I just need to think. I just need a moment.
But the room wouldn't stop spinning. The cracked mirrors, the stale velvet curtains, the harsh scent of sweat and rosin—everything felt like it was pressing in on me. Too tight. Too loud. Too suffocating, even in the quiet.
Esther was still crouched in front of me, her breathing uneven, her hands hesitating in the air as if afraid I might shatter if she touched me again.
"Esther…" she whispered—my name, the name I barely recognized as mine anymore. "Please look at me."
I lifted my gaze slowly. Her face was blotchy from crying, her eyes swollen and rimmed with red, but there was a sincerity there—a terror that mirrored my own. She wasn't pretending to understand. She wasn't pretending to be strong.
She was breaking with me.
"You're not thinking straight," she said softly. "No one expects you to. Not after what you saw. Not after what happened to Harry."
Harry.
His name was a blade.
The image flashed again—his figure collapsing, the sound of the gunshot that seemed too sharp, too clean for something so monstrous. The way his outstretched hand reached toward me, not to save himself, but as if to say run—as if he knew he wouldn't survive the next second.
"My legs… they wouldn't move," I murmured. "When he told me to run, I just—froze. I just stood there and watched."
"That wasn't your fault." Her voice was firm, but trembling.
"Yes, it was!" I snapped, the words exploding out of me before I could stop them. The guilt, the suffocating guilt, flooded up my throat. "If I had done what we planned, if I had just spoken out—he wouldn't have—he wouldn't be—"
Dead.
The word clawed its way up but stuck there, burning.
Esther reached for my hands again, and this time I didn't pull away. My fingers were cold, stiff, slick with sweat. She squeezed them.
"Listen to me," she said quietly. "That wasn't bravery. That was desperation. And you know it."
I shut my eyes, feeling them sting.
"They killed him to send a message," she continued, her voice dropping lower. "Not just to you. To all of us. They wanted to remind us that we're not people in their eyes. We're… property."
Her voice tasted like ashes.
A part of me wanted to scream back, I know that! I've always known that. I've lived every day knowing that. The debt, the sponsorship, the 'opportunity' they dangled like a golden leash—it was never kindness. It was ownership.
But another part of me—an uglier, more wounded part—wanted to shove her away. Because she didn't understand what Harry dying really meant. She hadn't been chosen. She wasn't the one they watched closely, measured, weighed like a prized investment. She was on the sidelines. Close enough to see the danger, but not close enough to be in its jaws.
"You don't get it," I whispered. "You don't understand what I'd be walking away from. Ballet is the only thing I have left. If I run… then what am I?"
"Alive," she replied instantly.
The word hung between us—simple, heavy, irrefutable.
Alive.
My breath shook. For a moment, the thought of life—a life outside these halls, outside the suffocating control of the sponsors—seemed like a fragile spark. A possibility. A whisper of something resembling freedom.
But then the reality slammed back into me.
"They'll find me," I said quietly. "You know they will. They'll send people. They'll drag me back. Or worse." My throat tightened. "You saw how easily they killed Harry. What do you think they'll do to me if I try to run?"
Esther looked down, unable to answer.
Her silence was an answer.
I let out a hollow, bitter laugh.
"So you want me to give up everything—for a chance at running? For a chance at dying slower somewhere else?"
"No—" She choked on the word. "I just want you safe."
"Safe?" I echoed, my voice cracking. "There is no safe. Not for me. Not anymore."
A gust of cold air slipped under the door, brushing against my sweat-cooled skin. I shivered.
A single thought pulsed in my head, sharp and poisonous:
Harry didn't die for me to run. He died because I stayed silent.
The price of that silence was now balanced on my shoulders—heavy, unrelenting, impossible to undo.
All I could do was try not to collapse beneath it.
I drew in a ragged breath.
"I just… I need time," I whispered. "Just a little time to think. To… breathe."
Esther nodded slowly, wiping her tears with the back of her hand.
"Okay," she whispered. "I'm here. Take all the time you need."
But we both knew time was the one thing I didn't have. Time was a luxury those men would never allow me.
And somewhere beneath the floorboards of my chest, a new fear was taking root—one colder, sharper, more dangerous than anything I'd felt before.
Because for the first time…
I wasn't sure I wanted to run.
