I lay there, pinned beneath him, every heartbeat hammering against my ribs like a warning drum. His weight was heavy, grounding, yet thrillingly close. My eyes could only cling to his—those piercing, electric blue eyes that seemed to see straight through me, as if they were drinking in every secret I'd ever tried to hide.
His blue eyes are blazing even hotter than before.
A single, nervous dot hung in the air between us, fragile and trembling. I wanted to speak, to protest, to demand distance, but the words died in my throat. My mind was a chaotic whirlwind, thoughts skidding wildly between panic and curiosity, while my body betrayed me, responding in ways I could hardly control.
IT'S NOT THAT I'M NOT CURIOUS…
I tried to force a word out, anything—a plea, a protest, a stammer—but the air felt thick and heavy in my lungs, each breath a struggle. He shifted slightly, his arm brushing mine, a subtle pressure that pressed against my shoulder. It was almost tender, yet the touch silenced my sentence before it could fully form.
I stared up, suddenly aware of the fragile, precarious line between us. The memory of our first kiss—our first real connection—pressed heavily in my chest. Right now, I can barely accept the fact that you and I kissed.
My mind raced, scrambling to make sense of him, of us, of the words he'd said moments ago. Anyway, based on what he said… Eiser, he also…
He leaned closer, and his breath brushed against my neck, hot and dangerously close. I shivered involuntarily, the sensation sending an unexpected thrill crawling through me. My thoughts betrayed me, flashing unbidden, wild and impossible:
I-I feel like he's going to leave marks not just on my neck, but all over my body… among other things.
OH MY GOD. My cheeks burned a furious shade of red, my imagination running far ahead of my caution. I can't even imagine such a thing happening! I told myself desperately. I still need more time before I'm ready to go that far with him!
A small, rational voice whispered, slicing through the chaos: Mentally shaken not so much by the acts in question, but the person involved.
Then his voice came, low and steady, and for a brief, almost unbearable moment, it cut through my panic. He wasn't pushing—at least, not fully—not the way I feared.
"If you're not sure, take your time and think about it."
I looked at his face, noticing the faint softening in his intensity, a flicker of protectiveness that made my heart stutter.
"In the meantime, I'll be doing my best to help you…"
But even as the words faded, his hand slipped, a deliberate, shocking movement that sent a jolt of electricity through every nerve in my body. SLIP.
His fingers curled, firm, possessive. My breath hitched in a sharp, surprised intake, a sudden FLINCH escaping me despite my best efforts. The air between us darkened, thick with tension, and his voice deepened, almost predatory, sending shivers racing down my spine.
"Do you want me to start now?"
"What? How—" I stammered, my mind scrambling to comprehend his audacity, utterly blindsided.
"HEY…"
I struggled against his grip, clawing for control over my own body, over the dangerous pull of him. "W-WAIT!"
This stops exactly where your passage ends, keeping the tension, the intimate perspective, and the emotional turmoil of the protagonist.
His face hovered close, dangerously near, his piercing blue eyes alight with a heat that both warned and beckoned. Though he gave me space, his presence was overwhelmingly intimate, pressing against my chest in a way that left my thoughts scattered.
I lay there on the bed, every nerve on fire, my mind spinning with the impossible mix of fear and fascination. Right now, I can barely accept the fact that you and I kissed. The memory of that kiss burned hot in my chest, unbidden and impossible to ignore.
His earlier words echoed, each syllable a strange, intoxicating rhythm: "Anyway, based on what he said… Eiser, he also…" My imagination refused restraint, racing ahead before my mind could even protest. I-I feel like he's going to leave marks not just on my neck, but all over my body… among other things.
OH MY GOD. My cheeks flamed, the blush spreading like wildfire. I can't even imagine such a thing happening! My thoughts were a tornado of panic and curiosity, twisting around each other. I still need more time before I'm ready to go that far with him!
A small, rational whisper broke through the chaos: Mentally shaken not so much by the acts in question, but the person involved.
I felt him read my hesitation, the tremor in my expression. His voice, low and steady, became an anchor in the storm of my thoughts. "If you're not sure, take your time and think about it."
