce said into the silence, his voice carrying exactly the same tone someone might use to comment on an interesting chess move.

Harry blinked rapidly, trying to process this response. "Fascinating?" His voice climbed toward something that might charitably be called a shriek. "That's your response? I just murdered your kitchen! I turned thousands of pounds worth of appliances into very expensive paperweights, and you call it fascinating?"

"Hardly murdered," Alfred corrected with admirable composure, his flashlight beam sweeping over the carnage with the sort of professional assessment usually reserved for crime scenes. "More of a grievous assault with intent to inconvenience. I've seen worse damage from Master Dick attempting to make breakfast."

Selina clapped slowly, her grin visible even in the dim light. "Not bad, kid. Very impressive light show. Next time, try aiming at Bruce's computer setup."

"Selina," Bruce warned, though there was no real heat in it.

"What? I'm just saying the boy's got potential. Channel it right, and he could save the city a fortune in interrogation equipment."

Harry stared at all of them like they'd lost their collective minds. "Are you people completely barmy? I just destroyed your kitchen! Normal people would be calling priests by now, or at least shopping for sage to burn!"

Bruce moved then, crouching down so they were at eye level, his massive frame somehow managing to seem less intimidating despite the darkness. "Harry, were you trying not to hurt anyone just now?"

"Obviously!" Harry snapped, indignant despite his fear. "What do you take me for, some sort of pint-sized terrorist with delusions of grandeur? Of course I wasn't trying to hurt anyone!"

Bruce nodded once, satisfied. "Then it's selective. Possibly partially conscious. You have some level of control, even if you don't realize it."

Harry squinted at him through the darkness, his expression suggesting he was reevaluating Bruce's mental stability. "Selective? Partially conscious? That's what you got out of that display of pyrotechnics? Most adults would be drafting exorcism papers by now, or at least googling the nearest psychiatric facility."

"I've met people who could do stranger things," Bruce said with the sort of calm that suggested he was discussing the weather rather than apparent supernatural abilities.

Harry's squint intensified. "You're awfully blasé about the whole exploding-lightbulbs-and-possessed-appliances thing. Most people find it rather more alarming than your average Tuesday evening entertainment."

Bruce's expression grew serious, but not frightened—more like a doctor examining an interesting medical case. "That's because you're not dangerous, Harry. You're gifted."

The word hit Harry like a physical blow. "Gifted," he echoed faintly, like it was a foreign concept he'd never encountered before.

"Special," Bruce said firmly, his voice carrying absolute conviction. "In the best possible way. And I'd like to help you understand what you can do—if you'll let me."

For the first time since Bruce had known him, Harry's carefully practiced mask of adult cynicism cracked completely. His lower lip trembled, and his eyes filled with tears that he tried desperately to blink away. "You'd want me to stay?" he whispered, his voice so small it barely qualified as sound. "Even after that? After knowing I might... break things? Expensive things?"

Bruce's voice was steady, unyielding, carrying the weight of an oath. "Things can be replaced, Harry. People can't. You can't. This family is better with you in it than without you, broken appliances and all."

Harry's careful composure finally shattered completely. Tears spilled over, trailing down his cheeks as he scrubbed at them with tiny fists. "I was so scared," he whispered. "So scared that no one would ever want me if they knew what I was. What I could do."

"Well, now I know," Bruce said gently, reaching out to smooth a hand over Harry's unruly black hair. "And I want you anyway. We all do."

"Even though I'm abnormal?" Harry asked, the word carrying all the weight of years of being told he was wrong, defective, unwanted.

"Especially because you're special," Bruce corrected firmly. "Normal is overrated anyway. Ask Alfred."

Alfred cleared his throat delicately, as though embarrassed by the display of emotion. "Indeed, Master Harry. Normal people rarely accomplish anything interesting. Now then, it is rather late, and I imagine you're more exhausted than you care to admit. Might I suggest we settle you in Master Dick's old room? Excellent view of the gardens, very comfortable bed, and plenty of natural light—once we replace the electrical fixtures, of course."

