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Chapter 4 - Allies in Neon

The basement of the Vireo University Student Center smelled like spilled vodka, dry-ice fog, and the sharp citrus of too many bodies pretending they belonged. Rainbow LEDs strobed across the cinder-block walls, turning every face into a flickering mask. A banner hand-painted in glitter glue screamed WELCOME QUEER FIRST-YEARS & ALLIES in letters that dripped like wet paint. Elara Quinn stood near the snack table, nursing a plastic cup of mystery punch that tasted like battery acid and regret. She wore her black dress with the ripped fishnets, combat boots laced tight, Leica hanging from her neck like body armor. The camera had become her excuse: if anyone asked why she kept scanning the room, she could lift it and pretend she was working.

Nova Reyes had texted twenty minutes ago: *running late. coach kept us forever. save me a spot near the speakers so I can hide in the bass.*

Elara smiled at the memory, then killed it before anyone noticed. They had agreed: separate arrivals, casual hellos, no hand-holding. Roommates. Allies. Nothing more. The word allies tasted like ash on her tongue. She wanted to shout it from the DJ booth: *She came on my fingers this morning while I whispered derivatives in her ear. We are not fucking allies.*

Instead she took a sip of punch and watched the door.

The music shifted to a slower beat, something with a dragging heartbeat bass line. Couples paired off. A girl in a mesh crop top ground against her girlfriend's thigh. Two guys in matching flannel slow-danced like they were the only people in the room. Elara's chest ached with something sharp and bright. Jealousy? Longing? Both.

The door opened again. Nova stepped in, rain mist clinging to her curls. She had let her hair down for once, dark waves brushing the collar of a white button-up tucked into black slacks that hugged her runner's legs like they had been sewn on. She looked edible. Elara's mouth went dry.

Nova's eyes found her instantly. A flicker of a smile, gone before anyone else could catch it. She wove through the crowd, accepting high-fives from track teammates, nodding at people from her seminar. Polite. Perfect. Untouchable.

Elara turned back to the snack table, rearranged the pretzels into a heart, then smashed it flat. Childish. She felt childish. The room pressed in, too loud, too bright, too full of people who could touch whoever they wanted in public.

A hand brushed the small of her back. Nova. Close enough that Elara smelled coconut and rain.

"Hey, roommate." Nova's voice barely carried over the music. "Fancy seeing you here."

Elara leaned back, just enough for her shoulder blades to graze Nova's chest. "Thought allies stuck together."

Nova's laugh vibrated through both of them. "Buy me a drink, ally?"

They moved to the bar table. Nova poured two cups of the neon punch. Their fingers brushed when she handed one over. Static sparked up Elara's arm.

They drank in silence, hips touching, pretending to watch the dance floor. A drag queen in a silver sequin gown took the mic, announced the next song as "for everyone who's ever wanted to kiss their best friend." The opening chords of an old lesbian anthem blasted. The floor erupted.

Nova set her cup down. "Dance with me."

It wasn't a question.

Elara let herself be pulled into the crush. Bodies pressed close. Nova's hands settled on Elara's waist, thumbs tracing the strip of skin between dress and fishnets. Elara looped arms around Nova's neck, camera thumping against her sternum with every beat. They moved slow, even though the song begged for grinding. Foreheads almost touching. Breath shared.

"You look incredible," Nova murmured against her ear.

"You're late."

"Coach made us run suicides. I still taste turf."

Elara grinned. "I could lick it off you later."

Nova's grip tightened. "Promises."

The song ended too soon. Lights dimmed for a slower track. Couples melted closer. Elara felt eyes on them: curious, amused, hungry. She didn't care. Nova's thigh slid between hers, pressure perfect. Elara rocked subtle, friction building low in her belly. Nova's breath stuttered.

Someone bumped them hard. A guy from Nova's track team, drunk and grinning. "Reyes! You gonna introduce me to your friend?"

Nova stiffened. Elara felt the shift like ice water.

"This is Elara," Nova said, voice flat. "My roommate."

The guy slung an arm around Nova's shoulders. "Roommate, huh? You two look cozy."

