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Chapter 87 - |•| you are better than a beast

Our days merged into a seamless haze of warmth and desire, the world outside the manor fading into irrelevance. Morning sunlight filtered through the curtains, painting the room in gold, yet we scarcely noticed; our focus never strayed far from each other. Even waking from heavy, lazy sleep, there was no pause, no interlude between slumber and longing—we were perpetually caught in each other's orbit, each touch, each kiss a binding force.

"Good morning," he murmured one day, voice low and teasing as his lips brushed the side of my neck. I shivered instinctively, feeling the heat of his body press close.

"Good morning," I replied, but my voice caught, betraying the lingering haze of desire. "Are you—still…?" I trailed off, unsure if I wanted him to answer.

Eiser chuckled, a slow, dangerous sound. "Still… what? Alive?" He leaned closer, pressing a feather-light kiss to my collarbone. "Or still intent on keeping me tethered to you?"

I pushed him lightly, laughing despite myself. "Don't be ridiculous. I—wait, are you serious? You—" My protest ended in a gasp as his hands caught mine, holding them firmly. "Eiser! Stop teasing!"

He only smiled, the dark, commanding glint in his eyes impossible to resist. "I'm not teasing," he said, his voice dropping an octave, thick with unspoken demand. "I'm reminding you… of your place here. With me."

The staff, meanwhile, remained an enigma, performing their duties with almost supernatural precision. No matter which room I entered, no matter how many times I ventured into the bathroom or the hallways, everything was immaculate. Bedding smoothed, surfaces wiped, clothes folded. Meals appeared without a sound, and yet no one was ever in sight.

"Do you ever sleep?" I asked one afternoon, noting the pristine order of everything as I stepped out of the bath. "Seriously. There's nobody here, right?"

Eiser smirked, leaning lazily against the doorway. "Perhaps they do," he said lightly, "or perhaps they simply vanish when not needed. Like fairies."

I laughed, shaking my head. "Fairies… sure. That's convenient. So, it's just us then, huh?"

He moved closer, brushing a strand of wet hair from my face, eyes glinting with that dangerous intensity. "It's always just us, my dear. No one else matters here."

Even outings beyond the manor felt suspended in a surreal intimacy. We would stroll through empty parks at dawn, climb viewpoints, and though the world moved on around us, it was as if we alone existed, caught in the rhythm of each other's presence.

"You're tired already?" he teased one morning, shading his eyes against the rising sun. "We've barely walked."

"I am not 'barely walked' tired!" I huffed, clutching my stomach as a small grumble escaped. "We climbed ten flights of stairs—don't underestimate my exhaustion!"

"You're the one who insisted on the viewpoint," he countered, smiling softly. "You wanted this."

I glared at him, a half-grin tugging at my lips. "I wanted a stroll, not a heart attack."

Then there were the moments when he returned late from business, the silence of the manor pressing down. I would pace, frustration mounting, until the door finally clicked open. Relief washed over me before my words could form.

"What took you so long?" I demanded, voice rising with equal parts irritation and longing. "You promised you'd be back early!"

He stopped in the doorway, eyes darkening with an unfamiliar intensity. "Days like today… a waste," he said, stepping closer. "You are forbidden from doing anything else for the rest of your vacation."

I opened my mouth to protest, but his sudden kiss silenced me, urgent, commanding. Muffled protests escaped as his hands drew me closer, lips claiming mine with a force that left me breathless.

"Hold on…" I gasped, trying to create space. He didn't heed me. His grip was firm, his eyes ablaze, and I realized just how unyielding he could be when he wanted something. "I said—hold on!"

He paused only slightly, a long, measured inhale softening his expression. "Are you all right? You don't seem… yourself," he said, voice lower now, almost concerned.

"Yes," I murmured, voice barely audible, my heart still racing. "I'm fine… but… you—" I stopped, realizing the impossibility of restraining him, the tension between need and control thick in the air.

Later, tangled in the sheets, heat still lingering, he traced my jaw with a feather-light touch. "What are you thinking about?"

I smiled faintly, exhausted and exhilarated. "That… you're wicked."

He chuckled, a low, satisfied sound. "And you love it," he replied, pressing his forehead against mine.