I wanted to fight.
"She said my life matters to her more."
The words echoed long after Esther's figure disappeared down the corridor, swallowed by the sharp fluorescent glare and the distant clatter of shoes on tile. The door she'd flung open drifted back toward its frame with a slow, trembling creak—creeeeeak—before shutting with a soft click that felt far too final.
Silence washed over me in a suffocating wave.
For a heartbeat, I could only sit there, hunched over, my breath scraping against my ribs like broken glass. Everything felt too loud and too quiet at the same time—the thudding of my own pulse, the faint hum of ventilation, the ghostly echo of Harry's laugh in the back of my mind.
Harry… dead.
Esther… running toward something instead of away.
And me… stuck here, choking on the debris of my own shattered conviction.
My fingers curled against the fabric of my dress, feeling the drying tackiness of blood—Harry's or mine, I still couldn't tell. I scrubbed at my cheek where another tear slipped free, but it only smeared the crimson across my skin. It looked like warpaint. It felt like defeat.
"I'm not exceptionally talented," I whispered to the empty room. "Not beautiful. Not someone they would choose, unless they wanted a pet they could throw away."
My throat closed.
I had fought so hard—years of blistered toes, screaming muscles, broken nails, missed meals, humiliation, and endless practice—just to get a sliver of a chance. A sliver. And now, even that had been corrupted.
All around me, the mirrors reflected twisted versions of myself—shaking shoulders, red-rimmed eyes, streaks of blood and mascara, desperation in a tutu. I couldn't decide which reflection looked more pathetic.
Esther's words circled my mind like vultures.
This needs to be corrected.
Corrected?
How?
By whom?
She was impulsive—but not foolish. She was scared—but brave in ways I wasn't. If she was running, it meant she had a purpose. A target.
A plan.
A sickening cold flooded my stomach.
"No… Esther… what are you doing?" I rasped. My voice sounded far away, like it belonged to someone else.
I pushed myself unsteadily to my feet. The bloodstain where Harry had fallen still darkened the floorboards. Just seeing it made my knees buckle—but I forced myself upright again, teeth clenched so hard my jaw ached.
I staggered toward the door, the room swaying around me. Each step was a dull thud—thud—thud—like I was walking through the remnants of someone else's nightmare.
When I reached the doorway, I paused, gripping the frame until my knuckles blanched.
Esther calling the sponsors animals.
Comparing the girls to circus creatures.
Saying she knew this day would come.
Saying it had to be corrected.
When she ran, it wasn't the flight of a girl afraid.
It was the charge of someone who had snapped.
Someone ready to bare their teeth.
Someone about to put herself directly in the jaws of the beast.
"Idiot," I whispered, my voice cracking. "Why would you throw yourself in like that? For me?"
But I already knew the answer.
Because despite everything I had said—my venom, my envy, my cruelty—she cared. Enough to be furious. Enough to cry. Enough to run headfirst into the danger I feared most.
A tremor shot through my legs, and I stumbled into the hallway. The familiar academy sounds had shifted. The air felt off. Heavy. Like the moment before a storm breaks.
Dancers whispered behind closed doors. Someone sobbed somewhere down the hall. A younger student clutched her phone, face pale as chalk, before scurrying away.
Fear was spreading—quiet, invisible, but unmistakable.
I looked down the long corridor where Esther had vanished.
A part of me wanted to run after her.
A bigger part wanted to collapse.
But the largest, most frightening part of all…
was the one that wondered if she was right.
If something needed to be corrected.
If I had spent my entire life bowing my head, apologizing for existing, accepting crumbs... while people like Harry paid the price for my silence.
Was I really going to let Esther be the next one?
My hand trembled as I reached for the wall to steady myself.
For the first time since Harry had fallen… since that trigger had been pulled…
I felt something other than fear.
A slow, burning coil of emotion unfurled in my chest—pain sharpened into clarity, guilt forged into resolve.
This time…
I couldn't remain silent.
This time…
I would move—
—even if my legs were shaking.
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Madame Griselda folded her hands on the desk, her fingers adorned with rings that glinted even in the storm's dim light. The rain battered the windows harder—SWAAA—like the world outside was pounding to be let in, desperate to witness the destruction of our illusions.
Her voice was calm, steady, and cruelly unaffected.
