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Chapter 29 - I need more of power

Yeah, let's do it again but, uh, this time, uh, let's go full psycho

Yeah, I just want to drink tequila with my friends

She said she cheated 'cause she's tryna get ahead

The more I read it, yeah, the more I take offense

I'm so defeated, I can't get outside my head

I post a picture of myself 'cause I'm lonely

Everyone knows what I look like

Not even one of them knows me

Yeah, I just want to drink tequila with my friends

I'm so defeated I just want this shit to end

So I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I'm talkin' to myself, shit, now they think I'm crazy

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me (everybody hates me)

Like everybody hates me

Like everybody hates me (everybody, yeah)

I'm a product of the internet

And now I'm face to face with all the voices in my head

I can't even check the time without facing regret

Why do I still have to mean everything I ever said

And I'm not trying to be like "poor me," I made it

I'm just trying to stay normal now that they know what my name is

Yeah, I just want to drink tequila with my friends

Yeah they're the reason that I still am who I am

So I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I'm talkin' to myself, shit, now they think I'm crazy

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me (everybody hates me)

Like everybody hates me

Like everybody, everybody hates me (everybody, yeah)

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

I walk into the club like, everybody, yeah

Everybody (everybody)

I walk into the club like, everybody, yeah

Everybody (everybody)

I walk into the club like, everybody hates me

Everybody, yeah, everybody

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I'm from the east side of America

Where we choose pride over character

And we can pick sides, but this is us, this is us, this is

I live on the west side of America

Where they spin lies into fairy dust

And we can pick sides, but this is us, this is us, this is

And don't believe the narcissism

When everyone projects and expects you to listen to 'em

Make no mistake, I live in a prison

That I built myself, it is my religion

And they say that I am the sick boy

Easy to say, when you don't take the risk, boy

Welcome to the narcissism

Where we're united under our indifference

And I'm from the east side of America

Where we desensitize by hysteria

And we can pick sides, but this is us, this is us, this is

I live on the west side of America

Where they spin lies into fairy dust

And we can pick sides, but this is us, this is us, this is

I am the, I am the, I am the sick boy

I am the, I am the, I am the sick boy

They say that I am the sick boy

And they call me the sick boy

Don't believe the narcissism

When everyone projects and expects you to listen to 'em

Make no mistake, I live in a prison

That I built myself, it is my religion

And they say that I am the sick boy

Easy to say, when you don't take the risk, boy

Welcome to the narcissism

Where we're united under our indifference

Feed yourself with my life's work

How many likes is my life worth?

Feed yourself with my life's work

How many likes is my life worth?

Feed yourself with my life's work

How many likes is my life worth?

Feed yourself on my life's work

How many likes is my life worth?

I'm from the east side of America

I am the, I am the, I am the sick boy

I live on the west side of America

I am the, I am the, I am the sick boy

I'm from the east side of America

They say that I am the sick boy

I live on the west side of America

Yeah, they call me the sick boy

I am the, I am the, I am the sick boy

I am the, I am the, I am the sick boy

They say that I am the sick boy

Yeah, they call me the sick boy

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I've been reading books of old

The legends and the myths

Achilles and his gold

Hercules and his gifts

Spiderman's control

And Batman with his fists

And clearly I don't see myself upon that list

But she said, where'd you wanna go?

How much you wanna risk?

I'm not looking for somebody

With some superhuman gifts

Some superhero

Some fairytale bliss

Just something I can turn to

Somebody I can kiss

I want something just like this

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Oh, I want something just like this

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Oh, I want something just like this

I want something just like this

I've been reading books of old

The legends and the myths

The testaments they told

The moon and its eclipse

And Superman unrolls

A suit before he lifts

But I'm not the kind of person that it fits

She said, where'd you wanna go?

How much you wanna risk?

I'm not looking for somebody

With some superhuman gifts

Some superhero

Some fairytale bliss

Just something I can turn to

Somebody I can miss

I want something just like this

I want something just like this

I want something just like this

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Oh, I want something just like this

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo

Where'd you wanna go?

How much you wanna risk?

I'm not looking for somebody

With some superhuman gifts

Some superhero

Some fairytale bliss

Just something I can turn to

Somebody I can kiss

I want something just like this

Oh, I want something just like this

Oh, I want something just like this

Oh, I want something just like this

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Fighting flames of fire

Hang onto burning wires

We don't care anymore

Are we fading lovers?

