His words rang inside the kitchen. The admittance and acceptance of his feelings made him feel lightheaded.
Lennon rubbed his back, up and down, for comfort and solidarity. Almost like no matter what Kenneth said, no matter how bad, he would never be against him. He would never judge him.
Kenneth's heart squeezed.
He really was lucky to have Lennon as a friend. And he didn't feel guilty for having him. Lennon Addams was his. Not someone he needed to share with OG Kenneth.
That thought alone gave him the courage to keep going.
"Obviously, I know what I feel for him isn't nothing. My body feels drawn to him. Like some kind of fucked magnetic pull that I have no control over. I know my body needs him. Wants him. It's just that my mind can't seem to keep up."
Lennon nodded on top of his head. "Makes sense. And it's no doubt scary."