"The National Ballet Company is not accepting new dancers because their patronage has shifted," she said. "The sponsors are reallocating funds… to the new opera house."
The last two words fell like a gavel.
Lise's mouth trembled. "But—why?" Her voice cracked. "Why take away auditions that hundreds of students have built their lives around? Why now? Why us?"
Griselda looked down at some paperwork, as though Lise were an inconvenience.
"Because, my dear," she said coldly, "the patrons want spectacle. Prestige. A monument bearing their names in gold. Not… fresh dancers no one has heard of."
Lise staggered back a step, as if slapped.
I felt the old sickness clawing at my throat again—the same nausea that struck when Harry's body hit the floor. The same sickness that bloomed when Esther ran headlong into danger. The same sickness that lingered when I learned we were all part of a system designed to spit us out once it had drained us dry.
Lise's eyes widened, her voice shaking with a dawning horror.
"Then… what about all the work we've done? The years we dedicated? The promises you made to us?"
Madame Griselda gave a thin, brittle smile. "Circumstances change. Adaptability is a dancer's virtue."
It was the kind of remark that made me want to scream.
Lise, shaking with fury, slashed the air with her hand.
"So that's it? Everything we've done… Everything we've sacrificed… It means nothing now?"
"On the contrary," Griselda murmured, adjusting her spectacles. "It means everything. To them. It's your labor that built the academy's reputation, your talent that attracted donors, your performances that filled their galas. You've served your purpose well."
The implication punched through Lise's chest.
And through mine.
We were not protégés.
We were investments.
Disposable ones.
Griselda leaned back. "The sponsors want dancers only for their private events now. Exclusive soirées. Personal functions." Her gaze flicked briefly to me—too briefly to be accidental. "Performance has many forms."
Cold.
Slimy.
Ominous.
Lise looked between us, her face pale.
"What are you talking about?"
She wasn't supposed to know.
She wasn't supposed to see the rot.
But she was intelligent. She'd always been intelligent.
This was the moment her world would begin to crack—the moment the pristine dream she had polished her entire childhood would shatter like glass under the weight of truth.
I tried to speak. Tried to warn her.
"Lise…" My voice barely scraped out. "It's… not just about funding."
Her eyes snapped to me—filled with fear and something like betrayal.
"What do you mean?"
Madame Griselda exhaled sharply.
"That's enough, Esther."
Her tone sliced through the space between us.
"You are not to disclose matters beyond your clearance."
Clearance.
As if this was a military operation.
As if we weren't children whose futures were being carved apart.
My chest tightened.
My throat closed.
Because for once, Griselda used my real name—Esther—yet it felt more like a muzzle than a recognition.
Lise stared at me, waiting.
Silent hope in her expression—hope that I would tell her.
Hope I didn't know how to hold anymore.
I dropped my eyes.
And the storm outside screamed for her instead.
SWAAA—!
Lise's voice trembled.
"Esther… what's going on? What have you been hiding from me?"
I swallowed, my voice shaking as I forced the truth out—even if only a sliver of it.
"Lise… the auditions aren't postponed because of money problems alone. They're… being redirected. Controlled. By people who don't care about ballet. Or us."
Lise's breath hitched.
"What people?"
I opened my mouth.
But the Director's cold voice cut cleanly through the rising panic:
"Enough. This conversation is over."
And in that instant, I realized…
Lise was about to step into the same darkness Esther and I had fallen into.
A darkness she isn't prepared for.
A darkness she didn't deserve.
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The office smelled faintly of polished wood, old books, and the kind of expensive perfume that clung to people who had forgotten what it meant to crawl. I felt like I was drowning in all of it—the suffocating luxury, the cold logic, the quiet resignation embedded in every fiber of the room.
"DIRECTOR!" My voice cracked, sharp and desperate.
Madame Griselda didn't flinch. She merely exhaled, a luxurious, unbothered sigh. "Sigh… Well. If it's money you need, there is a solution."
She leaned forward—Lean.—her shadow stretching across the mahogany desk like a predator's.
My heart lurched. "What?"
"There is a gentleman who would like to personally sponsor you."
The words struck like a slap. The room seemed to tilt, the golden light from the chandelier warping into something grotesque. My mouth went dry.
