Chapter 2 Part 3: Consequences and Confusion
I guided him, stumbling back to the bed, pushing him down onto Wang Li's big bed with its pale blue sheets.
I straddled his firm belly and looked down at him.
Xiaokai's eyes were hazed with lust and a near-reverent hunger, fixed on my bare breasts.
I bent and kissed his hot, chip-salty lips, my tongue clumsily probing, tangling with his inexperienced one.
At the same time, my hand fumbled at the waistband of his athletic pants, yanking them down hard with his boxers in one go!
A purplish-red, veined, glaring young shaft sprang up like a sword from its sheath!
Its size was shocking!
Thick, straight, and proud, the huge glans beaded crystal fluid, exuding a heady, young male scent.
It stood erect, bursting with primal vitality and aggression.
I drew a sharp breath.
Was… was this really a seventeen-year-old's size?
Bigger than my husband's by more than just a margin!
The visual impact pounded my heart like a drum; from deep in my body surged a fierce craving to be filled tinged with a trace of fear.
"A-Auntie…" Xiaokai squirmed with embarrassment and urgency as he watched me stare at him down there.
I snapped back, forcing down the quiver in my chest.
Don't forget the "education" objective!
I reached into my coat pocket for the condom I'd prepared an iron rule agreed with Wang Li: absolutely no pregnancy!
"Watch closely, Xiaokai," I panted, tearing the wrapper, my voice hoarse with desire but clinging to a thread of clarity. "This is a condom. Before a man and woman… do this, it must be worn. It protects you and the other person. Remember?" As I spoke, I clumsily rolled the transparent rubber down over his daunting girth.
It was tight going on; the heat and throb beneath made my fingers weak.
"R-remember…" Xiaokai nodded wildly, eyes glued to the mysterious valley between my spread thighs already swampy, the petals parted to show inviting pink within.
He bucked impatiently, the thick head rubbing my inner thigh and sending shivers.
"And… be gentle… be respectful…" I panted, but his urgent prodding broke my words apart.
Gritting my teeth, I knew the arrow was nocked and had to fly.
I steadied that monstrous, condom-sheathed girth, still frighteningly thick, and aimed it at my flooded, yearning entrance.
"Ah… slower… Xiaokai… it's too big…" I gasped as I slowly sank my hips.
When that massive, blazing head, with the faint drag of latex, forced my tight, slick entrance open, a fierce surge of fullness, stretched to tearing, flooded me!
Though my body was wet enough, the size… far exceeded what I'd expected!
I couldn't help tossing back my head with a long moan, threaded with pain and immense satisfaction!
"A-Auntie… so tight… so hot…" Xiaokai also let out a breath of extreme pleasure, his hands gripping my bare waist instinctively, fingers digging in.
Charged with youthful explosiveness, he began thrusting up wildly, with no rhyme or reason, even before I adapted to that terrifying invasion!
"Ah! Gentler! Sl slower!" He pounded me so hard my body surged like a small boat in a storm.
That young, thick, vigorous shaft, with its alarming length and hardness, speared my core with every savage drive!
The latex friction didn't dull the pleasure; it added a strange stimulation.
A long-starved body, so fiercely filled and battered, surged with tidal waves of ecstasy!
The intense tingling spread quickly from our joining to everywhere; every cell screamed!
"Auntie… you're amazing… so good…" Xiaokai panted, eyes wild, like a tireless cub who knew only to thrust and sprint by instinct.
His hands squeezed my jouncing breasts haphazardly, leaving red marks; his lips mouthed wet bites along my neck, shoulders, and chest.
His youthful stamina was boundless; each slam was fast and hard, spearing my core to numbness, fluids splashing, making obscene, wet sounds.
"Ah… ah… Xiaokai… so deep… hitting it…" I cried out without restraint, my hands braced on his solid chest as my body rose and fell with his fierce rhythm.
My hair flew, and sweat traced down my temples.
Overwhelming shame mixed with an unprecedented peak of surrender to a youthful body, drowning me completely.
I moved my hips proactively, meeting each fierce entry, grinding that thick girth against the most sensitive spot deeper inside.
"Auntie… I… I'm gonna… gonna cum…" Xiaokai's panting turned more frantic; his movements grew fiercer, more out of control, his hips pile-driving like a machine!
He clamped my waist in a death grip, fingers pinching painfully; his body drew taut like a fully drawn bow.