We keep wasting colors

Maybe we should let this go

We're falling apart, still we hold together

We've passed the end, so we chase forever

'Cause this is all we know

This feeling's all we know

I'll ride my bike up to the road

Down the streets right through the city

I'll go everywhere you go

From Chicago to the coast

You tell me, "Hit this and let's go

Blow the smoke right through the window"

'Cause this is all we know

'Cause this is all we know

'Cause this is all we know

Never face each other

One bed, different covers

We don't care anymore

Two hearts still beating

On with different rhythms

Maybe we should let this go

We're falling apart, still we hold together

We've passed the end, so we chase forever

'Cause this is all we know

This feeling's all we know

I'll ride my bike up to the road

Down the streets right through the city

I'll go everywhere you go

From Chicago to the coast

You tell me, "Hit this and let's go

Blow the smoke right through the window"

'Cause this is all we know

'Cause this is all we know

'Cause this is all we know

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Bend your chest open so I can reach your heart

I need to get inside, or I'll start a war

Wanna look at the pieces that make you who you are

I wanna build you up and pick you apart

Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you inside out

Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna pick your brain and get to know your thoughts

So I can read your mind when you don't wanna talk

And can I touch your face before you go?

I collect your scales but you don't have to know

Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you inside out

Let me see the dark sides as well as the bright

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you inside out

(Your love, inside out)

I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you inside out

Inside out

(Your love, inside out)

I'm gonna love, I'm gonna love you inside out

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna love you

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I just moved into your head

Gonna stay here for a while

Little bits of life within

Every time you smile

I don't mean no disrespect

Got my shoes on in your bed

Put my picture on your wall

I'm the riddle you can't solve

I just moved into your head

Gonna stay here for a while

Taking up my head space, sleeping in your brain

I swear this boy is deadly, he loves these silly games

When is it enough? Will it ever be enough?

We keep each other entertained (playing these, playing these)

Playing these, playing these mind games

(Mind games, mind games)

Playing these, playing these mind games

(Mind games, mind games)

I see when you think of me

You silly little freak (you silly little freak)

Changing channels in your dream

At night when you sleep (at night when you sleep)

Kick my feet up, watch the show

Turn your mind into my own

Love the way I pull your strings

I'm controlling everything

I just moved into your head

Gonna stay here for a while

Taking up my head space, sleeping in your brain

I swear this boy is deadly, he loves these silly games

When is it enough? Will it ever be enough?

We keep each other entertained (playing these, playing these)

Playing these, playing these mind games

(Mind games, mind games)

(Playing these, playing these)

You know all my buttons and you pressed 'em

I'm in your head planting thoughts, did I mention?

Maybe we just do it for attention

Made up all the rules to perfection

Back and forth, you and I feel the tension

I'ma rewire our connection

Taking up my head space, sleeping in your brain

I swear this boy is deadly, he loves these silly games

When is it enough? Will it ever be enough?

We keep each other entertained (playing these, playing these)

Taking up my head space, sleeping in your brain

I swear this boy is deadly, he loves these silly games

When is it enough? Will it ever be enough?

We keep each other entertained (playing these, playing these)

Playing these, playing these mind games

(Mind games)

(Playing these mind games)

Playing these (playing these), playing these mind games

(Mind games)

(Playing these mind games)

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[MC Ren]

Yeah, y'all know what the f*ck this is

Emcee motherfuckin' Ren up in this bitch, nigga

Yeah, all y'all bitch-ass niggas out here talkin' all that shit

We 'bout to drop this motherfucker on y'all like this

Punk ass niggas out here, nigga

We some Southland Killers in this motherfucker

[MC Ren]

Niggas all across town, all up in the suburbs

While niggas makin' faces like The Rock on the curb

Nigga People's Elbow, the loud-mouthed hold

And groupie niggas bangin' for passes to the show (Can I get in?)

Big-ass cheques wit' plenty of O's (O's)

And hos wit' big lips doin' what they supposed (yeah)

Didn't have shit till I started to bust

And y'all got shit 'cause of my balls are cussed

Ren and Cypress Hill - they ain't liver than us

Nigga legendary villain, who started the fuss

Nigga double glock, cocked, get your shit rocked

Get your crib knocked, nigga, have that rib popped

Under bosses and trouble; they under my rubble

Clone motherfuckers always the villain like The Hubble

F*ck your bubble; I bust them shits

Plaques and shit, grab my dick, spit these hits

[Chorus]

All my niggas, do you want to ride wit' us? (Do ya want to ride wit us?) (Killers!)

Throw your clips up, man, we's about to bust (man, we's about to bust) (Killers!)

Cypress Hill click, yeah, we ready for war (yeah, we ready for war) (Killers!)

All y'all niggas better just hit the floor (Killers!)