Elara forced a laugh. "We share a fridge. Intimate stuff."

The guy roared like she'd told the funniest joke. Nova's jaw clenched. Elara stepped back, the spell broken.

"I need air," she muttered.

She pushed through the crowd, chest tight. Outside in the hallway the music dulled to a heartbeat thump. Cooler air hit her face. She leaned against the wall, eyes stinging. Stupid. So stupid to think one dance changed anything.

Footsteps. Nova appeared, curls wild, eyes worried.

"Hey." She stopped a foot away. "I'm sorry."

"For what? Calling me your roommate? That's what I am." Elara's voice cracked on the last word.

Nova closed the distance. "You're not. You know you're not."

"Do I?" Elara looked up. "Because in there you looked terrified someone might guess."

Nova flinched. "I'm not ashamed. I'm. Processing. It's fast."

"Fast?" Elara laughed, bitter. "We've been fucking for two weeks. I have bruises shaped like your teeth on my thigh. That's not fast. That's a relationship with no name."

Nova's eyes filled. "I know. I hate it too."

Silence stretched. The bass thumped through the wall like a second heart.

Elara softened. "I just want to hold your hand in public without it feeling like a felony."

Nova reached out, threaded their fingers. "Then let's start small."

She pulled Elara back inside. The lights had shifted to deep purple. A new song, slower, sexier. Nova led her to the edge of the floor, not the center. Less spotlight. She wrapped arms around Elara's waist, pulled her close. Elara buried her face in Nova's neck, breathed her in.

They swayed. No grinding now. Just holding. Nova's thumb stroked Elara's spine in tiny circles. Elara felt the moment Nova decided. She lifted her head.

Nova kissed her.

Not hidden. Not quick. Full on the mouth, soft and deliberate, in front of everyone. Gasps rippled outward. Phones lifted. Elara didn't care. She kissed back, hands fisting Nova's shirt, pulling her closer.

When they broke apart, the room spun. Cheers erupted. Someone wolf-whistled. The drag queen grabbed the mic. "Well damn, girls! Get it!"

Nova laughed, breathless, forehead against Elara's. "Still fast?"

"Perfect speed."

They danced the rest of the night like that. Kissing. Touching. Claiming space. Track guy apologized with free punch. People high-fived them. A girl asked for their numbers "for the group chat." By last call they were drunk on adrenaline and each other.

Outside, campus air crisp with coming winter. They walked slow, hands linked, swinging between them.

"Regrets?" Elara asked.

"Only that I waited so long." Nova squeezed her fingers.

Back in the dorm, door barely shut before clothes hit the floor. Urgent. Celebration sex. Elara pushed Nova against the wardrobe, mouth on her neck, marking new territory. Nova's hands under Elara's dress, fingers slipping inside with no preamble. Elara gasped, rode her hand hard.

They moved to the bed. Nova on top this time. Dress rucked up, fishnets torn in haste. Nova's mouth everywhere. Breasts. Stomach. Between her legs until Elara sobbed her name. Then Elara flipped her, returned the favor with tongue and teeth until Nova arched off the mattress.

After, tangled and sweaty, Nova traced the fresh hickeys on Elara's collarbone. "These'll show tomorrow."

"Good."

Sleep came easy. Limbs heavy. Hearts synced.

Morning brought the fallout.

Nova's phone exploded. Track group chat. Teammates sending heart emojis, fire emojis, eggplant emojis. Coach texted: *Proud of you, Reyes. Be you.*

Elara's Instagram requests tripled. Someone tagged them in a blurry video: *Vireo's new power couple?*

They lay in bed scrolling, giggling like kids.

"Think we broke the internet?" Elara asked.

"Campus internet, maybe." Nova rolled on top of her. "Round two?"

They didn't leave the room until noon. Sex in the shower. Sex on the desk. Sex slow and sweet with eye contact that felt like vows.

Afternoon brought the first hate.

Anonymous note slipped under the door. Bible verse scrawled in red pen. Elara crumpled it, but Nova read it first. Her face went pale.