Harry scrubbed at his eyes again, then looked up with something that might have been hope. "Could I..." He hesitated, then forged ahead with the sort of desperate courage that had gotten him this far. "Could I have that hot chocolate you mentioned earlier? With the marshmallows? Proper marshmallows, not the sad industrial sort that taste like sweetened cardboard?"

Alfred's expression grew almost fond. "Only the finest Belgian chocolate and handmade marshmallows, I assure you. I have standards to maintain, after all."

"Swiss chocolate is better," Harry said with the sort of automatic contrarianism that suggested this was a well-practiced argument.

"Swiss chocolate," Alfred replied with dignified outrage, "is perfectly adequate for those who lack refined palates. Belgian chocolate is a work of art."

"Swiss chocolate has better texture," Harry insisted, but he was almost smiling now.

"Belgian chocolate has superior complexity of flavor."

"This is going to be a long argument, isn't it?" Selina observed with amusement.

"Oh yes," Alfred said with satisfaction. "Master Harry appears to have opinions. How refreshing."

As Alfred led him toward the stairs, still debating the relative merits of European chocolate, Harry paused at the kitchen doorway and glanced back. "Thank you," he said quietly, his voice wobbling only slightly. "For not being afraid of me."

"Thank you," Bruce replied seriously, "for trusting us enough to show us who you really are."

When Harry's small voice could be heard drifting down from upstairs—apparently he also had opinions about the proper ratio of marshmallow to chocolate—Bruce turned to Selina, who was still lounging against the counter despite the destruction surrounding them.

"So," she said conversationally, "how much do you actually know about his background?"

"Not enough," Bruce admitted grimly. "Parents dead in what was reported as a car crash. Left with maternal relatives who clearly didn't want him and eventually abandoned him. But what just happened..." He studied the darkened appliances, his expression growing more thoughtful. "That wasn't just unusual, Selina. That was magic."

Selina raised an eyebrow. "Magic? Bruce, I know Gotham's weird, but you're really going to tell me the kid's a wizard? What's next, are you going to start believing in fairy godmothers and talking animals?"

"I've had some experience with the magical community," Bruce said carefully. "When I was training in escapology, I studied under Giovanni Zatara for several months. His daughter Zatanna is about Harry's age now, and she sometimes displays what they call 'accidental magic' when she's particularly emotional."

Selina straightened slightly, her casual demeanor sharpening into something more focused. "You're serious."

"What Harry just did—the electrical interference, the selective targeting that avoided hurting anyone, the emotional triggers—it's textbook accidental magic. Untrained magical children unconsciously lash out at their environment when they're frightened or angry, but they instinctively avoid harming people they care about."

"So you think Harry's a wizard," Selina said, though her tone suggested she was taking this possibility more seriously than her words implied.

"I think Harry's a magical child who's been living with non-magical relatives who had no idea what they were dealing with," Bruce said, his voice growing harder. "People who saw something they didn't understand and decided the easiest solution was to make it someone else's problem."

Selina was quiet for a moment, processing the implications. "That's incredibly dangerous, isn't it? For him and everyone around him?"

"It can be, yes. Untrained magical children have been known to cause serious accidents when their emotions get out of control. Buildings have been damaged, people injured." Bruce's expression grew more determined. "But with proper guidance and education, with people who understand what he's going through... Harry could learn to control his abilities. More than that—he could learn to use them to help people."

"And if you're wrong? If this is something else entirely?"

Bruce looked toward the stairs, where the faint sound of Harry's laughter could be heard as Alfred presumably continued their chocolate debate. "Then we'll figure it out together. Either way, he's not going anywhere. This is his home now, for as long as he wants it to be."

"Even if he occasionally destroys the kitchen?"

Bruce's mouth quirked into what might charitably be called a smile. "Alfred's been complaining that the appliances were getting outdated anyway. This just gives him an excuse to upgrade to the latest models."