"I do," I admitted softly. "But you're… impossible. Even after all this, I still feel like there's so much about you I haven't… figured out."

"Good," he said simply, smirking. "Some mysteries are meant to remain."

Absolutely! Here's an expanded version of your scene, building it into a longer, immersive passage with detailed inner thoughts, sensory detail, and lingering tension, keeping the first-person perspective from the character who spoke the line:

🖤 A Faint Light – Expanded

The first tendrils of dawn stretched lazily across the room, seeping through the silk drapes in a haze of soft gold, painting the tall columns and the intricate patterns of the carpet in fleeting brilliance. The chamber, usually imposing in its grandeur, seemed almost intimate in the quiet of the morning. I hadn't moved. The duvet lay across me like a weightless shroud, its warmth mingling with the lingering heat of the night, leaving a damp trace on my skin that was hardly uncomfortable. The air was thick with a mixture of scents—the faint, lingering perfume she had worn the night before, the subtle hint of my own cologne, and the faint musk of sweat and silk that always clung to a night shared too closely. It was intoxicating, suffocating, and perfect all at once.

I felt the bed shift beside me, the slightest movement that betrayed her waking. A shallow intake of breath, too long by half, and I knew she was seeing me properly for the first time in hours. Perhaps minutes, though in this suspended, twilight-like moment, time had taken on an entirely different cadence. She was taking it all in, even as she tried to appear nonchalant, and I could hear the faint, surprised sound she made—the almost imperceptible gasp that was more instinct than thought. Her eyes, still hooded by sleep, traced the curve of my shoulder, followed the subtle line of muscle across my back, and lingered where the duvet slipped just enough to hint at what lay beneath. I didn't need to turn to see her expression; I could feel the intensity of her gaze, sharp and questioning, softening only with the faintest tremor of hesitation.

A slow smile tugged at my lips—not kind, not indulgent, but one of utter, comfortable victory. I let the silence stretch between us, long and taut, charged with all the unspoken truths of the night. The faint rustle of sheets, the muted sigh of her own breath, and the rhythm of our shared heartbeat were enough to fill the space between us. She whispered something, a soft, tentative sound that could have been a question, or disbelief, or both, and I allowed myself the luxury of savoring it before I spoke. My voice, low and husky, broke through the gentle hum of dawn with a precision that left no room for misinterpretation.

"You just realized that now?" I said, each word deliberate, a subtle edge of mockery threading through the huskiness. It wasn't a question—it was a statement of triumph, a quiet declaration that the game had tilted irrevocably in my favor. She thought she had been clever, poised, in control, navigating our encounters with skill and strategy, and yet here she lay, wide-eyed in my bed, a creature of instinct and realization, caught in the net she hadn't seen until the first harsh light of morning forced her gaze. Every glance, every whispered word, every carefully measured step she had taken was already beneath the sweep of my design. I had orchestrated the night, the tension, the closeness, and this morning was its inevitable consequence.

I shifted slightly, bracing an arm on the mattress to prop myself up, turning my head just enough to capture her reaction in my peripheral vision. Her brows lifted, her lips parted in silent recognition, and a flicker of incredulity crossed her features. The subtle tremor in her hand, the slight stiffening of her shoulders, and the way she drew in her breath all told me she was beginning to understand—only now, painfully, deliberately—that the pattern of our night, our encounters, the way I had moved and waited, had been no accident. I traced the faint curve of her jaw with my eyes, noting the flush creeping along her skin, the softness of her hair falling across the pillow, the way she looked both defiant and disarmed simultaneously.

Everything—the ballroom glance, the whispered command, the way I had drawn her closer and held her in that perfect tension of anticipation and surrender—had led to this. And in this fleeting, fragile moment, I could taste victory in its purest form. The game was far from over; it never would be. But for now, in the soft, golden light of dawn, in the quiet, intimate space between the end of night and the beginning of day, I had already claimed the first, most telling concession. The faint light spilling across the room only served to highlight the truth she could no longer deny: in the delicate, dangerous dance we performed, I had anticipated every step—and she was finally realizing it, too late, too vividly, and completely.