His gaze held me, intense and unwavering. In the meantime, I'll be doing my best to help you… come to a decision. The weight of his words pressed on me, a promise I felt deep in my chest.
Then his hand moved, warm and strong, tracing a subtle, predatory path along my skin. SLIP. The sound echoed in my ears, more thunderous than any storm I'd ever heard.
I jerked instinctively, a sharp FLINCH running through me, my body rigid. I looked up at him, voice trembling: "HEY…"
"W-WAIT!"
And yet, the moment his fingers brushed mine, the barrier I had clung to so desperately began to crumble. My heart hammered in my chest—BA-BUMP, BA-BUMP, BA-BUMP—an urgent, unrelenting rhythm that made every rational thought slip further away.
Being like this with Eiser felt terrifyingly sudden, a storm I hadn't anticipated. The dark, rich atmosphere in the room, the heat of his proximity, the way his gaze pinned me—it was unlike anything I had ever known. "…AND… the mood, the atmosphere in the room…"
Every pulse of my heart was a warning I couldn't ignore—BA-BUMP, BA-BUMP. Compared to this, what Frederick and I had shared seemed fleeting, almost childish, a pale echo of the intensity before me.
He leaned closer, his eyes catching the faint flicker of red light in the room, making him appear both dangerously beautiful and irresistibly commanding.
And then, a thought of myself crystallized with startling clarity: Serena is impulsive at times, honest about her feelings, and as such, quite bold.
Looking at him now, every part of me felt those traits at war within my chest—the reckless desire tugging one way, the honest fear pulling the other. I knew, with an uneasy certainty, that this moment was speeding toward a point of no return.
This expansion keeps the intimate tension, internal conflict, and sensual atmosphere exactly aligned with your passage, stopping just before any further escalation.
He held my gaze for a long, heavy moment. Every second stretched taut, weighted with something unspoken. My heart thundered in my chest, each beat loud enough to feel like it might echo in the room. I knew, without a doubt, that I was trembling beneath his hands.
From his perspective, I could only imagine what I must look like. "…She's shaking in terror."
Fear gripped me, yes, but it wasn't the only thing guiding me. Curiosity, impulsiveness, the part of me that had always acted first and thought later—that had led me here. And he seemed to understand that perfectly, as his next words proved.
"While I welcome your honesty and adventurous spirit… All right. If you're simply doing this on a whim, we should stop here."
He lifted himself slightly, the shift of his body deliberate, measured. RISE. The movement was small, but it gave me just enough space to catch my breath.
"Although I'm not one to talk, given that I was the one who couldn't hold back in the first place."
He settled back down, and the intensity of his gaze softened fractionally. His hand reached up, brushing against my hair in a surprisingly gentle stroke. PAT. It was a stark contrast to the dangerous heat that had filled the room only moments ago, and it made my chest tighten in a way I didn't expect.
"Otherwise, you'll regret it later."
A quiet self-admonishment whispered through my thoughts. That's probably why she said she was curious… while having absolutely no idea what's to come next… even though in reality…
Before I could dwell further, he moved again—this time, decisively. He stood fully, creating a sudden distance between us.
"You should get some sleep."
STEP. STEP. Each footfall toward the door sounded impossibly loud in the thick silence he left behind.
He paused just outside the door and spoke again.
"I asked someone to leave you some clothes to wear outside the door, so bring it in."
A wooden door creaked slightly, revealing a small leather bag resting on the floor outside. CREAK. Its presence was mundane, almost absurdly ordinary against the charged air that lingered in the room.
Then, with a finality that made my heart clench, the door was shut. SLAM.
AFTER EISER LEFT THE ROOM…
I sank into the mattress, letting out a long, shaky breath. SIGH. The room felt suddenly enormous, empty, and strangely cold. "…Everything fell quiet once more… and the heated air also quickly cooled."
I sat up, pulling the thick blanket up to my chin, hugging my knees to myself. SQUEEZE. My head felt heavy, my body exhausted, yet my mind refused the rest it so desperately needed.
Even now, my lips tingled with sensitivity, a lingering phantom ache from what had just happened—a stark, undeniable reminder.