From upstairs came the sound of Alfred's dignified voice: "Master Harry, I must insist that you at least try the hot chocolate before declaring Swiss superior. It's only fair."

And Harry's response, full of six-year-old authority: "Fine, but I'm not changing my mind. Swiss chocolate is science. Belgian chocolate is just... pretentious."

Alfred's scandalized gasp could be heard three floors down.

Selina grinned. "I like this kid already. He's got backbone."

"He's going to fit right in," Bruce agreed, and for the first time in days, he sounded genuinely hopeful.

Harry stood in the doorway of what Alfred had called "Master Dick's old room" and felt his carefully constructed composure threaten to crumble entirely. The space before him was larger than the entire ground floor of Number Four Privet Drive—larger than some apartments he'd glimpsed through windows during his urban wandering. His emerald eyes, still slightly red-rimmed from his earlier breakdown, went wide as they tried to take in everything at once.

The bed alone was a masterpiece that belonged in a furniture museum rather than a child's bedroom. It was easily large enough to sleep four people comfortably, draped in deep blue linens that looked like they'd been woven from expensive dreams and good intentions. The headboard was carved from what appeared to be mahogany, with intricate details that suggested someone had spent months creating something meant to last generations. Pillows—actual multiple pillows, not just the single flat thing he'd grown accustomed to—were arranged with the sort of casual elegance that spoke of daily housekeeping rather than special occasions.

"It's..." Harry's voice cracked slightly, and he cleared his throat with the dignity of someone trying to maintain composure in the face of overwhelming generosity. "It's rather larger than my previous accommodations."

Alfred, carrying a silver tray that held what appeared to be the most elaborate hot chocolate service Harry had ever seen, smiled with the gentle understanding of someone who'd witnessed many such moments over the years. "Master Dick was quite fond of having space for various activities. Gymnastics practice, primarily, though I believe he also enjoyed having room for extensive floor-based reading sessions."

Harry took a tentative step into the room, his bare feet—Alfred had insisted he remove his sodden trainers downstairs—sinking into carpet so thick and soft it felt like walking on clouds that had been specially trained for residential use. The sensation was so luxurious he actually looked down to make sure his feet hadn't somehow disappeared into the plush fibers.

"This is all mine?" he asked quietly, his voice carrying the sort of disbelief usually reserved for lottery winners or people who'd just discovered they were secretly royalty. "To use? For sleeping and... and existing in?"

"For as long as you wish to call Wayne Manor your home, Master Harry," Alfred confirmed, setting the tray on a side table that probably cost more than most people's cars. "Which, if I understand Master Bruce correctly, means permanently unless you specifically request otherwise."

The room was decorated with what Alfred would undoubtedly call "tasteful restraint"—warm colors that managed to feel both sophisticated and welcoming, furniture that looked like it had been designed for actual use rather than just aesthetic purposes, and enough space for a small child to run laps if the mood struck him. Floor-to-ceiling windows offered a view of grounds that stretched into darkness, dotted with the warm glow of carefully placed lighting that turned the landscape into something from a fairy tale.

But it was the small details that threatened to undo Harry's composure entirely. A bookshelf filled with actual books—not just the dusty educational texts Uncle Vernon had grudgingly purchased for appearances, but adventure stories and mysteries and tales of magic that someone had clearly chosen because they thought a child might enjoy them. A desk positioned to catch natural light, complete with notebooks and pens and the sort of supplies that suggested someone expected him to have thoughts worth writing down. A comfortable chair by the window, perfectly sized for curling up with a good book and a cup of tea.

"There's a bathroom as well," Alfred mentioned, gesturing toward a door Harry hadn't even noticed, "complete with a bathtub that I believe Master Dick once used as a fort during a particularly elaborate game involving pirates and buried treasure. The water pressure is excellent, and I've taken the liberty of stocking it with appropriate toiletries for a young gentleman of discriminating tastes."

