The next day▬
I wake up... to the sound of rushing water.
*splash*
*splash*
I sit up, groaning.
"Ugh…"
My head still hurts. I rub my eyes and look around.
The sun coming through the hull window is bright.
I throw off the blanket and get out of bed, my movements a bit unsteady.
(It seems onee-chan's gone.)
I look down at myself and sigh.
I'm still wearing the kimono from last night. I must have been too tired to take it off before bed.
"I'm drenched..." I mutter to myself.
Even my feet feel clammy.
"I need to take a shower..."
I quickly make my way into the bathroom in my room.
Turning on the water and adjusting the temperature until it's just right, I prepare for a relaxing shower.
As the water warms, I begin to undress, my fingers fumbling with the knot of my kimono.
*slip*
The fabric slides off my shoulders and pools around my feet.
I step out of the kimono, leaving it in a heap on the floor.
Walking inside the shower, I turn to face the cool tile wall.
I reach up and adjust the shower head, angling the water towards my back.
*click*
The water starts to flow - cascading over my body in a warm stream.
*sigh*
It feels so good...
I close my eyes, letting the water wash away the sweat and impurities of the past few days.
The water runs down my back, tracing the curve of my spine, and flowing over my buttocks.
It's hard to believe humans built boats like this.
So many useful conveniences that I never had access to.
My hands instinctively reach up to untangle my long black hair, the waist-length strands clinging wetly to my shoulders and back.
The sensation is heavenly.
"Ah..." I tilt my head back, letting the warm water cascade over my face, washing away the last traces of sleepiness.
The water streams down my cheeks, over my closed eyelids, and down to my neck.
I reach to grab the shampoo onee-chan bought, and squeeze a generous amount into my hands.
*squish*
I rub my hands together.
"Even this human convenience is so... enjoyable."
I start to massage the shampoo into my scalp.
My fingers work their way through my hair, massaging my scalp and working the shampoo down to the ends.
I can't help but smile.
This is so much better than washing in a river.
After that, I grab the soap; the cool bar fits in my palm.
As I start to rub the soap all over my body, a fresh scent fills the air.
*rub*
*rub*
I start with my neck, then work my way down, rubbing between my breasts, feeling the warmth.
The soap feels soft against my skin.
It feels strange; I'm not used to this kind of comfort.
I continue to rub the soap all over my body, paying special attention to my breasts, my stomach, and my thighs.
The water continues to flow, washing away the foam and leaving my skin feeling clean and refreshed.
"Mmm..." I moan softly, my body relaxing even further under the warm water.
Lastly, I begin washing my feet...
I spend a bit of time massaging the bottom of my feet.
They are surprisingly sensitive.
I make sure to wash between my toes and even up the heels of my feet.
"That feels so good..." I mumble under my breath, completely losing myself in the moment.
After I'm done cleaning both my feet, I decide to wash everything off.
I reach out and turn off the water.
I hear the water going down the drain.
"Ah..." I shiver slightly as the last of the warm water disappears.
I step out of the shower, and I instantly notice my fogged reflection on the mirror.
...I quickly wipe the fog away.
"...!" I stare intently at my reflection.
They really got bigger! They're bigger than usual—significantly bigger!
What is going on?
My hands involuntarily cup my breasts, gently squeezing them.
The softness... The fullness... It's almost overwhelming.
I trace the curve of my breasts, my fingers caressing the under curve.
*boing*
They jiggle slightly with my movement and feel sensitive.
And then, there's my inverted nipples...
My heart clenches at the sight.
It's... embarrassing... They're so different from onee-chan's perfect breasts...
I glance at the mole on the outer side of my left breast, approximately two centimeters below the inverted nipple and slightly towards the left side.
(Onee-chan's mole is just... cute... Why does mine have to be here?)
Yet—
I...
I place my hands on the mirror and lean in, my face inches away from my reflection.
Mmm… Despite my insecurities… there's a strange sense of pride… I can't explain.
My breasts are big. And they're mine.
Even with the mole and the inverted nipples… They're still mine... And onee-chan always compliments them.
A desire for myself rises within me...
I gaze at my body, my eyes slowly tracing every curve and contour.
My training with Lenah and Onee-chan has really helped me.
Even though I'm still self-conscious about certain parts of my body, I can't deny that I'm… attractive.
Unconsciously,
My right hand starts to make its way down my chest, slowly caressing my stomach, feeling the warmth of my skin.
I trace the gentle contours of my abs, pausing for a moment to press lightly on my belly button.
My fingers continue their journey downwards until they reach my most intimate spot. I feel the wetness, the heat, and the anticipation building within me.
"Hngh..." I moan softly, my breath hitching in my throat.
(Ah… I shouldn't.)
I try to pull my hand away, but my body refuses to obey. The desire is too strong, too overwhelming.
It feels wrong, but it's also… good…
I shouldn't… I can't… But I want to… badly…
Before I do anything further, I snap out of it and quickly retract my hand.
I grip the sides of the sink, trying to regain control of myself.
"What am I doing?" I whisper, my voice trembling with shame.
I can't let myself get lost in these thoughts. Not now.
I need to get dressed and focus on what's ahead.
But still... I can't deny the thrill that coursed through me, the undeniable pleasure that I felt.
The desperate touch of my own hand... The way my body responded…
It was… thrilling.
And unsettling.
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