A solution.
No—an invitation to surrender.
Madame Griselda tapped her manicured nails on the table, each click sinking deeper into my ribs.
"He's been expressing interest in you for quite some time. I simply didn't mention it because you were so adamantly against the idea."
Her tone softened into false sympathy as she continued, smoothing the folds of her bodice as though tidying away my dignity.
"He's new money. Textile business. Wealthy, dependable… and practical. If he takes a liking to you, he can support you as a dancer in a small troupe. You'll have stability."
Stability.
Like a gilded cage bolted shut.
She adjusted her glasses again, eyes gleaming behind them like a hawk surveying prey.
"Think it over carefully, I. It will take years before the opera house is completed—and until then, the National Ballet Company will not be holding any auditions."
Years.
Years I didn't have.
"And since," she added, her voice adopting a chilling matter-of-factness, "you will be too old by then… what remains for you is simple. Give up your dream of becoming an official ballerina of Meuracevia and just get married—"
"I REFUSE."
The words tore out of me like a blade. Sharp. Clean. Irreversible.
Madame Griselda blinked, startled by the volume of my conviction.
"I won't sell my dream," I spat, breath trembling. "Not to him. Not to anyone. I am not making that ugly compromise!"
Before she could respond, before the room could swallow me whole again, I turned and stormed out.
SLAM—
The door reverberated behind me like a gunshot.
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🌧️ The Sound of Collapse
The balcony was cold, the stone railing slick beneath my trembling hands. The rain hammered the academy courtyard—SWAAA—loud, relentless, like the sky itself was tearing apart.
My sobs were thin, strangled things.
Sob. Sob.
Each one felt like it scraped another piece of my dream away.
The truth clung to me like the wet fabric on my skin:
I had run.
Not in courage—like Esther.
Not in defiance—like Harry.
But in despair.
I wiped my face with shaking fingers.
I hadn't seen Esther since that night.
Hadn't seen Lise either.
The invisible wall Grayan had erected between us—control, fear, secrecy—kept us drifting like ghosts in the same building.
As I turned from the balcony, preparing to retreat to the hollow quiet of my dorm, a figure stepped into the glow of a lamppost near the entrance.
A familiar silhouette.
"Esther!"
She lifted her head slowly.
Her hair was damp. Her posture sagging. Her costume bag slung weakly over her shoulder. She looked… older. Not in age, but in the way someone looks after surviving something they can't speak of.
She had been away for two weeks.
Two unbearably long weeks.
And now she was back.
A knot of fear tightened in my stomach.
What had she confronted?
What had she discovered?
What had they done to her?
And worse—
What was I supposed to say when she asked me what I had done?
Because in the end…
I had rejected the compromise—
…but I had still run away.
And she would know.
She always knew.
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The torrential rain had finally stopped, but the academy remained drenched in a thick, oppressive humidity. The ceilings dripped, the wooden floors gleamed wetly, and the very air felt swollen and heavy—as if the building itself had absorbed the tragedy and was refusing to let it evaporate.
Maybe it was because of the weather.
Or maybe it was because my own heart had become just as waterlogged and suffocating.
In just a few days, the academy had seamlessly slipped back into its usual rhythm…
As though Harry's screams had never echoed across those gilded halls.
As though Esther's terror and desperation had never existed.
As though the National Ballet Company—the shining dream of every student—had not been effectively shut down overnight.
We practiced.
We danced.
We smiled prettily for visiting patrons who pretended to care about "the future of art."
And beneath the chandeliers, beneath Madame Griselda's carefully rehearsed speeches, Harry's death was tucked neatly under the academy's ornate rugs—just another stain polished out by money.
The auditions being canceled?
"Unfortunate."
"Tragic for aspiring artists."
But still "acceptable."
Because the funding had to go somewhere, and the donors needed reassurance.
Art, in their eyes, was never a dream.
It was a product. An investment.
That day, for the first time in my entire life, I felt genuinely bored in ballet class.
Every plié, every tendu, every arabesque… felt like an empty ritual.
Movements without meaning.
A ghost performing my routine.
I had fought with everything I had—every blister, every sleepless night, every punishing rehearsal—to earn a spot in the National Ballet Company.
But now the company was gone.
The dream had been cleanly removed from the world, like a page torn out of a book.