Harry walked slowly toward the windows, his reflection ghostlike in the dark glass. He looked impossibly small in this grand space, like a single star trying to illuminate an entire galaxy. "I've never had a room," he said quietly, his breath fogging the glass as he spoke. "I mean, I had the cupboard under the stairs at the Dursleys', but that was more of a... storage solution than a room, really. And the cardboard establishment behind the dumpster was technically outdoor accommodation."

Alfred went very still, his expression cycling through several emotions before settling on something that might charitably be called controlled fury wrapped in British politeness. "A cupboard, Master Harry?"

"Oh yes, quite cozy actually, once you got used to the limited headroom and the occasional spider." Harry's tone was determinedly casual, as if discussing perfectly normal living arrangements. "Very efficient use of space. Though I must admit, the ventilation left something to be desired, and the acoustics meant I could hear every word of Aunt Petunia's morning routine, which was significantly less pleasant than one might imagine."

The silence that followed was profound enough to have its own gravitational pull. When Alfred finally spoke, his voice carried the sort of calm that typically preceded diplomatic incidents or very pointed conversations with school administrators.

"I see," he said with terrifying composure. "How... practical of your relatives. I do hope they found their temporary accommodations in America equally... efficient."

Harry turned from the window, catching something in Alfred's tone that suggested the Dursleys might want to avoid any future encounters with Wayne Manor's head of household. "You're rather protective, aren't you? For someone I've known for less than three hours."

"Master Harry," Alfred said with the gentle firmness of someone stating a fundamental law of physics, "you are now a member of this household. That makes you family, and I have very strong opinions about the proper treatment of family members. Opinions that I am not shy about sharing when circumstances warrant such communication."

Harry studied Alfred's face, noting the steel beneath the genteel exterior. "I rather suspect the Dursleys wouldn't enjoy meeting you in a dark alley."

"I should certainly hope not," Alfred replied with satisfaction that was distinctly un-British in its vindictiveness. "Now then, shall we discuss your hot chocolate preferences? I've prepared what I consider to be the definitive version—Belgian chocolate, naturally, with handmade marshmallows and just a touch of vanilla that I believe elevates the entire experience."

Harry approached the side table where Alfred had arranged what could only be described as a shrine to the art of hot chocolate preparation. The cup itself was fine porcelain, decorated with delicate blue patterns that probably had their own fascinating historical provenance. The chocolate was a rich, dark brown that seemed to glow with its own internal warmth, topped with marshmallows that looked like tiny clouds someone had convinced to take up permanent residence in the beverage.

"This is art," Harry breathed, his eyes wide with wonder. "This is... this isn't just hot chocolate, this is a statement about the nature of civilization itself."

Alfred's expression brightened with genuine pleasure. "I do appreciate a young person who understands the importance of proper presentation. Master Dick, bless him, had a tendency to gulp down whatever I prepared without stopping to appreciate the craftsmanship involved."

Harry lifted the cup with both hands—it was heavier than he'd expected, solid and warm and somehow reassuring in its very existence. The first sip was a revelation that made his eyes flutter closed in pure bliss. The chocolate was complex and rich without being overwhelming, the vanilla adding depth rather than sweetness, the marshmallows providing textural contrast that elevated the entire experience.

"Oh," he said softly, opening his eyes to find Alfred watching him with obvious satisfaction. "Oh, that's... that's absolutely magnificent. I may have to reconsider my position on Belgian chocolate."

"Swiss chocolate," Alfred said with the dignity of someone making an important theological point, "is perfectly adequate for mass production. Belgian chocolate is an art form that requires respect and understanding to properly appreciate."

"You may have a point," Harry conceded, taking another careful sip. "Though I reserve the right to conduct further research before making any final determinations about chocolate hierarchies."

"Research is always admirable in a young person," Alfred agreed. "I shall be happy to provide additional samples for your consideration. I maintain relationships with chocolatiers in seven countries, each with their own distinctive approaches to the craft."

Harry settled into the chair by the window, cradling his hot chocolate like a precious artifact. The cup warmed his hands, the chocolate warmed his insides, and the sheer impossibility of his circumstances warmed something deeper that he'd thought might have frozen permanently during his month on the streets.