"Hey." Elara cupped her cheeks. "Trash. That's all it is."

Nova nodded, but her hands shook.

Elara took photos of the note, posted it to her story with the caption: *Love letters from cowards. Still not scared.*

Support flooded in. Rainbow hearts. Fist emojis. The queer group chat added them to officer elections without asking.

Evening. They cooked together for the first time. Pasta in the communal kitchen. Holding hands while the water boiled. A girl from down the hall walked in, did a double take, grinned huge.

"You two are adorable. Also, your water's boiling over."

They laughed. Ate on the floor of their room, legs tangled, sauce on chins.

Night deepened. Nova had a panic attack at 2 a.m. Curled on the bathroom floor, convinced everyone would turn on them. Elara held her through it, breathing together. In two, hold, out two.

When it passed, Nova whispered, "I'm scared I'll ruin you."

Elara kissed her tears. "You can't ruin what's already yours."

They made love after. Slow. Tender. Elara on her back, Nova moving inside her with fingers and whispers. "I love you" repeated like prayer. They came together, quiet and shattering.

Monday classes. Walking across campus hand in hand. Stares. Whispers. Some thumbs-up. One guy muttered "dykes" under his breath. Nova flipped him off without breaking stride.

In photo class, Elara developed the shots from the mixer. Nova mid-kiss, eyes closed, lashes dark against her cheeks. She printed two. One for Nova's desk. One for her wallet.

Urban-planning lecture. Nova doodled their intertwined initials in the margin of her notes. Professor called on her. She answered perfectly, blushing when he noticed the drawing.

Evening run. Elara went this time. Jogged slow beside Nova, camera bouncing. Took candids of her mid-stride. Nova's form perfect despite the old injury. Pride swelled in Elara's chest.

Back in the dorm, sweat-cooled. They stripped in the hallway light filtering through the window. Sex against the door again. Then the floor. Then the bed. Multiple rounds until exhaustion claimed them.

Tuesday brought more notes. Worse ones. Elara reported them to RA. Nova skipped practice, anxiety spiking.

Elara skipped class. They stayed in bed all day. Watched old queer movies on her laptop. Ate mangoes naked. Made love between scenes. Elara ate Nova out while the credits rolled on *But I'm a Cheerleader*. Nova returned the favor during *Portrait of a Lady on Fire*, fingers buried deep while Elara sobbed into a pillow.

By night they were raw. Wrung out. But stronger.

Wednesday. Campus pride club meeting. They walked in holding hands. Room erupted in cheers. President offered them co-social chair positions. They accepted.

After, celebration dinner off-campus. Hole-in-the-wall Puerto Rican place Nova loved. They fed each other mofongo under the table, toes tangled.

Back late. Drunk on plantains and freedom. Sex on the windowsill, city lights painting their skin. Nova's back against the glass, legs around Elara's waist, strap-on deep. Elara's hand over Nova's mouth to muffle screams.

They collapsed at 3 a.m. Alarm ignored.

Thursday. First couple fight part two.

Nova found the anonymous Instagram account posting their photos with slurs. She spiraled. Wanted to delete all socials. Move rooms. Transfer schools.

Elara held her. "We don't run."

"I'm tired of being brave."

"Then be tired with me. But don't leave."

Nova cried herself to sleep. Elara stayed awake, reported the account, saved screenshots.

Friday. The account gone. Dean's office involved. Campus alert about hate speech.

They walked to the caf heads high. Sat in the middle table. Kissed loud when someone stared.

Power reclaimed.

That night they made love like survivors. Slow. Worshipful. Every touch a promise. Elara tied Nova's wrists again. Took her apart piece by piece. Nova begged beautifully. Came four times.

After, curled together. Nova whispered, "I'm glad I was late to the mixer."

Elara smiled into her hair. "Me too."

Outside, Vireo City glittered indifferent. Inside room 312, two girls held each other like the world might end at sunrise.

It didn't.

They woke to mango sunrise on the windowsill. Elara fed Nova slices in bed. Juice dripping. Licked clean.

Allies no more.

Lovers. Fighters. Future.

The neon night had changed everything.

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