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Chapter 17 - Chapter 1: The Birth of a Past Life

The morning breeze in the village of Liraen always carried the same scent: wildflowers, freshly cut wood, and the unmistakable fragrance of dew. It was a peaceful, harmonious world—so perfect that at times it felt like a painting frozen in time.

In that world lived Astrid.

To everyone, she was a brilliant young woman, the firstborn daughter of a kind and highly respected family on the planet Vita. She grew up surrounded by laughter, books, simple tasks, and endless afternoons watching the stars paint the night sky. Nothing in her life seemed out of place.

And yet… something wasn't right.

It wasn't a thought she could clearly put into words. It wasn't a concrete idea or a missing memory. It was more like a vague sensation, like a whisper slipping into her dreams, like a word resting on the tip of her tongue that she could never quite pronounce.

That feeling had been born the very day she, as a child, found a black hat lying in the forest during a festival. It was nothing special: she saw it, she touched it, and then she forgot about it.

Or at least, that's what she believed.

Since then, an imperceptible shadow had followed her. Sometimes, when she sat alone watching the clouds drift by, she felt as though a piece of her story was missing—as if her life had begun after an ending she could not remember.

Other times, while gazing at the night sky, tears would fall down her cheeks for no reason at all, and she couldn't explain why.

But life went on.Time moved forward.

And now, Astrid was turning twenty.

The celebration was simple, yet beautiful. In Liraen, turning twenty marked the definitive passage into adulthood: there was a prayer ritual at the Temple of Twilight, followed by a gathering in the central plaza. Astrid wore a dazzling white dress adorned with small golden ribbons, and everyone congratulated her with genuine smiles.

"You've grown so much," her mother told her, embracing her tenderly. "The world is yours now, Astrid—you can choose what your purpose will be."

That last sentence unsettled her inwardly. Her purpose?

She smiled. Or at least, she tried to.

The joy was real, but… it wasn't complete.

A small part of her heart refused to celebrate, because it felt as though something was missing—something she needed in order to feel whole. But what? Why did that emptiness persist even in the happiest moments? What was her purpose?

Night fell, and with it came the end of the celebration. Astrid returned to her room, happy, yet also exhausted and uneasy. She sat by the window and gazed at the sky, now filled with stars. Each one shone as though it were illuminating her directly.

"What will I do now?" she whispered to the wind, as if expecting an answer. "What path should I follow?"

Silence was her only reply. And within that silence, the emptiness returned. It was stronger now, almost painful, as if a part of her soul were calling out from a distant place she could not reach.

She decided to go for a walk.

The night was cold, but serene. The forest surrounding the village had always been her refuge when she needed to think. She walked without a clear destination, letting her thoughts scatter among the crunch of leaves beneath her feet and the distant song of nocturnal insects.

But then she saw it.

At first, she thought it was just a firefly glowing in the darkness—but she was wrong. It was a golden light, soft and pulsing, shining deep among the trees. It didn't flicker or move. It simply waited.

Something inside her trembled. She didn't know why, but that light was calling to her—so she followed it.

With slow steps and a racing heart, Astrid ventured deeper and deeper into the forest. The darkness grew denser, the wind colder, but the light remained, growing more intense with every step.

At last, she reached a clearing.

At its center, floating just a few inches above the ground, was an object.

A golden brooch with a deep blue core, as if a fragment of the universe itself were contained within it.

And somehow, she knew that object had been waiting for her.

Astrid extended her hand, trembling. She didn't know why she was doing it. She didn't know why she felt she had to.

But the moment her fingers brushed its metallic surface, the world changed.

Everything expanded.

Her mind exploded into a million visions. She saw entire worlds spinning around impossible stars, galaxies forming and dying, realities born from nothing and collapsing in on themselves. She felt the pulse of the multiverse, heard the heartbeat of the cosmos.

And she felt—as if this had happened before, as if this object had always belonged to her—she felt that she had been chosen.

The brooch had recognized her.

She was its bearer.

Her destiny was to become the goddess of existence.

But it wasn't only knowledge that flooded her.

Images came as well… memories.

At first, brief flashes: a universe in ruins, a scream, a familiar face she couldn't identify. Then clearer scenes: herself walking between worlds, fighting, dying.

"What… is this?" she gasped, clutching her head.

The visions blended with her real memories, distorting the boundary between present and past. They were hers… and yet they weren't. They were memories that resonated in the deepest part of her being, calling to her from a place older than her own existence.

And within that mental chaos, a voice spoke.

It wasn't strange. It wasn't foreign.

It was her own voice—identical in tone and timbre… but darker, deeper, more dangerous.

A voice that sounded like an echo from an abyss that had been dormant for a long, long time—one that barely even seemed to belong to this world.

"Astrid…" the voice whispered, its tone both threatening… and excited.

Astrid's heart stopped.

The night seemed to hold its breath.

And in the center of that silent forest, something within her had just awakened.

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