"Were it not for my still stinging lips… I could very well have convinced myself that it was all just a dream…"
And yet, as I pressed them gently with my fingertips, the quiet throbbing pulsed back at me, a soft, constant testament to the reality of every heated, intimate moment.
I had changed into the clothes left outside—a simple, light dress that clung lightly to my frame—but sleep refused to come. My body felt heavy, weighted with lingering tension, yet my mind churned like a restless sea, waves of "what ifs" crashing over each other. The cool silence of the room, though a relief after Eiser's scorching presence, did nothing to calm the storm inside me.
A strange, insistent urge stirred within me. I needed movement. I needed to be near something cool, flowing, alive—something that could wash away the lingering flush on my skin and the pulsing heat in my memory. Without thinking, I slipped quietly out of the room, barefoot on the cool floor.
Eiser's Perspective (Transition)
Eiser stood in another room, the weight of unrest pressing down on him. He poured himself a drink, the steam curling up in soft, hypnotic spirals. POUR. He lifted the cup, swallowing in deliberate gulps. GULP. GULP. Yet even as he drank, his eyes—still blazing with that uncanny blue intensity—flicked toward the window.
I told her to go to sleep… what's she doing out there? It's late.
Tension coiled in his chest. Then he saw her—or the figure of her—bathed in a celestial, shimmering blue light, standing still as though part of the night itself.
"Serena?"
The thought crossed his mind, brief and sharp: Could it be… does she sleepwalk?
Without hesitation, he threw open the door with a loud SLAM and ran out.
My Perspective
I had found my way to the edge of what looked like a pool—or perhaps a natural spring—illuminated by a pale, unearthly light. The surface of the water shimmered, casting sparkling motes that danced along the ripples, hypnotic and cool.
I stepped in slowly, feeling the water curl around my ankles, every sensation electrifying. I feel like standing still and watching water flow, or even pouring it on myself… The need was desperate, almost primal: a wish to cleanse, to find clarity in the soft rhythm of the liquid.
Then, suddenly, a powerful grip seized my arm.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT HERE?!"
I was yanked backward violently. YANK. The water splashed high around us as I stumbled onto the edge, disoriented.
"IT'S DANGEROUS!" Eiser shouted, striding into the pool to reach me. SPLASH. SPLASH.
I turned, startled, and froze. His face was now inches from mine, eyes burning with a fierce combination of anger and relief.
"Let me go," I murmured, struggling against his grip. I let out a nervous SIGH. I just got a lot on my mind, that's all.
I glanced back toward the shimmering water, my sanctuary moments ago. What about you? How come you're still awake?
He didn't answer immediately, just stared at me, guarded, unreadable.
…Couldn't sleep either.
I narrowed my eyes, heart still pounding from the sudden confrontation. Got a lot on your mind? What's that got to do with you being out here?
Even in this vast, glowing blue space, his presence was overpowering. I needed to know—why he had followed me.
He had just pulled me out of the water, soaking through to my skin, shivering from the shock of cold and adrenaline. I clutched my drenched dress tightly, trying to regain some composure while demanding an explanation.
"Got a lot on your mind? What's that got to do with you being out here?" I asked, voice sharp, though the tremor betraying my nerves.
He held my arms firmly, trying to steady me, and let out a low sigh. The anger that had flared moments ago had drained, leaving only a raw, unspoken concern etched across his face.
"I thought getting soaked… might make me return to my senses."
The admission hung in the shimmering blue air between us, fragile yet intense. My mind flashed back to earlier moments, to the closeness we had shared—our bodies pressed together on the couch, the memory of his hands and the sudden heat of the embrace. Even as I decided to follow my heart, the chaos and confusion of my feelings seemed impossible to resolve.
I looked at him, then back at the gently rippling water. I thought getting soaked… helps me come back to my senses. I recalled the image of my hair floating in the cool water, my face calm beneath the surface, and realized how impulsive my actions had been.
He must have been thinking the same thing, reading my own restless nature. He gave me a hard look, voice tinged with irony. SIGH.
"So? Did dunking yourself in the lake help with that?"
I shook my head, soaked hair sticking to my shoulders, water dripping down my neck. No, I think I need more time. I'm still feeling confused. I fixed him with a pointed GLARE, frustration mixing with embarrassment.
