Part 1/4 — The Moment of Awakening
Consciousness returned not as a gentle dawn, but as a violent invasion. A searing, sterile white light drilled through Aisyah's eyelids, forcing its way into the comforting blackness of oblivion. It was the uncompromising, fluorescent glare of a hospital room, a light she knew intimately from a thousand night shifts, yet now it felt alien, accusatory. She opened her eyes slowly, the lids heavy and gummy, her vision blurring and swimming. For a long, disorienting moment, she was suspended between reality and a nightmare, the two realms bleeding into one another. The familiar, sharp scent of antiseptic filled her nostrils, but beneath it, she could swear she detected the faint, coppery ghost of blood and the acrid tang of smoke. The soft, rhythmic beep… beep… beep of a cardiac monitor echoed in her ears, a sound that usually signified stability, but now felt like the ticking of a bomb tied to her own wrist.
She was lying in a standard patient bed, the sheets stiff and starch-stiffened against her skin. The irony was a bitter pill in her mouth. This place, this sanctuary of healing that had been her professional home, her life's purpose, now felt like a gilded prison. Every beige wall, every polished surface, seemed to hold a secret, to whisper a lie. She tried to push herself up, to regain some semblance of control, but a lance of fire shot through her ribs and a dull, throbbing ache bloomed in her skull, forcing a gasp from her lips and pushing her back onto the pillows.
"Don't try to move just yet."
The voice was soft, professionally caring, yet underpinned by a firmness that brooked no argument. A figure moved into her line of sight, blurry at first, then resolving into the concerned face of Rania, a fellow nurse and a woman she had shared coffee and confidences with for years. Seeing a friendly face in the midst of the chaos should have been a comfort, but the profound worry in Rania's eyes only amplified Aisyah's own terror.
"Aisyah, you're awake. Thank God." Rania's voice seemed to be coming from the end of a long, echoing tunnel.
Memory crashed over Aisyah in a nauseating wave—the chase through the lightless corridors, her father stepping in front of the bullet, the blinding headlights of the security SUV, Sebastian's final, whispered words. Panic, cold and sharp, seized her heart, making the monitor beside her beep a frantic, accelerated rhythm.
"Sebastian… my father… where are they?" Her own voice was a ragged, weak thing, scraped raw from disuse and screaming. Her eyes, wide and frantic, darted around the private room, searching for any sign of them, finding only the impersonal, sterile equipment of patient care.
Rania's gaze faltered. She busied herself with adjusting the IV line, a telltale sign of evasion. "You need to stay calm. Your body has been through a massive trauma. The doctor is on his way to check on you."
"Rania!" Aisyah's voice cracked, rising with a desperate strength that made her ribs protest. She gripped the nurse's wrist, her grip surprisingly strong. "Where are they?"
Rania flinched, then sighed in defeat. She leaned closer, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, meant for Aisyah's ears alone. "Dr. Iskandar… your father… he's still in the ICU. It's touch and go, Aisyah. The bullet did a lot of damage, and he lost a tremendous amount of blood." She paused, swallowing hard, the next piece of information clearly causing her physical distress. "But Dr. Sebastian…"
She stopped, the silence stretching out, becoming a chasm of dread.
Aisyah's fingers tightened on Rania's wrist. "Don't you dare tell me he's—" The word 'dead' stuck in her throat, a monstrous, unutterable thing.
"He's not dead," Rania said quickly, her eyes flashing with urgency. "But he's… gone. Vanished. The official story from hospital administration is that he fled the scene after the incident. That he was the one who orchestrated the… the 'disturbance.' They're saying he took sensitive patient data and… and that he abducted a patient."
"That's a lie!" Aisyah's whisper was fierce, venomous. "He was trying to save a patient! He was trying to save all of us! He has the evidence that proves the Director has been covering up a medical scandal for decades!"
Rania shook her head slowly, her expression one of shared frustration and fear. "I know. I know him. He's not the type to run. He's the type to stand and fight. Something else is happening, Aisyah. Something much bigger than any of us realized."
Aisyah slumped back against the pillows, the fight draining out of her, replaced by a cold, hollow despair. She closed her eyes, and in the darkness behind her lids, Sebastian's face materialized, his lips close to her ear, his final, anchoring words a beacon in the storm of her memory:
"If I'm lost… find me where we began again—under the white light."
The words were no longer just a promise; they were a map. They were her only compass in a world that had been deliberately turned upside down.
Part 2/4 — Between Fact and Slander
Several hours passed in a blur of fitful dozing and anxious waiting. A doctor came and went, a bland, non-committal man who spoke of her "contusions and mild concussion" and advised "rest and psychological recuperation." His evasiveness about the wider situation was a clear order from above. The walls of the room felt like they were closing in, each beep of the monitor a reminder of her powerless state.
The door opened again, and a different kind of figure entered. He was a tall, lean man in a well-worn trench coat, his face etched with the weary lines of a career spent looking into the darker corners of humanity. A polished metal badge was clipped to his belt. His eyes, a cool, assessing grey, scanned the room before settling on her.
"Miss Tengku Nur Aisyah?" he asked, his voice a neutral, professional baritone.