We continued our blissful isolation in the bedroom. It didn't matter when—early evening, the middle of the night, or daybreak—even as the morning sunlight shone through the curtains and we'd barely woken up. Wherever we were, whenever we were, we were busy getting our fill of each other as we wanted. Were it not for all the waiting Eiser did due to the discrepancy in our stamina, we'd have made even more memories.

I didn't think I'd end up spending my entire vacation at home... but in any case, it was quite a satisfying one.

During this time, Eiser occasionally went downstairs to tend to business, but as for myself, I did not see another soul. Not even Sui. I don't know what instructions he gave the staff, but I didn't ever catch sight of any of them, yet they performed their duties impeccably.

Whenever we left the bedroom, they somehow knew, and quickly came in to change the bedding, clean, and tidy things up. Once we returned to our room, they organized the bathrooms and put out clean clothing. And they quietly fetched us food at mealtimes.

Ah, the weather today is lovely.

I stepped onto the balcony, taking a moment to stretch and appreciate the day, feeling utterly rested and content.

Here is the next installment of the novel, maintaining the first-person perspective:

I continued to be amazed by the staff's professionalism. Whichever bathroom I stepped into, it was always in pristine condition. I haven't seen hide nor hair of anyone, so how are they getting all this done? What diligent fairies, hard at work behind the scenes.

One morning, after taking a bath and washing up, I stepped out. Whew. That was refreshing... hmm? I looked down and saw a pair of shoes. At last, I found a trace of a fairy. I see, one was just here. I was starting to find this little mystery fun.

And from time to time, when the manor felt too stifling, Eiser and I would drive out to places like parks in the early hours of the morning for a stroll. But even then, I so rarely saw other people that it was almost as if we were the only two people in the world.

On one such outing, Eiser wanted to go up to a viewpoint.

"You're already tired? We haven't even walked that much," he teased, as we stood looking out over the view.

"Of course I am! We walked up so many flights of stairs just now!" I complained, my stomach letting out a small grumble. "I said I wanted to go for a stroll, not a workout. I'm so out of breath."

"You're the one who said you wanted to come up to the lookout point," he reminded me, but his smile was soft.

Two days later...

Eiser went out in the afternoon, saying he had some business to take care of, and it was nearly dawn now. Eiser's late getting home. And after napping so much earlier, I can't sleep. The manor felt quiet and empty without him here.

I paced the room, the silence of the beautiful manor grating on my nerves. This won't do at all. He said he'd be home early! How dare he not keep his word? The gall of that man—

CLICK

The sound of the door finally opening made me stop mid-thought. Oh, there he is!

He strode into the room, looking impossibly composed in his suit, considering the time.

"What took you so long? Do you know how bored I was all day?" I complained, unable to help the grumble in my voice. "You said you'd be home early, but you took forever!"

He paused for a moment, then his face tightened slightly as he took a stride towards me. "Come to think of it, days like today are a waste for both of us." His gaze was intense. "You're forbidden from doing any more work for the rest of your vacation."

"Since we only have a few days left until we need to be back at work, perhaps we could go on a trip somewh—" I started to suggest, but the rest of my words were swallowed by his sudden, commanding kiss. Mmph!

He leaned into me, his lips silencing my protest, and then he pulled back just enough for me to breathe, his eyes holding an unfamiliar, almost frantic light.

"Ah…" I murmured, feeling the heat of his touch. He's acting a bit strange. Why is he being so impatient... and rough?

He lifted me onto the desk, his hands possessive, his kiss demanding.

"H-hold on…" I managed to gasp, trying to put some space between us.

He didn't listen, merely deepening the kiss, his grip firm on my waist.

I pushed against his chest, my voice louder now, tinged with concern. "I said... hold on for a minute!" SHOVE.

He finally paused, looking down at me, his breath ragged.

"Are you all right? You don't seem to be in a very good mood." I studied his face, the dark intensity in his eyes giving me pause. Whatever business he was tending to, it had clearly left him agitated. But I knew exactly how to fix that.

The air in the room, initially crisp with the morning light, grew heavy with an unfamiliar tension. His lips were still warm from the lingering kiss, but the way he pulled me closer was rough, impatient.

I managed a breathless thought: He's acting a bit strange. Why is he being so impatient… and rough?

