I went into the bathroom to freshen up. After wiping my face, I stepped out and headed to the living room.I sat on the floor, took out the books I bought, and started looking through them.
When I was reading the chess book, I understood the moves better on a real chessboard.A notification popped up on my phone, but I ignored it — it would only disturb my studying.
I finished the opening strategies and moved to another book: How to Read People Like a Book.As I read, I got a better understanding of micro-expressions and natural human behavior. I was just re-reading these books, so I already knew most of the main topics and context.
After a while, I got bored of reading. I stood up and asked my mom if dinner was ready.
"Yes, I was waiting for you," she said.
We ate together, and after cleaning the dishes, I went to sleep. My mom lay down beside me.
"Hey Rahul! You're coming home late these days. Did you get a girlfriend or something?" Mom asked.
"No, Mom, I didn't. I just got a part-time job that pays well, that's all. And if I ever get a girlfriend, I'll introduce her to you first."
"You know what, Rahul? I just want you to be happy and live a normal life like other boys. I don't know if I'm raising you well or not."
"I'm a well-mannered and well-raised kid… a healthy kid of my mom. I may not be 'normal,' but I'm living happily. Just wait a little more, Mom. My plan will work out. Then you won't have to worry about anything. We'll be happier than this."
"What kind of plan?"
"It's a surprise. So sleep for now, Mom—go, go."
"Okay, okay… but don't push yourself into something you'll regret."
"Okay, Mom. Now please, can you let me sleep?"
As I closed my eyes and placed my hands under my head, only one thought came to mind:
What regret?
And the planning she mentioned… yes, I have plans.From getting admission into college to failing exams — it's all part of my plan.
I know what I'm doing.I know what I need to do in the future.All my steps are lined up like a perfect ladder.
I just have to climb them one by one…
…and reach success.