"And whose fault do you think it is?" I challenged, pulling my arms free from his hold. Do you know how much my head was spinning and my heart was violently racing that day?
I swallowed hard, confronting the mortifying truth I couldn't deny: How mortifying it is for me to admit that I want you.
He seemed to understand, his posture shifting slightly as he searched for the right words to describe his own turmoil.
"I don't know… I have no idea how to deal with any of this," he began, voice low and hesitant. "But I don't think dwelling on this matter will resolve anything, since it isn't just my prob—"
His words were abruptly cut off.
A sudden, silver flash darted past my feet in the water, accompanied by a quick WHISH. A tiny fish—or perhaps a glint of reflected light—touched my ankle, unexpected and startling.
FLINCH!
My composure shattered instantly.
"…?!"
"ACK! A A A A H H H H! SOMETHING JUST TOUCHED MY LEG!" I screamed, panic ripping through me. I thrashed backwards, arms flailing, sending a massive SPLASH across the pool. My soaked form slipped and tumbled, until Eiser's arms caught me, holding me firmly against his chest. Both of us were now dripping wet, the cool water cascading down our entwined bodies.
He looked down at my wide, terrified eyes, voice calm but firm, attempting to soothe me.
"Probably just a plant or a fish. There isn't anything to worry about, so calm down."
With effortless strength, he lifted me from the water, holding me securely. Commanding and unyielding, he reminded me:
"I told you… to stay still."
Eiser lifted me effortlessly out of the shimmering water, holding me close. LIFT. SLOSH. The cold, damp fabric of his wet shirt pressed against my skin, the chill somehow grounding yet strangely comforting. He carried me toward the bank, his earlier command echoing in my ears: "I told you… to stay still."
I buried my face near his shoulder for a moment, breathing in the faint scent of him, before lifting my head and realizing where my gaze had landed—his wet chest. My eyes widened slightly in a STARE.
He's soaked… I observed, noticing water DRIP DRIP from his collarbone, tracing the contours of his shirt as it clung to his sculpted torso. The sight was disarming, almost impossibly intimate, and my pulse quickened.
"This is a lake, not your bathtub," he said, half-chiding, half-amused. "Of course there are other creatures in the water. Did you not know that when you decided to get in?"
I hesitated, suddenly feeling foolish. "…I just…" My words faltered as I realized I hadn't really thought that far ahead.
I looked up at him, still suspended in his arms, and felt the magnetic pull of my gaze drawn to his chest. He noticed immediately and chuckled, the deep sound vibrating subtly against my skin.
"Don't you think you're staring at me a little too intently? You'll practically bore a hole in my chest."
My cheeks flushed an instant, EMBARRASSED red. I stammered defensively.
"O-only because it was right in front of my face."
My embarrassment quickly twisted into irritation. "Anyway, what about you?! You even went as far as to touch me earlier!"
A mischievous gleam lit up his bright blue eyes. "Then you can touch me too."
The air stilled. His words landed like a challenge, a direct confrontation to the impulse I had been suppressing for so long.
My eyes dropped back to his chest, and without another thought, my hands shot out and GRABbed the front of his wet shirt, clutching the fabric just over his heart.
Isn't the type to refuse such an offer…
I leaned in, letting my hands explore the damp, firm expanse beneath my palms. TOUCH. RUB. RUB.
Didn't think she'd actually do it… His internal thought seemed to vibrate in the very air around us, and I felt the sharp inhale of his breath against my face.
I looked down at my hands pressed to his chest, realization striking with the force of a revelation.
"I've felt a man's chest under my hands plenty of times before… But this is the first time I've actually wanted to touch it."
My gaze lifted back to his face. He looked at me with an expression that had softened, revealing a profound, SERIOUS tenderness that made my chest ache.
*"They say when you fall for someone, you want to touch them…" I whispered, the blue glow of the water reflecting in my eyes.
"…So it's true."
I studied his face, framed by the moonlight and the ethereal shimmer of the water. "What's with that look on your face? You look awfully serious."
He hugged me closer, the movement causing the water to SLOSH around our entwined forms.