"H-Hold on…" I muttered, placing a hand on his chest, but he didn't even pause. His fingers dug into my wrist, pulling my hand away from his lapel. The next thing I knew, I was being pressed back onto the massive mahogany desk, papers scattering beneath me with a quiet rustle.

"Shove! I said…" I gasped, trying to push against him. "…Hold on for a minute!"

I finally broke through his haze enough to force him to look at me. My voice was softer then, more concerned than defiant. "Are you all right? You don't seem to be in a very good mood."

He stopped, his eyes darkening. I watched his chest rise and fall in a long, deep sigh as the frantic energy finally left him. He didn't meet my eyes as he said, "Let me get washed up first."

He straightened up, his jacket settling back into place. His look was commanding, despite the recent chaos. "Wait right here."

I didn't wait long. When he returned a little while later, he was much calmer. The aggression was gone, replaced by a focused, potent intensity that seemed to burn just for me.

But he was especially passionate that morning. The sudden, dark intensity from moments before seemed to have distilled itself into a desperate need. He wanted to hear me even more than usual.

He didn't like it in the first place when I held back my voice. My every soft sound, my every whispered cry—he needed to witness them all. As he wasn't satisfied unless he could hear every single noise I made, I knew there was no hiding this time. A sharp, breathless pant escaped me. All I could manage was a soft, yielding sound: "Ah..."

The moment I managed to pull back and look into his eyes, a genuine question escaped me. "Are you all right? You don't seem to be in a very good mood."

My concern, perhaps, was what finally broke the tension. I felt his chest expand in a deep, long sigh. He seemed to gather himself, pulling away just enough to stand on his own. "Let me get washed up first." He looked down at me, his gaze firm but the edge of frustration gone. "Wait right here."

The door closed, leaving me alone in the sudden silence.

He returned a little while later, and he was much calmer. The urgency had evaporated, replaced by a devastating, focused desire. He was especially passionate that morning, however, and he wanted to hear me even more than usual.

He had always insisted on my noise; he didn't like it in the first place when I held back my voice, as he wasn't satisfied unless he could hear every single noise I made.

But he'd never been as relentless as he was being today.

He sought not just my voice, but my complete surrender. He had my finger in his mouth the whole time so that I couldn't swallow my moans—a deliberate, provocative act that forced the sounds out of me. And as if that wasn't enough, he told me to keep looking him in the eye, too. I was forced to confront the intensity of his gaze, unable to seek the oblivion of closing my eyes.

Why did he do that? What raw need did he have to witness my breakdown so explicitly?

Later, lying tangled in the sheets, the remnants of that incredible passion fading, he broke the quiet stillness.

"What are you thinking about?" he asked, tracing the line of my jaw with a feather-light touch.

I turned my head slightly, my lips curved in a small, exhausted smile. "That… you're wicked."

He laughed, a low, satisfied sound that vibrated against my skin. I studied his face, so open and tender now, yet still concealing so much. I reached out and gently touched his cheek. "I feel like parts of you still remain a mystery." The intensity he showed, the depths of his control—they were secrets I still hadn't fully uncovered.

The sharp morning light, while beautiful, was unforgiving. I turned my head, meeting his gaze with a mix of affection and slight annoyance.

"You're wicked," I repeated, but then a different worry surfaced. "But you know, I'm a bit embarrassed at the idea of our staff seeing these marks every day. Can't you... restrain yourself a little?"

He was indifferent to my plight, barely opening his eyes. "It isn't like there isn't a single person in this manor who is unaware of what we get up to in here every day. Just accept it."

I let out a quiet sigh. He had a point, infuriatingly. The hickeys are even more conspicuous in the light of day, a testament to his total lack of decorum. But I knew the routine: when I return to the bedroom after a shower, I'll find that everything's been tidied up as always—especially the area in front of the vanity and the desk.

Speaking of the desk, I sat up, pulling the sheet protectively around me. My eyes landed on the glittering, shattered remains on the Persian carpet.

"By the way," I asked, an accusatory tone creeping in, "When did that vase that was placed on the desk break? Also, all the documents I painstakingly organized are useless now..."

He finally opened an eye, a hint of a familiar smirk playing on his lips. "But you're the one who knocked over that vase."

