The next week's passed in blur of searching that envelope, going with Fah and Than for buying what he needs and maybe enjoying with Than. Each day felt like an dagger to heart, each day felt like countdown for doomsday. As 2 December approached, I was standing in Than bedroom packing his bag because he wasn't home yet. Fah was calling him but he wasn't picking up.
Next day,
Me and Fah were standing at airport with Than's suitcase he was nowhere to be seen. Fah was calling him. Fah suddenly said, "where is that jerk! " Suddenly Than said, "jerk is here!!!". Than took his suitcase and gave us a quick hug and turned to leave but I called out. "Than, here take this jacket you don't have yours on. ". Than forgot he jacket and I offered mine, the pink one that Fah gave me. I felt wrong but I couldn't see than cold. Than took it and left giving me an smile.
I don't know but I felt this ache in my chest. I felt like running after him and stopping hum but didn't want to hold him back. I looked at Fah who was looking at me with tears in his eyes. It is maybe Than left. I hugged Fah, he huged me back crying harder. I knew he was sad but the reason wasn't Than. I didn't know what the reason was.