Esther's voice echoed in my mind, sharp and raw:
"What makes the children who receive grotesque sponsorships any different from animals trained to perform at circuses?"
I looked into the wall-length mirrors.
My own reflection stared back—dull-eyed, exhausted, lost.
Beside me, the other girls laughed, fixing their ribbons, gossiping about patrons and performances, oblivious to what had been taken from us.
I was here because I had refused to become like them.
Because I didn't want to be someone's possession—a dancer bought and displayed like a pretty ornament.
And yet… the alternative I had clung to with such conviction—professional recognition—had been ripped away.
A sickening thought slithered through me:
I should've just accepted a personal sponsorship like the others.
A penniless nobody like me… I should've known my place.
My chest tightened.
Slump.
"…Damn it," I whispered under my breath.
I had been scraping by on desperation and raw hope, pushing myself to the edge for those soulless performances.
I had given everything.
And for what?
What was left for me now?
It all felt meaningless.
Pointless.
A cruel joke played by a world that thrived on the suffering of dreamers.
This isn't fair…
The Last Dance
Later that afternoon, I wandered through the silent corridors, the faint drizzle outside tapping gently against the tall windows. The sky outside was gray, bruised by the storm.
I had been wanting to talk to Lise. To say something—anything—to bridge the widening chasm between us. To acknowledge the hurt she had carried alone while I was drowning in my own.
Where was she going in her practice outfit?
She seemed… determined.
Focused.
I watched her small, tense figure disappear down the hallway toward the dressing rooms. A knot of unease formed in my stomach.
I followed my friends into the locker room a few minutes later, ready to change and maybe clear my head.
But the moment the door creaked open—
A scream split the air.
Sharp.
Piercing.
Raw with disbelief.
I froze.
Lise was standing there, utterly motionless—her face drained of every hint of color.
My heart thudded, cold and heavy.
Unwittingly, I turned my head in the direction she was staring…
And then I saw it.
It wasn't blood this time.
It wasn't violence hidden behind polite lies.
It was something far, far worse.
Hanging from the rafters, swaying gently in the damp, heavy air…
Were a pair of thin legs.
Esther's legs.
Suspended.
Limp.
And on her dainty feet—
the pink satin pointe shoes she loved so much…
the ones she had worked herself to the bone to earn…
They dangled softly, brushing the air with each lifeless sway.
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Lise's scream still ripped through the silence of my mind long after the locker room had emptied. It echoed in that vast, tiled chamber—a sound too human, too raw, too agonized to ever be forgotten. And beneath it, like a shadow I couldn't shake, was the image of Esther's limp legs swaying gently from the rafters… the delicate satin pointe shoes tapping softly against nothing.
That image burned behind my eyelids every time I blinked.
The other girls had burst into tears, collapsing into each other's arms as they sobbed and wailed. Their faces were twisted with shock, their mascara bleeding down their cheeks like dark, dripping wounds.
But I…
I couldn't cry.
My body refused.
I stood there, hollow and frozen, as if the horror had carved out everything inside me and left only a shell.
This wasn't a nightmare.
This was the true face of the Grayan Academy.
This gilded institution that told us we were "the future of art"… while quietly discarding anyone who cracked under the pressure of its monstrous expectations.
And in only a few days, the academy fell back into its routine.
Exactly.
As though nothing had ever happened.
Classes resumed.
Curtains lifted.
Patrons attended rehearsals, sipping champagne and expressing shallow concern.
The only visible change was that…
Esther's and Lise's lockers had been cleaned out.
The empty metal doors gleamed under the fluorescent lights, stark and cold. Their absence felt like a physical wound in the room. Two tiny voids in a place that had already swallowed so many dreams.
My own locker, with Serena neatly stenciled above it, suddenly felt like a tomb. A mausoleum holding the remnants of a life I no longer recognized. I touched the metal door, expecting it to feel warm from my hand—but it was icy, as if the entire academy had bled out whatever humanity it once had.
People whispered that Lise had quit ballet entirely, that she'd gone back home to help her parents with their small business. She never said goodbye.
But somehow, that didn't hurt.
Not here.
Not anymore.
In a place where dreams were consumed and innocence was currency, what did goodbye even mean?