I recoiled, ready to shout a denial. "WHEN DID I—?!" Then, I paused. The memory was frustratingly blank. The fierce passion had eclipsed all sense of surrounding. I looked at the glass, then back at him. Seems likely.

I groaned, burying my face in the pillow before pulling it back to glare at him. "That was because of you..." I muttered, the embarrassment lending fire to my final insult. "You're no better than a beast, you degenerate."

I tried to escape, but his arm tightened around me, pulling me back into his space. I gave up fighting, letting my head rest near his chest, but I pressed my request again. "Fine, fine. Now, can you let me go... so I can take a shower? Now that the deed is done, I'd like free rein of my body."

He didn't move. He simply shifted, wrapping both arms around me, his voice low and teasing. "Then do your best to escape. I like being with you like this, so I'm going to stay still."

"HEY!" I protested, a laugh bubbling out with my indignation. I was trapped, perfectly comfortable, and thoroughly annoyed.

The moment I tried to wriggle free, he only laughed.

"You do it. You're the one who wants to leave the comfort of my arms." He pulled me back, settling my head onto his shoulder. His voice dropped to that familiar, dangerous register. "Oh, but if you keep squirming like that... Hmm. I can't guarantee that I'll let you go wash up."

For God's sake… I felt the energy drain out of me, defeated by his sheer refusal to move. My irritation morphed into a pointed observation. "I thought for the longest time that you were utterly passionless. How did you manage to hold back for so long?"

My insult achieved the desired, and immediately regretted, effect. "Who are you calling passionless? I'm very—" He moved to prove the statement, and I instantly scrambled. "ACK, FINE! All right, I get it, so don't say another word!" I threw my arm over my eyes, surrendering before the demonstration began.

But even in my surrender, I felt a subtle pressure. I grabbed his hand and pulled it away from my side, staring at him incredulously. "By the way, your hands have been wandering since earlier…" I whispered, my voice thick with disbelief. "NO WAY... ARE YOU SERIOUS? Seriously, cut it out...! I can't do it anymore."

He didn't release me. He simply pressed his lips to my temple, his expression one of feigned disappointment. "How disappointing... and you were such a quick study before. Do you need a refresher lesson, perhaps?"

My mind raced through the morning's events, piecing together the true meaning of his earlier actions. A final, frustrated realization washed over me. "Unbelievable..." I let my head fall back, defeated. I see... From the moment you trapped me in your arms... you had no intention of stopping, did you?

He gave no answer, only a low, satisfied chuckle that reverberated against my collarbone. He shifted his weight, leaning his massive body against mine, turning my captivity into a crushing, yet utterly intimate, embrace.

The first tendrils of dawn, filtered through the silk drapes and the tall, ornate columns of the chamber, cast a soft, golden haze over the room. I hadn't moved. The weight of the duvet was barely noticeable against my back, which was already damp with the heat of the night.

I felt the shift in the bed beside me—the almost imperceptible sign of her waking, the shallow intake of breath that was always a fraction too long. A moment later, I heard the faint, surprised sound she made as her eyes finally registered the reality of her surroundings.

She was taking it all in: the sheer size of the room, the elaborate, almost absurdly opulent wallpaper, and then... the man next to her. Me.

I didn't turn around, but I knew the exact angle of her gaze: tracing the curve of my shoulder, the line of muscle across my back, the simple, undeniable fact that I was there.

A slow smile tugged at my lips. It wasn't a kind smile; it was one of utter, comfortable victory. I let the silence hang, heavy and charged, until she finally whispered something—a gasp of disbelief, perhaps a question about how we'd arrived here.

I inhaled deeply, the scent of expensive linen and her lingering perfume filling my lungs. I spoke, my voice low and husky from disuse, cutting through the silence with a single, challenging retort.

"You just realized that now?"

It was a statement, not a question. The irony was sweet. She thought she was so clever, so in control, and yet... it took the harsh clarity of the morning sun to make her see the obvious. Everything that had happened was exactly as I had intended, from the first glance in the ballroom to the way she was now lying wide-eyed in my bed.

I shifted slightly, bracing one arm on the mattress and finally turning my head just enough to catch her reaction in my peripheral vision. The game was far from over, but for this small, golden moment, I had already won.

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