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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13 - The Price of Breathing

Zariah had grown used to silence that wasn't actually silent.

Silence created by a lack of sound is calm. The kind that had filled the penthouse tonight was layered, tense, padded with intent — a hush that watched you back, that measured your breathing and questioned why you were breathing at all.

The ICE vault doors had sealed behind them hours ago, locking out footsteps but not consequence. Adrian had said it himself: a student could be trained by threats, but a participant is shaped by them. And Zariah was past shaping — she was crystallizing into something new and dangerous, and even fear was having trouble keeping up.

The monitors glowed a low blue when they returned to the surveillance room. Adrian didn't pull up feeds immediately. Instead, his eyes stayed on her face like he was memorizing a formula written in expressions rather than numbers.

"What?" Zariah snapped, arms crossing defensively. "Do I have something on my face? Blood? Destiny? Emotional bankruptcy?"

"Hunger," Adrian answered. "And a problem."

"Oh, I have many problems," she scoffed. "Have you read my life catalog? It's 90% messed up decisions and 10% unforeseen hostile encounters. Which one are we discussing now?"

Adrian's fingers brushed the console finally, and the monitors split into nine panes with rapid transitions, each view shifting like a chessboard caught mid-attack. "They want you extracted through the roof," he explained. "Between two windows. 0600 and 0700. In less than five hours."

Zariah blinked at him incredulously — the first blink she had allowed in a while. "So that's it then? My life gets scheduled like a corporate meeting? 'Kindly RSVP at sunrise for your kidnapping?'"

Adrian ignored the wit but not the pain beneath it. "You fight with jokes when death is close, but you analyze with silence when it is immediate."

"Yeah?" she whispered, leaning in slightly. "And what do I do when it's five hours out?"

"You move," he said. "Fast."

There it was again. Move. But movement had levels too.

Zariah stood straighter, letting the tremor of uncertainty run through her only once before suppressing it. "Then start the war briefing, Volkov."

Adrian pulled up a schematic — stark lines, no decorative labels, only functional routes. Every passage was coded in cold numerals and risk pathways. Roof access. Elevator control. Emergency shaft. Ventilation climb. External edge traversal. And one asset tag blinking with slow urgency:

Liability Node — Family Collateral Point 1

The cousin had done more than fail her — he had become her punctuation mark, the comma introducing her into a sentence she couldn't easily exit.

"He sold access to your identity through liability," Adrian explained softly. "Not through affection. The systems that want you aren't sentimental. They're efficient."

Zariah stared at the flashing tag, cold realization sweeping through her. "So even if he ever loved me, it meant nothing against convenience."

"Precisely."

Zariah exhaled sharply. "Why do powerful people always phrase betrayal like breakfast facts?"

"Because it is ordinary to them," Adrian said.

"But not to me," she whispered.

Adrian paused again — properly this time — allowing her the weight of her own grief appointment. Zariah turned away slightly, walking over to the window near the console. The city lights outside glittered, awfully bright for a world so dark inside. It made her realize a brutal truth: innocence doesn't die loudly, it vanishes quietly. And she had lost hers somewhere between debt repayment notes and midnight intrusion lessons.

"What if I'm not enough?" she suddenly asked, voice low.

Adrian didn't approach immediately. He let those words hang like frost before heat. "Enough for me, or enough for survival?"

"Both," she confessed. "Or neither… I don't know anymore."

Adrian walked over finally, boots shifting faintly against ICE-flooring. He stood beside her, not in front. Not behind. Beside. Which meant this was no longer a protection lecture; it was a co-conspirator moment.

"You are not becoming enough, Zariah," he said. "You are becoming inevitable. Which scares them more than competence does."

Zariah looked up at him sharply. "Inevitable like?"

He tapped two fingers gently against the reinforced glass, staring out into the cold horizon. "Like winter that refuses invitation, but arrives anyway."

Zariah swallowed hard.

That metaphor connected in a way the ICE grids couldn't.

She wasn't a learner anymore. She was weathering a storm built with human intent, and she was about to flip the climate.

Her eyes narrowed. "Then show me the path to the roof."

"You won't like it."

