-Abaddon's last warble to the heavenly court
I couldn't but to keep watching her and i who could do any thing
something in her felt unfair. as i look in to her misery who want to sing
such a Quiet child i see. yet why her smile taken by those in stink
i'm the god's eraser , the heaven despoiler but why my heart won't let it sink
oh~ my heart have you skipped a beat when you lost in her beauty
i will approach her sunny heart who lay in that wild spot after rough day .
"lighth . lighth . are you lighth really" she really said when notice me
do you see god ? i who you create from dark, i who all the bright escape from.
this one call me light. she couldn't even spilling it right as she Lisping the t
she tried to sleep so she won't starve as your food went all to the most bad
i wished all court ware there to see what i saw in her eyes
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"yes . . . i'm light my deer"
light ? . . .
i'm the dark , i'm the destroyer but when i saw the tears in her eyes she barely makes as she thirsty . I'd be the light to her if she wish .
"lighth . i call you every nighth why do you lathe ?" she Sob break my last sanity you put in me , god . . .
"i . . . i'm sorry my deer" , ask those angel who saw me destroy all the civilizations , who saw me fuel the hell to burn all that i didn't like ,
ask them and i know you already know, did i apologies once or felt sorry?
"please . don'th leave me lighth" she hug my leg so i wrap her with my wings that all know how many got ripped beneath them.
i create a safe area to her that your Michaël won't have the dare to conquer.
i still remember her dry lips , just ask you greatest oceans or your mightiest clouds how trampled they ware after i look at them for letting her thirst.
they all beg to be in my finger tip to quenched her thirst before i vanish them.
"emmh. . thank .mh. you . ." she suckle on my finger like the pure baby she is. . .
she tries to rest her head on my hand after she drink. she said no thing
her eyes who speak every thing.
held her to see her face Expressions gets relax
i think that what save the exist from me that day.
a curse child you all said. fated to be a sacrifice to devil ?
is that why she hadn't parents to name her.
or is that why all abounded her or beat her.
she just born and every possible Ordeals hit her.
if that so .. .. .. i'm ready to let every one mistake me for the devil if that mean she is mine .. .. .. ..
but tell me god something i don't know yet.
my happiness is world-wide misery
i put all ills in to my malice
why do i feel something out of remedy
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"lighth . . . can you name me" she ask like it is the most impossible dream she could think of . . .
i kiss her forehead. but whatever i couldn't match her lovingness
she . . . she is a perfect the most prefect of you all.
"i call you"
"mery . . ."
"merysue . . . "
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"you . . . you alive , lighth !"