"Cum… cum inside… the… condom's on…" I panted, lost in delirium, my body also stretched to the limit an intense urge-to-pee wave crashed with annihilating bliss!
"Ah !" Xiaokai roared like a beast and slammed up with all his might!
The thick shaft throbbed and swelled violently inside me!
Torrent after scalding torrent pounded my deepest core through the condom!
The pleasure of that hot flood blasting my center was the final straw snapping me!
"Ugh ah !" I reached the peak together with him!
My body seized and convulsed; it was as if countless currents exploded deep in my core and a warm liquid spurted uncontrollably from my urethra, dousing his still-spraying glans!
The tidal wave of climax washed over every inch of nerve; my vision went white, my mind a blank, leaving only my body's violent shudders and mindless moans.
Xiaokai clutched me hard, his body still twitching with aftershocks, panting heavily, his face wearing a satisfied yet vacant confusion.
That condom-sheathed, still half-hard monster remained buried deep in my muddy, slick body, pulsing faintly.
The room reeked of the sharp musk of sex, and our heavy breaths.
After quite a while, the aftershocks ebbed.
Shame and emptiness rushed back in a wave.
Struggling off him, my legs nearly gave way under me.
Below was a wreck mixed fluids of arousal, sweat, and the semen trapped in the condom, sticky and twitching faintly.
I yanked the sheet over and wiped haphazardly.
Xiaokai sat up too, looking at his still half-erect shaft sheathed in a condom slick with fluids, then at me; his face flushed and paled in turns, his eyes complicated satisfaction, confusion, and a faint, hard-to-detect attachment and… possessiveness?
No!
This can't be!
I snapped back to the "education" objective.
Forcing down the bodily weakness and inner turmoil, I grabbed the coat from the floor and wrapped myself, then sat on the bed's edge, trying to speak in a gentle, motherly tone:
"Xiaokai," my voice was still husky from spent desire, "did… that feel good just now?"
Xiaokai lowered his head, not daring to look at me, nodding awkwardly, the tips of his ears still red.
"Remember what Auntie said," I took a deep breath to steady my voice. "First, condoms every time, no exceptions! That's the baseline! For yourself and for the girl. Second, respect your partner. Just now… when Auntie asked you to slow down, you should've slowed don't only think of your own pleasure, understand? Third, this kind of thing is based on both sides being willing never force it! Got it?"
Xiaokai raised his head, his gaze a bit more serious, and nodded: "Mm, got it, Auntie."
"And," I looked at his young face, my heart a jumble of feelings, "the outside world is complicated; those places… are dirty and dangerous. Don't try things just out of curiosity. Protect yourself and… value yourself." Saying that, I even felt the irony.
"Mm, I know, Auntie." His voice was low with a strange docility. He hesitated, then suddenly whispered: "Auntie… can I… hug you again?"
I froze, then seeing the cautious attachment in his eyes, felt a stab in my heart.
I sighed and didn't refuse opened my coat and pulled him into my arms.
He instantly clung to me like a small animal seeking warmth, hugging my waist tight, burying his face in my chest still marked with sweat and kisses, greedily breathing in my scent.
The hug lasted a long time. Until I thought I heard footsteps outside (perhaps an illusion), I started and pushed him away.
"Alright, Xiaokai, Auntie has to go." I stood, straightened my coat, tied the belt tight, and concealed the mess beneath.
A dull ache still throbbed between my thighs, reminding me how insane what had just happened was.
Leaving Wang Li's place, I leaned against the cold wall; my legs were still weak.
The fullness and pleasure of being utterly filled and pounded by that youthful girth lingered deep in my body, but in my heart yawned a gaping hole filled with icy shame and emptiness.
I had betrayed my husband; I had defiled the title of mother; I… I had done that with a boy the same age as my son!
Just then, I saw Wang Li coming out of my building as well.
Her face was pale, hair a bit disheveled, lipstick smeared, her eyes similarly evasive and complicated.
From afar at the apartment entrance we looked at each other, neither speaking nor approaching.
That one glance held too much unspeakable: shame, regret, a twisted hint of satisfaction, and confusion and fear of what lay ahead.
Then, like two most-familiar strangers, we lowered our heads and hurried to our own doors, as if chased by evil spirits.
Accompanying Study Mom: Swapping Sons Chapter Three: The Out-of-Control "Education"