Aisyah managed a weak nod. "Yes."
"I'm Inspector Daniel from the Metropolitan Police. We're investigating the incident in the east wing of the hospital two nights ago." He didn't sit, preferring to stand at the foot of her bed, a posture that was neither threatening nor comforting, simply official.
He opened a small notepad. "We've recovered evidence of a small, contained fire, significant computer equipment damage, and ballistic evidence confirming at least one round was discharged." His tone was flat, reciting facts. "We also recovered a quantity of partially destroyed documents from a storage incinerator that was, curiously, activated that night."
Aisyah watched him, trying to read the subtext in his carefully neutral expression. "And my… Dr. Sebastian Adrian? Where is he?"
Inspector Daniel flipped a page in his notepad, his face giving nothing away. "Dr. Adrian is currently listed as a person of interest who cannot be located. Several witness statements given to hospital security indicate he fled the scene, taking a number of confidential hospital files with him. There are also… allegations… that he was involved in the attempted abduction of a patient under his care."
"Those are lies, fabricated by the Director himself!" Aisyah insisted, pushing herself up on her elbows despite the protest from her ribs. The movement made her dizzy. "Sebastian was protecting that patient! He was protecting evidence of a massive, decades-long cover-up orchestrated by the hospital's administration! He's a victim, not a perpetrator!"
Daniel looked up from his notepad, his grey eyes locking onto hers. He studied her for a long, silent moment, and Aisyah had the unnerving feeling that he was seeing past her injuries, past her fear, straight into the core of her truth. "So you are aware, then, of 'Project Neonatal Epsilon'?"
Aisyah's heart seemed to stop in her chest. The air vanished from her lungs. He knew the name. This police inspector, an outsider, knew the name of the monster that had haunted her family for twenty years. "You… you know about it?"
He closed his notepad slowly, the click of the cover a definitive sound. "In the course of our digital forensics, we uncovered fragments of data. Archived system backups that were scheduled for deletion but never quite completed. Sloppy work, really." He paused, letting the implication hang in the air. "The data is fragmented, corrupted in places. But the outline is there. The patient codes, the experimental drug logs, the… termination reports." His voice remained neutral, but a flicker of something—disgust? professional outrage?—crossed his features before being quickly suppressed. "There are significant gaps, however. Whole sections of the project are missing. It's as if someone managed to extract a complete copy before the system was purged."
Aisyah's hand instinctively went to the side table where her personal belongings lay. The hard drive. The flash drive. They were there, tucked inside her bag. This man was telling her that the evidence she possessed was the only complete record. She turned her head to look out the window, where the hard, white light of the late morning sun was streaming in, so different from the gentle, hopeful white light Sebastian had spoken of.
"If I were to tell you the whole truth," she said softly, her voice barely a whisper, "the real story of what happened to my father, to Sebastian, to those babies… would you believe me?"
Inspector Daniel let out a long, weary sigh, the sound of a man who had seen too many truths get buried. He walked to the door, pausing with his hand on the handle. "Miss Tengku, in my line of work, I've learned that the truth is a fragile thing. It rarely matters what actually happened. What matters is who has the power to present their version of events to the world first, and most convincingly. Get some rest."
He left, closing the door behind him, and Aisyah was alone again, with the evidence burning a hole in her bag and Sebastian's words burning a hole in her heart.
Part 3/4 — On the Precipice of Truth
The next few days were a torturous exercise in forced convalescence and simmering fury. Aisyah was discharged from patient care but remained a resident of the hospital, a ghost haunting the corridors between her temporary sleeping quarters and the Intensive Care Unit. Her father, Dr. Iskandar, lay in a sterile room, a tangle of wires and tubes, his body a battlefield where modern medicine waged a silent war against the damage wrought by a single bullet. He existed in a twilight state, drifting between a heavily sedated unconsciousness and brief, fragmented moments of semi-awareness.
Aisyah sat by his bedside for hours on end, holding his cold, limp hand in hers, her thumb tracing the paper-thin skin over his knuckles. She spoke to him in a low, steady murmur, pouring out her grief, her fear, and her resolve.
"They still think you're the villain, Father," she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "The board has released a statement calling you an 'unstable individual with a grudge.' They've erased Sebastian and painted him as a criminal. But this time, I won't let them. I will clear our name. I will make them see. I promise you."
A single, hot tear escaped her eye, tracing a path down her cheek before falling onto her father's motionless hand. And then, a miracle. A faint, almost imperceptible twitch. The slightest pressure against her palm.
Aisyah froze, her breath catching in her throat. "Father?"
His eyelids fluttered, struggling against the weight of drugs and injury. After a monumental effort, they opened just a sliver, revealing a sliver of cloudy, unfocused brown. He was in there. He was fighting.
"Aisyah…" his voice was a dry, rasping whisper, the sound of leaves scraping on stone. It was barely audible. "Sebastian… he's… in… the old lab…"
Aisyah leaned in closer, her heart hammering against her ribs, her ear almost touching his lips. "The old lab? Which lab, Father?"
