In the beginning there was nothing, complete darkness. There was nothing, however that "Nothing" was a "Void". The "Void" spread infinitely in all directions or rather, there was no up or down, left or right or anything for that matter. This was a result of a phenomenon that occurred within that abyss when something happened…
A "Presence". The origin of the "Presence" is unknown as IT wasn't created nor did IT appear from somewhere as there was nothing even before "Nothing" appeared, it's more like at first IT wasn't there and at some point, IT was. The "Presence" within was merely just that, a presence as IT had no body, no conscious or any will of its own. Emotions, desires, thoughts, IT had none of that. IT didn't even have sentient thus was unaware of Its own existence, neither alive nor dead, IT was just there existing or perhaps there's more….
In an endless void of eternal darkness, IT was there however even if one were to look, they wouldn't see, hear, or feel It as it was the "Void" itself. Then at some point It was "Aware" of its own existence and developed "Sentience", that sentience enabled IT to grow in many ways and then after all that happened, IT realized something…. IT was alone.
(Who I'm I? What I'm I? Where I'm I? Why I'm I here? How did I come to be? Why did I come to be?...This place, there is nothing, there is nowhere, there is no one.... but I'm here. It seems as though I'm the only thing that exists in this void.)
IT was alone. IT looked around and saw nothing, felt nothing, IT was surrounded by an eternal darkness where nothing else existed, truly isolated. No matter where IT searched or how long IT searched, there was nothing( but in truth there was no "Space" to search nor was there "Time" to pass by whilst searching so whether IT moved or if time actually went by was irrelevant), however this prompted It to develop a "Desire" which was to not be alone, to be amongst others and the "Ambition" to make it happen, and in order to do this IT needed to use any and everything in Its being to accomplish this.
The truth of the matter is that Its desire to not be alone stems from Its first "Emotion",( something, among other things, IT felt after gaining "Sentience"). However, the emotion itself was not "Loneliness" but rather "Boredom". Feeling lonely after being alone for however long it has been or would be (as time is irrelevant in the "Void"), would be expected but, IT only felt boredom rather than loneliness.
IT was boredom that stemmed from being unable to share all that It had discovered after gaining sentience as well as being unable to do anything else other than everything IT had already done or just being present. IT not wanting to be alone doesn't equate to IT simply wanting to be with others like IT, it meant that IT wanted to not be the only thing that "Exists" in the "Void".
Using Its consciousness, IT thought of multiple ways to escape isolation or make it such that IT was not the only thing existing in the forever expanding darkness, while simultaneously envisioning how each individual outcome will eventually end up. The different outcomes were dependent on the method used.
This was possible to achieve because IT could not only split its conscious infinitely, but also have the split consciouses operate independently from Itself as well as one another allowing IT to envision an infinite number of different outcomes depending on the method used. IT could then filter through all of them for the desired outcome. Of course, IT could not filter through all of the outcomes as they were infinite, meaning It would be filtering for infinity, but all It needed to do was look 'until' IT found the perfect or desired outcome and choose it.
Initially IT thought that at the best case scenario IT would find the perfect outcome or at the very least find multiple desired outcomes and choose among them for the best one, but unfortunately searching through an infinite outcome means that one should expect any and everything, including the possibility that things may not go as one had planned and that they may end up going in the worst possible way instead.
After filtering through an unknown number of outcomes in which almost all of them were undesirable and definitely imperfect, IT eventually found a desirable outcome and the procedure needed to bring it forth. But, it was not the perfect outcome or perhaps it was not the perfect procedure, however at that point IT felt impatient, having been searching endlessly for an outcome suitable without having found one, and so IT reluctantly chose the outcome because it was still a desirable outcome.
(I've finally found an outcome I want though.... I would have loved to get a perfect outcome but seeing as I have been searching nonstop and only manage to find one as of yet maybe I should be grateful. Finding a perfect outcome would require me to continue searching, even though I split my consciousness infinitely in order to counter and keep up with the infinite possibilities and their respective outcomes, and even after having the split consciouses operate individually, I can sync them back to my original conscious and filter the ones that have a desirable outcome from those that do not but it's still not enough, or rather, it's taking longer than I expected. For now, I'll just have to go with this outcome but as a backup, I'll continue to split my conscious and search through the infinite possibilities for the perfect outcome and commence with it once I find it.)
In the end, after having reluctantly chosen that path, IT was left with a single conclusion…... which was to "Create" an environment filled with whatever IT desires. In doing so, IT will finally attain what IT wants or at least that is what IT thought.
(If I'm alone and there's nothing anywhere, then what if I just make everything myself? If I think about how to do it, I'll find a way to do it. Well, I already know what do thanks to looking at the outcomes and procedures, now all that's left is to actually do it.)
Having come to a conclusion, IT thought of preparing ways to implement what IT needed to do and how to do it. But that does not last long as IT realises that it would better for IT to do things as IT thought about them and correct anything that needs correction at a later time, to accurately describe this, it would be impulsiveness but, in this case.…
Doing things suddenly without thinking it through or the consequences that may arise from those actions, that is what being impulsive means. But because IT was a being that could do anything and everything It wanted and ultimately get the results IT wanted in the end, can one truly describe IT as impulsive.
One might describe It as impulsive because IT does what IT wants whenever IT wants to but at the same time one can describe IT as pre-emptive as IT does things after taking the necessary steps of looking at the outcomes beforehand, or perhaps even describe It as indifferent as IT does things already knowing the outcome thus, the is no risk of things going wrong or mistakes needing correction or other things like having to confirm certain things on will they work or not.
IT only does most if not all of these things simply because IT can and not because IT needs to. Essentially one cannot simply describe IT using any one word or definition, in fact, trying to make sense of IT (what IT is? Where IT came from? Or How IT came to be? and etc) all of that is pointless as IT is beyond all Comprehension. Even I cannot fully explain what IT is or everything about IT. Explaining what IT is, is beyond what I could think of, let alone put into words. So much so that if I tried, I would end up contradicting myself on what IT is.
To put what I said above into simple perspective: IT is everything, and IT is nothing. IT is many, and IT is one. IT is all, and IT is none. IT is everywhere, and IT is nowhere. IT is there but at the same time IT is also not there.
That is what IT is, nothing but 'contradictions' served with 'illogicalreasoning' with a side of 'redundancy' and 'incomprehensibility' sprinkled on top, and don't forget cool long glass of 'inconsistency' to wash it all down. Inevitably making anything and everything about IT, defies any and all comprehension. *This is something important to note