"Alfred," he said quietly, his voice carrying the sort of careful vulnerability that suggested important questions were forthcoming, "what happens if I break something? Something expensive or important or irreplaceable?"

Alfred paused in his tidying of the tray, giving the question the serious consideration it deserved. "What sort of something, Master Harry?"

"Well, there's the obvious electrical situation we've already established," Harry said, gesturing vaguely toward the room's various fixtures. "But there's also the general clumsiness that comes with being six and three-quarters and not entirely used to navigating spaces designed for people significantly taller than myself. I might knock over vases or spill things on priceless carpets or accidentally damage furniture that's older than some countries."

"Master Harry, this house has survived Master Bruce's childhood—which included a phase where he was convinced he could learn to fly by jumping off increasingly tall pieces of furniture—Master Dick's obsession with gymnastics that led to him treating the chandelier as monkey bars on several memorable occasions, and Master Jason's habit of testing the structural integrity of various surfaces by climbing them." Alfred's smile was fond despite the obvious chaos these memories represented. "I daresay we can handle whatever accidental mayhem you might produce."

"And if it's not accidental?" Harry asked quietly. "If the electrical thing gets worse, or if there are other... complications that emerge as I get older?"

Alfred sat down in the chair across from Harry, his movements carrying the sort of deliberate weight that suggested serious conversations were beginning. "Master Harry, are you familiar with the concept of adaptation?"

"Charles Darwin, evolutionary biology, survival of the fittest, natural selection," Harry recited with the automatic precision of someone who'd received an excellent education. "Though I suspect you're using it in a more metaphorical context."

"Indeed. This household has become remarkably skilled at adapting to the unique requirements of its various residents. When Master Bruce decided he needed a laboratory for his... scientific interests, we converted the wine cellar. When Master Dick required space for acrobatic practice, we modified the ballroom. When Master Jason needed security measures that would help him feel safe, we installed them without question or complaint."

Alfred leaned forward slightly, his gray eyes serious but kind. "If your particular gifts require accommodations—whether that means surge protectors on every circuit, backup power systems, or simply keeping a skilled electrician on retainer—then those accommodations will be made. This is your home, Master Harry. We adapt to you, not the other way around."

Harry was quiet for a long moment, sipping his hot chocolate and processing this information. When he finally spoke, his voice was so small it barely qualified as sound. "What if I'm too damaged? What if there are things about me that can't be fixed or adapted to or managed with better equipment and understanding patience?"

"Master Harry," Alfred said gently, "damage implies that something has been broken beyond repair. In my considerable experience, children are remarkably resilient creatures. They bend rather than break, they heal rather than scar, and they grow stronger in places where they've been tested." He paused, considering his words carefully. "You have survived circumstances that would have broken adults twice your age. That doesn't make you damaged—it makes you extraordinary."

"But what if the Dursleys were right?" Harry whispered, his voice cracking with the weight of fears he'd been carrying for far too long. "What if there really is something fundamentally wrong with me that makes me impossible to love? What if I'm the kind of person who destroys everything they touch and drives away everyone who tries to care about them?"

Alfred was quiet for a moment, and when he spoke, his voice carried the absolute authority of someone stating fundamental truths about the nature of reality. "Master Harry, I have worked for this family for thirty years. I have seen Master Bruce at his worst—lost in grief, consumed by guilt, convinced that everyone he cared about would be better off without him. I have seen Master Dick struggle with nightmares that made him afraid to sleep and survivor's guilt that made him question whether he deserved the second chance he'd been given. I have seen Master Jason battle demons that had nothing to do with his circumstances and everything to do with a world that had failed him long before he found his way to our door."

He leaned forward, his expression intense but infinitely kind. "And do you know what I learned from watching all of these remarkable young men struggle with their own fears about being unlovable or fundamentally broken?"

Harry shook his head, not trusting his voice.