He took a shuddering, wet breath, the effort clearly monumental. "The place… where it all… began…"
His eyes rolled back, and his body went limp once more, a soft alarm on the ventilator chirping in response to his changed breathing pattern. Aisyah slammed her hand on the nurse call button, but her mind was already racing, miles away.
The old lab. There was only one place that could be. The original neonatal intensive care unit and its adjacent research laboratory in the hospital's oldest wing. It had been officially closed and sealed off for nearly two decades, ever since the new women and children's pavilion had been built. It was the very epicenter of Project Neonatal Epsilon. The place where it had all begun, and where, according to her father, it might not have ended. That was where Sebastian was being held. He wasn't a fugitive; he was a prisoner. Hidden in the one place no one would ever think to look, the hospital's original sin, a ghost in the machine's own haunted heart. He was being held beneath the very white light of the neonatal lamps where countless lives had begun, and where, for some, they had tragically ended.
Part 4/4 — The Light That Has Not Died
That night, the hospital settled into its familiar, nocturnal rhythm, but for Aisyah, every creak and whisper was amplified into a potential threat. She moved through the quiet corridors like a phantom, her own white lab coat feeling like a stolen uniform, a disguise that was painfully thin. In the deep, inner pocket, pressed against her racing heart, were the hard drive and the flash drive—the twin pillars of the truth. Her own personal belongings were packed and ready; she knew she would not be returning to her room after this.
Her internal monologue was a turbulent storm of fear and resolve. This act—sneaking into a condemned wing of the hospital—was a professional death sentence. It would be the final piece of evidence the administration needed to discredit her completely, to paint her as unstable and complicit. But the cost of inaction was unthinkable. If she did not act tonight, Sebastian would be moved, or worse. The evidence would be lost or destroyed. The truth would be buried so deep it would never see the light of day again. Her father's sacrifice, Mariam's death, all the nameless victims of the project—their stories would be erased forever.
Step by agonizing step, she descended into the bowels of the old building. The air grew colder, damper. The sharp scent of antiseptic gave way to the musty, ancient odor of dust, damp plaster, and the faint, metallic hint of rust. The lighting here was sparse, the fixtures old and covered in grime, casting a sickly, paltry white light that created more shadows than it dispelled. The silence was absolute, a thick, heavy blanket that seemed to absorb sound itself.
Finally, she stood before a set of wide, double doors. The signage was faded, the letters peeling, but still legible: Neonatal Intensive Care Unit & Research Laboratory – AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY. The doors were heavy, their windows covered in a film of grime on the inside. One of them was slightly ajar.
A thin, sliver of faint, white light bled out from the crack.
Aisyah's breath hitched. She placed a trembling hand on the cold metal of the door and pushed. It swung open with a long, low groan that was obscenely loud in the profound silence.
The room inside was a time capsule, a memorial to medical practices of a bygone era. Dust sheets lay draped over bulky, outdated equipment, their shapes monstrous in the gloom. The air was thick and still. But in the center of the large, open space, a single piece of equipment was active. An old, cathode-ray tube monitor glowed with a persistent, greenish-white light, its screen displaying a grainy, paused video feed from what was clearly an old security system. The time stamp in the corner was from over twenty years ago.
And on the screen, frozen in a moment of profound and heartbreaking tenderness, was a man in surgical scrubs, his face young and unlined, cradling a tiny, swaddled infant in his arms. They were standing directly under the intense, pure white light of a neonatal warming lamp. The man was Dr. Sebastian Adrian.
A sob caught in Aisyah's throat. He looked so young, so full of the idealism that had first drawn her to him.
As she took a hesitant step into the room, a audio track on the video began to play, a voice she knew as well as her own, but younger, filled with a grim, determined courage that sent shivers down her spine:
"If anyone is watching this… then the truth has finally found a way to live again. My name is Dr. Sebastian Adrian. What you are about to see is a record of Project Neonatal Epsilon, and the men who ordered it…"
Aisyah stumbled forward, her hand reaching out to touch the flickering screen, her fingers trembling as they traced the image of Sebastian's face. He had known. Even back then, as a young intern or resident, he had seen the monster and had the foresight, the incredible bravery, to create this record.
It was then that the sound she had been dreading cut through the recorded voice. A soft, deliberate footstep on the dusty floor behind her.
She froze, her blood turning to ice in her veins.
"I must admit, I didn't think you would make it this far, Aisyah."
The voice was cold, smooth, and utterly familiar. It was the sound of absolute authority, and it was now laced with a deadly promise.
Slowly, she turned. Framed in the doorway, his figure half-illuminated by the ghostly white light from the ancient monitor, stood the Director of the hospital, Mr. Vance. His face was a mask of calm, but his eyes held a terrifying, predatory gleam. His smile was a thin, cruel line.
"But the game," he said, taking a slow, deliberate step into the room, "is not over yet."
The white light from the neonatal lamp on the screen flickered, casting their long, distorted shadows against the walls of the forgotten lab. The chapter closed with Aisyah standing alone, facing the culmination of every threat, every secret, every sacrifice—a final, desperate confrontation where love, truth, and her very life hung in the balance, all illuminated by the unforgiving white light of the past.