She scoffed. "I told you already. Exhausting is my default operating system. Proceed."

Adrian pulled up the route. She saw it — and felt her jaw lock.

The penthouse roof wasn't one door away. It was layered through vertical traversal with blind spots and external ledge crossover. No elevator straight to safety. No simple dash. Just calculated human movement with pressure points and exposure risk.

"You will climb," Adrian said. "Through the auxiliary ventilation shaft. Drop into the service spine. Traverse the eastern perimeter ledge. Then access the roof door from an unseen angle."

Zariah laughed incredulously. "Ah. The Spiderman-with-debt method. My enemies probably won't see me coming because who assumes collateral can climb walls?"

"That's the point," Adrian said. "ICE expects you to run or freeze. It does not expect you to ascend."

"Well," she smirked, "unfortunately for ICE, my anxiety walks me awake at 3AM so heights are just extreme altitudes of trust issues, let's do it."

Adrian gave that faint approving nod again. "I'll also move with you. But through an alternate route. Timing synchronized. You lead yourself. I intercept if necessary, but this is your climb."

Zariah's pulse thundered. "What if they're faster now?"

"They're not faster," Adrian said. "They're impatient. Impatience is how predators lose games they already filed as won."

Zariah nodded slowly.

Rage and strategy tasted the same at that moment — metallic, powerful, addictive.

"Time me," she said quietly. "I want to know how fast I ascend when I stop asking myself questions."

Adrian smirked softly, pressing a button. "You've already stopped asking."

The climb was harder than punishment, easier than surrender.

The ventilation shaft was tight and humming, metal cold against her palms, air hissed through ducts like whispering warnings she chose to ignore. Zariah's body moved while her mind diagrammed patterns. Adrian had taken his route at her signal. She had to do this — motherless and uncollected, participant and unpawned.

Her breath fogged the vent, teeth clenched, muscles screaming but her mind had gone calm — terrifyingly, gloriously calm.

This was the part where heroes panic in old survival stories.

But Zariah was rewriting approach — analyzing motion and breath, not pleading for air.

She dropped into the service spine and crouched silently. Her palms stung slightly, but stings were familiar. Debt wounds heal slower than survival scars, she reminded herself. Scars don't debilitate you unless you pity them.

Eastern ledge. Adrian was moving too. Their timings had to align.

She inched along the tower exterior, the sky wind louder than her pulse but not louder than her resolve. Cold heights strip ego. Weathered women strip fear.

She heard Adrian intercept a shadow several floors below. No sound, no struggle, just silent mastery shifting balances she was beginning to mirror.

Zariah reached the roof door from the unseen diagonal.

Unseen door access point 44.

She exhaled, entering the roof silently.

The roof was open, cold, glittering at the edge of dawn.

No immediate danger, no intruder waiting — which almost unsettled her more than presence would've. The absence of ambush meant systems wanted theatre. Negotiation before acquisition.

Adrian arrived moments later through his diagonal, coat silently shifting against the cold morning wind.

"You're late by six damn seconds," she snapped lightly, smirking.

Adrian smirked back. "You counted."

"Of course I counted," she snapped. "If I'm about to get abducted from the sky, I want punctual trauma at least."

No struggle. No panic. No screaming. Just two cold-blooded participants standing over the dawn edge of acquisition lists and impending consequence.

Zariah's pulse slowed.

She knew what that meant now too.

Cliffhangers were no longer narrative devices.

They were appointment notices.

"They said check the roof at 0700," she whispered to Adrian.

"It's 0700 now."

Zariah swallowed sharply.

The roof access screen flickered white from her pocket comms — a transmission node pinging not on monitors but her personal device. Adrian didn't move, but his eyes narrowed dangerously.

Zariah pulled it up.

Four white words filled the screen in a cold pulse:

Step closer, Amara.

Zariah turned toward Adrian, heartbeat loud once, then suppressed.

"You said war doesn't file reports," she whispered.

Adrian nodded slightly, gaze cold. "It doesn't."

Zariah inhaled deeply, exhale steaming into winter air.

"Then witness me refuse invitation."

Adrian almost smirked again — but then Zariah stepped forward.

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