A word for those who had enough strength left to pretend they would miss someone.
No… goodbye was never enough.
Then I saw them—Lise's old pointe shoes.
They were neatly placed inside my locker, sitting right on top of my folded practice skirt. A final message. A quiet mercy. Or maybe an apology.
The shoes were worn, frayed at the edges, stained from sweat and rain. Her name—Lise—was written inside in smudged ink. I ran my fingers over it, tracing the loops and lines. It felt like touching a ghost.
Those shoes had once symbolized brilliance. Determination. Hope.
Now they looked like artifacts from a battlefield where none of us had survived intact.
As the excitement, longing, and burning ambition that had fueled me since childhood seeped away like water through cupped hands, I hugged the shoes tightly to my chest. They smelled faintly of damp fabric and cold rain. They felt heavier than they should… but maybe that was just the weight of everything they represented.
And without looking back—not even once—I walked out of La Tassaint.
When I handed in my withdrawal papers, I told my mother I wanted to attend Dalincour as soon as I turned fifteen. It was a neat excuse. A palatable one.
But inside, the truth was rotting me alive:
I didn't want to dance anymore.
I couldn't.
"Mom. I don't want to do ballet anymore," I said, and even I could hear how empty my voice was. No trembling. No grief. Just a dull monotone from someone who had nothing left to offer the dream that once consumed her.
Holding Lise's shoes—still faintly damp from the tears she had cried in the rain—I felt filthy. Contaminated. Like someone who had been tossed into a trash bin and left there, forgotten, until the stench became unbearable.
The pristine white hallways of the academy…
The angelic grace of dancers twirling on stage…
The shimmering performances we once admired…
All of it felt poisoned now.
Corrupted beyond repair.
I was done.
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"Mom. I don't want to do ballet anymore," I repeated, and this time the words seemed to echo inside me, hollow and unfamiliar. They felt like they belonged to another girl—one who had already died somewhere in those gleaming hallways.
But I had to say it.
I had to sever the last string tied to that place.
The immense wall Grayan had constructed—his influence, his power, the terror he embodied—completely separated us from ever going back. Esther was dead, Lise had fled home, and my own dream of joining the National Ballet Company had been revealed for what it truly was: a shimmering mirage conjured by wealthy monsters who saw us as assets, not artists.
I finally understood it.
La Tassaint wasn't a sanctuary.
It was a factory.
A marketplace.
A trap.
And the only way I was going to survive was by leaving it behind.
I told my mother I wanted to attend Dalincour as soon as I turned fifteen. It was an excuse—a pretty, polished lie to hide the filth underneath. The truth was simpler, uglier, and much harder to confess:
I couldn't bear to dance another step in those contaminated halls.
So I left.
I walked out of La Tassaint's ornate gates with nothing but Lise's discarded pointe shoes pressed tight against my chest—her last gift, her silent farewell, her escape. The shoes felt like a weight, like a promise, like a burden I didn't yet understand.
Behind me, the academy loomed like a gilded cage, filled with ghosts—Esther's final swing, Lise's scream, Harry's blood. All of it lingering in the air, waiting for its next victim.
I didn't look back.
I couldn't.
Life at home was nothing like the academy.
No polished marble floors, no chandeliers, no rehearsals.
Just quiet.
Grounded.
And unbearably dull.
My parents brewed and sold beer in a small workshop behind the house. The air always smelled of yeast and barley, a sharp contrast to the perfume-scented studios of La Tassaint. Everything here was simple, repetitive, and honest.
And yet, it felt foreign to me.
Like a life I wasn't equipped to live.
"I still need to study for school, so I don't have time to work..." I would mumble whenever my parents asked for help. I couldn't meet their eyes. My voice trailed off each time, unconvincing even to myself.
The truth was—I felt paralyzed.
For years, ballet had been everything. My path, my identity, my purpose. And now that it was gone, I was left holding nothing. Just a girl with expensive training, trembling hands, and a secret so dark it crushed every breath.
What was I supposed to be now?
Who was I without dance?
Day after day, I found myself sitting by the window, staring blankly at the street beyond. Children played, neighbors argued, vendors shouted, life moved on… while I sat there, stuck in the stillness of my own unraveling.
I missed Esther's laughter.
I missed Lise's stubborn fire.