"I learned that the people who worry most about being impossible to love are invariably the ones most deserving of it. The people who are most concerned about damaging others are the ones who work hardest to protect them. The people who fear they might be fundamentally flawed are the ones who fight hardest to become better."

Alfred reached out and gently touched Harry's hand, his fingers warm and steady. "You are not damaged, Master Harry. You are not impossible to love. You are not fundamentally flawed. You are a child who has been hurt by people who should have protected you, and that hurt has made you careful and cautious and convinced that you must earn the care you deserve simply by existing."

"But I do destroy things," Harry said, his voice carrying the weary certainty of someone stating facts rather than fears. "The electrical thing isn't imaginary. I really do cause expensive problems for people who try to help me."

"And Master Dick really did destroy a fifteenth-century tapestry during a particularly enthusiastic gymnastics routine," Alfred said with unshakeable calm. "Master Jason really did accidentally set fire to the library during an experiment involving homemade fireworks and what he claimed was 'scientific curiosity.' Master Bruce really did crash three separate motorcycles before his eighteenth birthday, each time claiming he was 'testing their safety features.'"

Harry's eyes widened slightly. "They did all that?"

"And considerably more, I assure you. The insurance company maintains a special file for Wayne Manor incidents, cross-referenced by family member and categorized by type of property damage." Alfred's expression was perfectly serious, but there was warmth in his eyes. "The point, Master Harry, is that property can be replaced. Possessions can be repaired or upgraded or written off as learning experiences. But people—family—are irreplaceable. You are irreplaceable."

Harry set down his hot chocolate with trembling hands, his carefully constructed emotional walls finally crumbling completely. Tears spilled over, trailing down his cheeks as he scrubbed at them with tiny fists that seemed inadequate for the task of containing so much feeling.

"I was so scared," he whispered, his voice breaking on each word. "So scared that no one would ever want me if they knew what I really was. So scared that I'd end up alone forever because I'm too complicated and too expensive and too weird for normal families."

"Master Harry," Alfred said softly, reaching out to smooth a gentle hand over the boy's unruly dark hair, "this has never been a normal family. We are complicated and expensive and weird in our own ways, and we wouldn't have it any other other way. You don't need to be normal to belong here—you just need to be you."

"Even if 'me' includes accidentally destroying kitchen appliances and requiring specialized electrical accommodations and occasionally causing power outages in three-block radiuses?" Harry asked through his tears, his voice carrying the sort of desperate hope that belonged in churches and hospitals and other places where people waited for miracles.

"Especially then," Alfred said firmly. "Master Harry, do you know what we call people who fit perfectly into normal families and never cause any complications or require any special accommodations or challenge anyone to adapt their assumptions about how the world works?"

Harry shook his head, wiping his nose on his sleeve with the sort of elegant dignity that only children could manage.

"Boring," Alfred said with satisfaction. "We call them boring, and we have absolutely no use for boring people in this household. We much prefer interesting, complicated, occasionally destructive individuals who keep us on our toes and force us to become better at the fine art of creative problem-solving."

Despite his tears, Harry almost smiled. "You make it sound like I'm doing you a favor by being difficult to manage."

"You are doing us a favor," Alfred said seriously. "Master Bruce has been... rather lost since Master Jason's death. He's forgotten that taking care of people—really taking care of them, not just ensuring their physical safety but nurturing their growth and celebrating their uniqueness—is what gives his life meaning. He's forgotten that love isn't about protecting people from all possible harm, but about being present for them when harm finds them anyway."

Alfred's expression grew more thoughtful. "And I confess, I have missed having a young person in the house who asks questions and offers opinions and keeps me sharp in debates about chocolate hierarchy and proper sandwich construction techniques. The Manor has been too quiet, too careful, too afraid of taking risks that might lead to joy."

"You really think I could bring joy to this place?" Harry asked wonderingly, as if the concept were entirely foreign.

"Master Harry, you've been here less than four hours, and already you've made Master Bruce smile—really smile, not just the polite expression he uses for public appearances. You've engaged me in the first spirited culinary debate I've enjoyed in months. You've given Miss Kyle an excuse to exercise her protective instincts on someone who actually deserves that protection." Alfred's smile was warm and genuine. "I'd say you're already succeeding admirably at bringing joy to this place."