"It's just… fascinating that you're a person, just like me, yet our bodies are so different."
The comment was innocent enough, almost casual, yet the way he held me, the warmth of his embrace, and the recent intimacy we had shared made every word feel charged with unspoken meaning.
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The water was cool, a brilliant turquoise, shimmering under the light of the full moon. Every ripple mirrored the pale glow, creating dancing reflections across the surface. I leaned against his broad chest, letting the steady beat of his heart beneath my ear anchor me. The world around us shrank to the soft lapping of water and the intoxicating warmth of his presence.
"What's with that look on your face? You look awfully serious," he murmured, his breath warm against the strands of hair clinging to my damp cheeks.
I pulled back just enough to see his sculpted profile, still holding me steady. My hands traced the firm lines of his torso beneath the soaked fabric of his shirt, the texture both cool from the water and unyielding beneath my fingers.
"It's just… fascinating that you're a person, just like me, yet our bodies are so different," I admitted, my voice low and breathy. The words felt startlingly honest against the quiet beauty of the night, the moonlight glinting off the water, illuminating every curve and shadow around us.
He watched me, eyes guarded, yet a flicker of curiosity betrayed him.
"You have a gigantic frame—your fingers, your neck, your arms, your entire body, your legs…"
I gestured vaguely, my hand brushing down his shoulder. In my mind, it wasn't flirtation—it was an earnest observation, a fascination with the sheer scale and strength of him.
My gaze lingered, a serious, almost scientific wonder in my eyes. "Everything about you is huge and long. And firm."
A moment of silence passed. He let out a sigh that seemed more air than sound, his face a mix of exasperation and strained patience.
"I swear, the things you say sometimes…"
He trailed off, jaw tightening as he looked away, emitting a deep, frustrated SIGH.
"SERIOUS," I insisted, a sharp, single word cutting through the air. "They say when you fall for someone, you want to touch them… So it's true."
He tensed. I knew then that I had pushed past the boundaries of casual conversation. The realization of what I had just implied hit me like a wave, and a hot flush spread across my cheeks.
*"And I barely managed to calm myself down earlier…" he muttered, voice dangerously low. "Looks like I'll have to do it all over again…"
The water around us splashed as he shifted, a sudden, forceful movement.
"ALL RIGHT, SHOWTIME'S OVER," he declared, his tone now firm and dismissive, shattering the fragile intimacy of the moment. He began to step away, water splashing with each movement. PLOP.
*"I totally got caught up in the moment. And I just blurted all that out without thinking…" I stammered, tugging myself together and letting out a small, embarrassed cough. AHEM…
He paused, stepping back onto the smooth stone of the small bridge, then offered his hand to help me out of the water. I smoothed down my soaked dress, awkward but determined, my heartbeat still thrumming against my ribs.
*"Anyway, while we're on the subject…" I began, deciding to push forward while the tension in the air was thick and electric. "There's something I want to ask you."
I looked up at him, and his expression remained distant, unreadable.
"First of all, you're the reason I'm out here. I find everything about you complicated and mysterious." My voice took on a sudden, intense seriousness. "One of the reasons I feel so confused is that I still don't know anything about you. The other day, in your office, you said to me…"
I paused, feeling the weight of his narrowed eyes on me, a silent challenge lingering in their depths.
"I don't know what happened between you and my family to make you detest them so… But whatever the reason, your hatred of the GRAYAN FAMILY NAME…"
"…isn't something that sets us apart. It's something we have in common."
The words lingered in the cool night air, heavy with implication. I caught the barest flicker of surprise in his eyes—a brief, unguarded flash—before the ice-cold wall he always carried slid back into place, leaving his expression unreadable once more.
I pressed on, my voice steady despite the pounding of my heart. I had to understand, to pierce the walls between us.
"For some time, I suspected you had ulterior motives for moving into Serenity Manor. Of course, I have lots of questions in regards to that as well. I thought you were in cahoots with the Grayan family… And once the Serenity Hotel was back on its feet and you no longer had any use of me, I feared you'd get rid of me and take everything my family owned for yourself."
