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Chapter 44 - Where We Don’t Have to Be Careful

We don't rush off the rooftop like something is chasing us.

There's no dramatic exit, no breathless urgency, no need to seal anything with motion. The truth already exists between us… steady, warm, real.

Jingyi breaks the quiet first.

"Do you want to go somewhere… quieter?" he asks, voice gentle, like an invitation instead of a suggestion.

I don't hesitate.

"Yes."

Not because I'm swept away.

Because I want to go.

Because I'm not running this time.

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His place is quieter than I expected.

Not sterile. Not staged. Not the kind of apartment that looks like a magazine spread designed to convince people you're a person instead of showing them you actually are one.

It's lived in.

Shoes lined slightly crooked by the door. A jacket draped over the back of a chair instead of hung neatly. A stack of scripts and lyric sheets half-organized on a low table like someone started sorting them and then got distracted by life.

Warm lighting. Simple furniture. Clean… but not precious.

I slip off my shoes and step inside, the door closing softly behind us.

For a second, we just stand there.

No cameras.

No crew.

No world.

Just the quiet hum of an apartment holding someone's real life inside its walls.

I glance around slowly, cataloging everything like a private museum exhibit titled Park Jung-hoo, Unedited.

My mouth twitches.

"This is very…" I gesture vaguely. "Normal."

He laughs under his breath. "Disappointing?"

"No," I say, amused. "Relieving. I was expecting hidden gold statues or a secret shrine to yourself."

He snorts. "I would never."

I wander a little farther in, peering at the bookshelf.

"You organized by height," I observe.

He blinks. "That's not a real system."

"It absolutely is," I say seriously. "Chaos disguised as order."

He shakes his head, smiling.

I notice a mismatched mug on the counter. A tiny crack near the handle. Something clearly kept because it matters, not because it's pretty.

I touch it lightly.

"You keep broken things," I murmur.

He watches me, expression soft.

"Only the ones that still work," he says.

Something in my chest shifts.

I turn back to him, suddenly aware of how quiet it is again… how the teasing has faded into something deeper, steadier.

The space between us closes without either of us consciously moving.

He steps closer.

Not fast.

Not cautious.

Just… inevitable.

I tilt my face up instinctively.

Our eyes meet.

And everything that needs to be said is already there.

The relief.

The trust.

The quiet thrill of choosing each other without fear.

Neither of us smiles.

We don't need to.

We lean in together.

The kiss is slow… not hungry, not rushed… just full.

Warm.

Grounded.

Like breathing in something you didn't realize you were missing until it was suddenly there.

His hand finds the back of my head, fingers gentle against my hair.

The other settles between my shoulder blades, steady and protective without being possessive.

I melt into him without thinking, my hands resting against his chest, feeling the calm strength beneath the fabric.

When we finally pull back, our foreheads touch again, breath mingling softly.

"You don't have to rush," he murmurs.

I smile faintly.

"I'm not."

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The kiss doesn't rush anywhere else.

It ends softly… not because either of us wants to pull away, but because neither of us needs more to prove anything.

We stay close, foreheads still touching, breathing in sync like our bodies are checking in with each other.

His hands don't roam.

They stay steady — one at the back of my head, the other resting warm and sure between my shoulder blades.

I realize something then.

Internal monologue:

He's not asking for more.

He's offering time.

I shift slightly, resting my forehead against his collarbone instead, the fabric warm under my cheek. His chin settles gently against the top of my head like it belongs there.

I don't feel watched.

I don't feel measured.

I don't feel like I need to be smaller or quieter or more impressive.

I just… exist.

My fingers curl into the hem of his shirt without thinking.

Not pulling.

Not claiming.

Just grounding myself.

He exhales slowly, one hand moving in a small, instinctive motion at my upper back — not a caress meant to lead somewhere… just reassurance.

"You okay?" he murmurs.

I nod.

"Yeah," I whisper. "I'm really okay."

The words feel true in a way that surprises me.

We stand like that for a while… not touching anywhere that would escalate things… not pulling away either.

The intimacy isn't about skin.

It's about being allowed to take up space without consequence.

Eventually, he shifts just enough to guide us toward the couch, his hand never leaving my back, like he's making sure I don't disappear between steps.

We sit close.

My legs fold toward him naturally. His arm rests along the back of the couch, not trapping… just there if I want it.

I lean into his side.

He lets me.

Internal monologue, quiet and steady:

This isn't being taken.

This is being held.

He finds my hand and laces his fingers into mine.

I look up at him.

His eyes hold something quiet and fierce at the same time… emotion banked beneath restraint, warmth threaded through control. The kind of intensity that doesn't rush, that doesn't need to prove itself.

I tip forward just enough to brush a gentle kiss against his chin.

Not teasing.

Not asking.

Just… touching him where the world can't intrude.

His other arm slips around my shoulders instinctively, pulling me into the shelter of his warmth. The hold isn't tight… just sure, like he's anchoring something precious instead of claiming it.

He leans in and kisses me again.

It's full.

Not hungry.

Not consuming.

Something steadier.

Something whole.

The kind of kiss that feels like recognition instead of discovery.

I lean back against the couch, tugging him with me without thinking. He follows easily, as if there was never any other direction to go.

His hand glides along the underside of my arm in a slow, unconscious motion until our fingers find each other again, fitting perfectly into place.

This is real.

This is love in its quietest… truest form.

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Later, the lights are low and the world feels far away.

We're lying side by side on his bed, the quiet stretched around us like a blanket. The city hum filters faintly through the windows, distant and unimportant.

I'm on my side facing him, one arm tucked between us.

He rests on his back, head turned toward me.

Our knees brush.

Comfortable.

Natural.

We talk quietly… not about work, not about headlines, not about tomorrow's logistics.

Small things.

Favorite late-night snacks. A ridiculous drama he secretly binged and refuses to admit publicly. The way I learned to make matcha properly instead of just shaking powder into hot water like a monster.

He laughs at that.

Soft. Unguarded.

"You're very judgmental," he says.

"Extremely," I agree calmly.

The conversation slows naturally, drifting into soft pauses and comfortable silence.

At one point he turns slightly toward me, voice quieter.

"I'm glad you asked me tonight."

"So am I," I admit.

And it's true.

I don't feel exposed.

I don't feel rushed.

I feel… held.

Safe in the kind of way that doesn't need constant reassurance.

Eventually the words thin out and the quiet takes over again.

Sleep settles gently around us.

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Morning arrives without urgency.

Soft light spills across the room, pale and warm, brushing the edges of everything like a promise that doesn't need words.

I wake slowly, aware first of warmth… then breath… then the steady rise and fall of a chest beneath my hand.

We're curled together without having planned it.

My cheek rests against his shoulder.

One of his arms is draped loosely around my back, protective even in sleep.

For a moment, I just stay there… listening to him breathe… grounding myself in the quiet reality of this.

He stirs slightly.

His eyes open.

There's no confusion.

No scrambling for composure.

Just recognition.

His gaze softens immediately when he sees me.

I lift my hand slowly and rest it against his cheek, my thumb brushing lightly along his jaw.

He leans into the touch without thinking, eyes half-closing again like a cat finding sunlight.

No words.

No need.

Just presence.

Just warmth.

Just the simple truth of two people waking up where they belong.

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