Violet
I stared into space for a few good minutes, stunned numb beyond measure.
What had I done?
I buried my face in my palms, hunched over and groaned. No words could describe just how mortified and embarrassed I was.
I wanted to feel disgust but only felt shame.
Why would I even…?
I was so angry with him, why would it even escalate to that?
"Stop. Stop. Stop," I whispered to the empty room, trying to forget everything.
I had just washed myself and came to bed as if nothing had happened. I did not remember how soon I had slept off.
I hated that.
I hated him for making me feel this way.
I hated myself even more for letting myself be affected by what happened.
He had brought me back to this prison when I desperately needed freedom.
"I am so stupid…"
I was furious with him and one kiss, I had come apart in his arms.
My disgust increased.