I shivered slightly, remembering the fear that had gripped me months ago. Staring at my reflection in his office, I had felt like nothing more than a disposable pawn in a game I didn't understand.
"Now I want to understand you, and for that reason, I want to ask you… why you said you and I shared a hatred of the Grayan family… and the exact reason you turned your back on your family."
I looked at him, my chest tightening, my pulse hammering in my ears. He remained silent for a long, suffocating moment, watching me with the stillness of stone.
The Response
Finally, he spoke. His voice was low, measured, stripped of warmth, each syllable deliberate.
"Serena."
The sound of my name, carried on his lips, felt like a sharp warning. It drew a line between us, invisible but impenetrable. WHOOSH.
"Why should I tell you any of that?"
He stood there, water dripping from his soaked hair and shirt, casual and calm in his posture, yet the tension in his eyes betrayed him. DRIP. His calm exterior was a mask, and beneath it, I could sense the careful calculation he had returned to.
I swallowed, mentally preparing myself for the next move. I knew this wouldn't be an easy subject to discuss, but this is even more difficult than I expected… I searched for the words that might pierce his defenses without angering him further.
He held my gaze with piercing blue-grey eyes, a challenge flickering in their depths.
"Simply because you're curious? Or out of consideration for me so that you may be able to place even a modicum of faith in me as your business partner?"
The cold logic of his words struck me, sending a shiver through my chest. He was testing me, guarding himself, pushing back against the intimacy I had forced upon him moments earlier. My heart FLINCHED involuntarily, sensing the invisible boundary he had just reasserted.
He rested a hand lightly on the wet stone beside him, poised, ready to retreat entirely if I failed his test.
I looked up at him, standing tall and guarded on the edge of the water. His posture was rigid, arms slightly tense, his piercing blue-grey eyes locked on me. He was waiting, daring me to reveal even the slightest crack in my composure.
"Yes. Because I want to be able to trust you—" I stated firmly, meeting his gaze unflinchingly.
He cut me off before I could finish, his voice flat, dismissive, like a blade slicing through the fragile bridge I had tried to build.
"Whether you decide to trust me or not is up to you. I don't want any involvement in that."
He turned slightly, the movement accentuating the aloof barrier he always carried.
"So if this is just an attempt to satisfy your curiosity, deal with it on your own. I have no interest in airing my family's dirty laundry."
I flinched inwardly at his words but refused to let it show. He looked down at me one final time, his expression hard and unreadable.
"Well, it doesn't look like there's anything else I can help you with. Come back in once you've organized your thoughts."
Without another word, he turned fully away from me, moving toward the water. SPLASH. TURN. SPLASH. The sound echoed across the pool, each step deliberate and final, a physical manifestation of the distance he had just reasserted.
My Counter-Attack
His cutting words struck me like a physical blow. It was as if he were declaring that whatever had happened earlier tonight in that room—every confession, every fleeting moment of vulnerability—meant nothing, would change nothing between us. My soaked hair clung to my face, water dripping down my shoulders, mirroring the icy sting in my chest. DRIP. DRIP.
The sting ignited a flicker of anger within me. I sat on the edge of the stone, gripping it tightly as if anchoring myself against the tide of frustration and hurt. He's awful… I thought, letting my temper flare.
I wouldn't let him dismiss me so easily. Pushing the hurt aside, I found my voice, sharp, steady, and deliberate.
"Do you really think I'm asking because I don't know how to look into all that myself?" I challenged, forcing him to pause mid-retreat.
He stopped, his back still toward me, yet I could sense that he was listening, tension threading through the taut line of his shoulders.
"Do you really think I don't realize it'd be a lot easier to pay someone off to find out what I want to know?" I continued, my frustration yielding to a calculated firmness, each word chosen to make him feel the weight of my determination.
"I could even try coaxing Raul, who's always been at your side, to tell me everything. But I didn't want to do that."
My voice softened on the last statement, lending it weight and sincerity.
"I wanted to ask you directly."
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"But I didn't want to do that." My hand clenched tightly on the wet stone beside me, knuckles white against the slick surface. CLENCH.
I fixed my gaze on his stiff back, refusing to let him hide behind the walls of his mystery, the cold barrier he always maintained.