Harry was quiet for a moment, processing this information while finishing his hot chocolate. The warmth spread through him like liquid contentment, and for the first time in his short life, he felt something that might have been genuine safety.

"Alfred," he said finally, his voice steady but thoughtful, "what time do people usually wake up around here? And what are the rules about wandering around the house? Because I should probably mention that I'm not particularly good at staying in one place when I'm thinking about things, and I do some of my best thinking at rather unconventional hours."

"The household tends to keep irregular schedules, Master Harry. Master Bruce often works quite late and rises accordingly. I typically begin my morning routine around six, but I'm frequently awake earlier if circumstances require it. You're welcome to explore the Manor at any hour—though I would appreciate it if you could avoid the wine cellar and Master Bruce's private office without explicit permission."

"The wine cellar being where the laboratory is located?" Harry asked with the kind of innocent curiosity that wasn't innocent at all.

Alfred paused in his tidying, giving Harry a look that suggested he was remembering exactly how perceptive this particular six-year-old could be. "Among other things, yes. Master Bruce maintains certain... equipment that requires careful handling and specialized knowledge to operate safely."

"The sort of equipment that might be related to his hands-on approach to charitable work?" Harry asked thoughtfully.

"Master Harry," Alfred said with gentle firmness, "I believe that particular conversation should probably involve Master Bruce directly. There are certain household matters that require more complete explanations than I'm equipped to provide at this hour."

Harry nodded, accepting this boundary with the sort of pragmatic understanding that suggested he'd learned to pick his battles carefully. "Fair enough. Though I reserve the right to ask follow-up questions once I've had adequate sleep and sufficient time to process the various fascinating implications of tonight's revelations."

"I would expect nothing less from a young gentleman of your obvious intellectual curiosity," Alfred said with what might have been approval. "Now then, I believe it's time for you to attempt some rest. It has been a rather eventful evening, and tomorrow will undoubtedly bring its own unique challenges and opportunities."

As Alfred prepared to leave, Harry called out softly, "Alfred? Thank you. For the hot chocolate and the room and the... the kindness. I know I haven't exactly earned it yet, but I promise I'll try to be worth the trouble you're all taking on my behalf."

Alfred paused at the doorway, turning back with an expression that was equal parts gentle and firm. "Master Harry, you don't need to earn kindness—it's not a reward for good behavior or a payment for services rendered. It's simply what people deserve by virtue of existing, and what families provide because that's what families do."

He smiled, and his voice carried the weight of absolute conviction. "You are already worth every bit of trouble, and considerably more besides. Sleep well, young man. Tomorrow, we begin the rather pleasant task of figuring out exactly how extraordinary you're going to become."

After Alfred left, Harry climbed into bed—actual bed, with sheets that smelled like lavender and fabric softener rather than urban decay and desperation—and stared up at a ceiling that was high enough to contain his dreams rather than crush them. The mattress was soft without being overwhelming, the pillows perfect for both sleeping and theoretical fort construction, the blankets warm without being suffocating.

For the first time in his life, Harry Potter fell asleep feeling genuinely safe, surrounded by the quiet sounds of a house that had decided he belonged there. And if his dreams were filled with images of family dinners and birthday parties and people who thought his particular brand of chaos was exactly what they'd been missing, well, that was between him and the darkness that no longer seemed quite so frightening.

In the morning, he would wake up in Wayne Manor, and Alfred would be there with breakfast and another spirited debate about European chocolate standards. Master Bruce would have questions about his background and his abilities and his hopes for the future. Miss Kyle would probably have advice about navigating complicated family dynamics and the proper technique for climbing curtains.

But tonight, Harry Potter was simply a child in a bed that was meant for him, in a room that was his to use, in a house that had decided he was family. And that, he thought as sleep claimed him, was enough magic for anyone.

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