I missed the feeling of dancing—not the performances, not the sponsors, but the pure freedom of movement before everything became twisted and transactional.
But the fear never left me.
It lingered like a cold hand pressed to my throat.
Those people—they didn't see us as humans.
To them, we were products.
Investments.
Property.
And people like that didn't simply "let go."
They tightened their grip.
Even though I walked away from the academy's gates, the debt Harry and I had taken on—the one he paid for with his life—still loomed over me, a shadow with teeth. The thought of those terrifying men finding me again made my skin crawl.
Even outside the Grayan Academy, I wasn't truly free.
I was just… somewhere else.
Waiting.
Breathing quietly.
Looking over my shoulder.
The only thing I knew for certain was this:
I couldn't be like Esther.
I wouldn't let my life end the way hers did, swinging in silence.
I wouldn't crumble into a pathetic sob story.
No matter what it cost me,
I had to survive.
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At Somewhere
The night air outside was a velvet shroud, deep and silent, but within the gilded walls of the Director's private suite, a quiet storm of preparation unfurled.
"Is the pottery ready?"
The Director's voice—normally a blade she wielded with precision—held an undercurrent tonight that her subordinates rarely heard: anticipation.
A suited attendant stepped forward with practiced poise.
"Yes, Director. Here it is. If you could do a final confirmation, we'll go ahead and wrap it up."
The object rested carefully in his gloved hands: a rare, exquisitely crafted piece of pottery, irreplaceable in value and delicate as spun sugar.
The Director approached, inspecting it with the discerning eye she used to evaluate multimillion-dollar deals.
"Hmm. All right. It's a valuable piece, so handle it with care," she instructed. "And bring it to the hotel on time tomorrow."
Her fingers brushed the rim of the ceramic piece—lightly, almost reverently.
"Oh, and… it's a very important gift for Lady Serena," she added, her tone softening just slightly. "Don't forget the yellow flowers and ribbon."
The subordinate bowed his head. "Of course, Director."
But the pottery wasn't her only concern.
On a nearby table lay another gift: a small teddy bear, simple and adorable, its soft fur the color of creamy caramel. She had chosen it after an hour of deliberation—a far cry from her usual swift, confident decision-making.
She exhaled.
"Tomorrow will be the first time I'm meeting her," she murmured. "I'd like to make a good impression. Make it obvious that it was a gift chosen with care."
"Understood, Director," the subordinate said before leaving her alone with her thoughts.
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At Somewhere
Later, after the suite had fallen silent and the city outside sank into sleep, the Director stood before the tall windows, one arm crossed delicately beneath the other as she brought a cigarette to her lips.
PUFF.
Smoke curled upward, soft and ghostly in the warm lamplight.
She looked composed—elegant, powerful, adorned with jewelry worth more than entire townhouses. Yet the diamonds and pearls felt heavy tonight, as if weighing down the thoughts pressing behind her ribs.
Her reflection stared back at her in the glass: unshakable, authoritative… and yet undeniably tense.
I feel a bit nervous…
It's been ages since I saw him last.
The very thought of him—Eiser—was a double-edged blade.
A quiet thrill.
A deep fear.
A history too tightly wrapped to unspool without unraveling something vital.
Tomorrow, their paths would cross again, not as they once did, but beneath new titles, new expectations, and under the watchful gaze of the world.
Every ribbon, every flower, every carefully chosen gift had been her way of controlling the chaos in her chest.
Until tomorrow, Eiser." The blonde lady spoke while smirking .
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Across the city, under a softer, gentler light, the future recipient of her meticulously chosen gifts slept soundly.
Lady Serena lay curled in the center of her large bed, the blankets tucked around her like a cocoon. The faint glow of the bedside lamp illuminated the graceful sweep of her dark hair as it spilled across the pillow.
In her arms, she clutched a small, worn teddy bear—her old one—the fabric faded from years of affection.
Her breathing was even, her expression peaceful.
She knew nothing of pottery worth fortunes, of yellow ribbons, of a Director fretting over first impressions. She didn't know about the cigarette smoke curling in nervous shapes far across the city, or the heart that was once again preparing to collide with hers.
For Serena, tomorrow was simply another new day.
For the Director, it was a high-stakes appointment with both the past and the future.