[King Tee]

I'm close to the best thing on the West Wing

Blown out your set, flames when the best sing

It's a rep thing; haters feel they chest pain

They feel it in they heart: I was there to test things

Didn't arrest aim, the bullet-proof vest came

These niggas shoot first, then askin' check names

It's less strain

It's all real; I bet fame; it's a chess game

Wrong move and it's checkmate (That's right)

I might sound funny out here

But, really, niggas get money out here

And, hey, everyday is sunny out here

So listen, don't play dummy out here

King try for bust, make your whole pack run

Stacked enough cash, so now I stack guns

Fat ones, all cold and black ones

Southland Killin' - it's just how that's done

[Chorus]

[Sen Dog and B-Real]

You can try to ride with the Hill, lie on the Hill

When your shit talks is when die on the Hill

We get hot on the heel, rely on the steel

When your paper gets pulled, and you design is steeled

Like you, signed the deal, or signed over your will

Busters get slayed!

[B-Real]

When you f*ck around with Real

Take time to feel what I'm tellin' you hos (tellin' you hos)

You couldn't f*ck around with me if I was sellin' you blows

Just goes to show the incredible skill tell

Bitch nigga, now you trapped under my wig well

Gettin' trampled, dumped on, and thumped on

Scraped on the six-five with the hand on the pump song

[Sen Dog]

Don't even f*ck with these Southland grands

We the vatos that run on Los Angeles

Call me Mad Dog if you think you know me

If you're not sure, then turn around and leave slowly!

[Chorus]

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Yay, Yay

Wassup Kay Slay, Its the big homie E A Ski

Ya know, And I brought some West Coast riders with me

That'll ride on ya bitch ass

You got a problem with Kay, You got a problem with us nigga

Ya know, Got MC Ren and the West Coast Kam

Hey yo Ren spit it

[MC Ren]

Nigga who tryin' to f*ck with the Ville'

Grab my dick, F*ck this trick and slay my scrill

Slap the taste right outta ya grill

When I'm fuckin' with Kam and Ski nigga shit is fa real

Straight blastin' fools with these West Coast shots

Compton and Watts, My Bay niggaz got glocks

Niggas runnin' an yellin' an screamin' an shit an cussin'

Ren smoked a blunt while Ski and Kam was bustin'

Now you bitch ass niggas ain't sayin' nothin'

When we pull to the curb, Nigga stop gruntin'

This West Coast shit, can't be fucked with

Or duplicated, You bitches can hate it

Motherfucking villain is back with Ski

While he blast with his back to me

West Coast drive-by, it happens like everyday

Bitch ass motherfuckers gettin' chased away

It go

[Chorus: MC Ren]

Woop, Woop

That's them fuckin' police

Woop, Woop

Them bitches comin' for me

You know the West gone ride

Nigga hit 'em up

Bitches run from the drive-by

When we pass by

Nigga

Woop, Woop

That's them fuckin' police

Woop, Woop

Them bitches comin' for me

You know the West gone ride

Nigga hit 'em up

Bitches run from the drive-by

When we pass by

[E A Ski]

I've been known for the AK, Glocks, and Tech's

Hit ya block up, Leave a nigga soakin' wet

So I'd watch niggas scatter like roaches with the lights on

You on the block, But you won't make it back home

You better hope that this bullet got God in it, (Pray)

And I miss, When I got my fuckin' eye on it

And I'm shootin' to blow the back and the spine out

It's all real, I would hate for you to find out

Who the f*ck makes it happen

It's West Side nigga, This drive-by is what's crackin'

And the corners is gettin' caught off

The funeral homes is gettin' rich off the costs

Dogg, Lay you flat down

Empty out the clips 'til you hear the (Click) sound

Uh-huh, You better know who the f*ck you dealin' with, (Who's that)

It's Mr. Ski, The West Coast Kill-A-Bitch

[Chorus]

[Kam]

Niggas hate me for the bank I'm foldin'

The rank I'm holdin'

The dank I'm polin'

They just hate to see a gangsta rollin'

I gutter ball like I'm bowling, Collectin' my ends

Tryin' to throw strikes at all these redneck white pins

In the Beamer or the Benz, Wagon or the truck

Till my people delivered, Man I don't give a f*ck

Stay pushin' the line with mine

Treat peeps I'm with good

Anti-Hollywood and I keep my shit hood

A true thug, Ya gotta admit it

I bail into a club tennis shoes, jeans, white tee and a fitted

Tryin' to get it crackin', whats up, I'm sayin'

You tryin' to go or what, I mean, you playin'

Dyke girls actin' like niggas, Niggas actin' like bitches

So I just kick back and keep stackin' my riches

Focus on my chips and give niggaz real talk

So bloods can skip to it and the Crips can still walk

[Chorus]

[MC Ren]

It go

Woop, Woop

That's them fuckin' police

Woop, Woop

Them bitches comin' for me

You know the West gone ride

Nigga hit'em up

Bitches run from the drive-by

When we pass by

Nigga, When we pass by

Nigga, When we pass by

You bitches run from the drive-by

Drive-by, Bitches run from the drive-by

Drive-by

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