"Why should I when you're here?" I demanded, my voice rising with frustration, raw with the desperate need for honesty.
The sincerity of that question, stripped of pretense and calculation, struck him unexpectedly. He turned slightly, just enough to reveal the sharp, pensive lines of his profile. DU DUN.
I drew a deep, steadying breath, letting the anger and need for truth fuel my final, desperate salvo.
"BECAUSE I WANTED TO HEAR THE TRUTH ABOUT YOU FROM YOUR OWN LIPS AND NOT FROM OTHER PEOPLE, YOU JERK!" I shouted, the word "jerk" tumbling out before I could restrain it—a plea cloaked in insult, raw and unfiltered.
"I wanted us to discuss… what you're thinking, what your plan is, and if there's any way we could work together!"
His Revelation
My outburst seemed to crack something within him. The truth did not emerge in words, not immediately. Instead, a haunting, emotional response played out in his mind, vivid and unrelenting.
Dark, jagged images of a man—presumably his father—and a younger Eiser flashed before his eyes. A younger him, standing rigid and formal, shadows of authority and expectation pressing down. Words burned into the blackness, glowing neon-like, reconstructing the beliefs and decisions that had shaped him:
"YOU DON'T NEED TO TELL ME. EVERYTHING."
"I ALREADY KNOW."
"MY DECISION IS EFFECTIVELY EISER."
"YOUR DECISION."
"CHOICE." (He had no other choice.)
The imagery shifted, revealing the cold, painful truth of his abandonment of his own family, framed by the towering shadow of a patriarch.
"HE HAD NO OTHER CHOICE."
"YOU WOULD'VE DONE THE SAME."
"FOR THE GRAYAN FAMILY. SAKE."
Every line, every memory, spoke to the brutal calculation of his past life—the life he had sacrificed, the family he had left behind. His expression hardened, etched with the weight of that decision, a grim acknowledgment of the consequences he bore alone.
Then, the final, undeniable truth emerged, one he had likely told me in the office, but which now carried a weight that made my chest tighten and my pulse quicken:
"IT WAS ALL… FOR YOUR SAKE."
He looked at me, the icy intensity returning to his eyes, yet now tempered with a flicker of sorrow and a deep-seated resignation. The weight of his past actions, the choices he had made in secrecy and shame, lay bare in that gaze. He had done something terrible, or at least something he regretted, yet he believed it had been for me—or perhaps for what I represented in his life.
The phrase, "It was all for your sake," reverberated in my mind, a haunting echo of his memory and its implications. It suggested that his ruthless decisions—cutting ties with his family, taking actions I could barely imagine—were somehow linked to my own family's struggles, or perhaps to the future he envisioned for me. Was he protecting me? Or was I merely collateral damage in a grand scheme he had orchestrated against the Grayans?
I knew I wouldn't get the emotional honesty I craved—not yet. He was never one to wear his heart on his sleeve. But I understood his language: a man of calculation, of value, of exchange. His words, even fragmented, carried weight, and I needed to speak in the same currency.
I drew a slow, steadying breath, forcing my face into a mask of calm and strategy, hiding the turmoil his confession had stirred in me.
"Fine. I can understand that he might not want to talk about it," I said, more to myself than to him. "But at this rate, nothing will ever change."
I let my eyes sharpen, leaving behind the vulnerability that had ruled my words moments ago. The time for emotional pleas had passed. Now, it was time for business—a language he respected and I could wield.
"Then let me rephrase the question."
He paused, sensing the shift in my tone—from frustration to a calculated resolve. His posture stiffened slightly, the faintest sign that he understood I was no longer negotiating emotionally.
"You like making deals, don't you?" I asked, letting a subtle challenge lace my voice. It was a truth about him everyone knew, and now I was invoking it deliberately.
I held his gaze, unwavering, letting my intention radiate clearly: a proposal he could understand.
"A deal."
I rose slightly from the stone, just a small step toward him, but enough to signal commitment without losing composure.
"Make one with me too."
It wasn't a plea. It wasn't flirtation. It was an offer—a direct, tangible exchange. Something he would respect, something that bypassed the walls he had built and the emotions he refused to voice.