(Ellion's POV)
"What we did in front of her...." I said to Genna as she was sitting down next to me, wearing a revealing nightgown, "It was probably a mistake."
"Was it?" She asked with a chuckle, rubbing my chest
"Why'd you do that?" I asked her, "I don't understand."
"She wants you." she said as she leaned to my ear, "And I'm giving you the opportunity to give yourself to her, Ellion."
I sighed and looked up, "We kissed."
She gasped, "Ohhh?" She said, "Really?"
I looked at her, "Yea." I said, "I don't know what overcame me. It was different than usual, different than my lust."
"How so?" She raised an eyebrow
"You did this with the intention of igniting a lust between us, Genna." I said, reaching for her hand and grabbing it, "But that is not what I feel, you should know that."
"I see." She said with a smile, "It is different."
"It is." I said, "I think."
She placed my hand on her chest, "It's a different passion than this, is it not?" She asked, "You want her in your arms, you want to feel her warmth. Not due to lust, but something much stronger."
"You could say that." I said, groping her breast, "But I don't know if that would be a mistake."
"Mistake or not, you're too deep in it." Genna said, leaning closer to me, "She saw us fuck. She has seen how sweaty you get when thrusting your cock in a pussy. She knows very well what it is like for Ellion Red Hair to fuck senselessly."
"Why did you do this?" I asked her
"Because she wants you." She whispered softly, "And she will have you. Or is that not what you want?"
"You could risk us all." I said
"You are risking us all by being here." She chuckled, "What is the difference?"
"That may be so." I said, "But Lady Joanna of all people?"
"Cassana is the same. A Lady who has an urge to be fucked." She said, "Well, Joanna is a bit different, actually. She yearns to be cared for and loved. She lost that love for Tywin, it is quite clear."
"Hm....." I said, "It's not right."
"Don't focus on what is right or wrong." She said, "You do what your heart guides you to do. You can either stay here and fuck me senselessly again....."
"Or go to her."
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I stood in front of the door, sensing only one presence within. I had spread my Observation throughout the entire building and noticed that there was not that many people within. After a quick fuck with Genna, I decided to come to Lady Joanna's chambers. Genna urged me to do so, saying that it was my only opportunity.
I knocked on the door, clearing my throat, "M-My Lady....."
After almost a minute of silence, I heard a faint voice from the other side.
"Come in." Lady Joanna said
I opened the door and walked in, closing the door behind me and looking over to see her sitting next to the window. She was wearing a red nightgown, outlined in gold. Her beautiful blonde hair was let loose, draping over her shoulders as the light of the moon caused it to glow.
I looked at her, standing in front of the door, "I...." I started, "M-My Lady...the thing is, I have come to apolo-"
"You have had sex with her again, have you?" Her voice was soft yet a bit serious
I nodded, "Mine apologies, My Lady." I said, "Genna and I....."
She looked to the side, "I see." She said, "That is fine. It is not like.....nevermind."
I walked over to her, "I wanted to speak about what happened earlier." I said, "My Lady, that kiss..."
"Was a mistake." She said, looking at me, "Is that what you want to say?"
"You are not like the other women, My Lady." I said, "I don't think you are, that is. I am not judging them by any means, I am the same, but they are full of lust and desire. You, My Lady, are not. At least, I don't sense that from you."
She blinked slowly, "What does that mean?"
"We should not have done that." I said, "If I suck you into all of this, who knows what would hap-"
"You've already done that, Ser Ellion." She said, "By fucking Genna in front of me. By confessing to me that you've bedded other Ladies. You have already involved me. What do you think would happen to me if that is unearthed? I will not be safe from such scandals, Ser. You know that."
I sighed, "Y-Yes....You are right."
"You are so young." Her voice was trembling, "So young...."
"I know, My Lady." I said, "I am."
"So why do I want you?" She said softly, her eyes looking at me
"I don't know." I said
"I think I do, yet I still ask myself that same question." She tilted her head, tears forming, "It is because unlike every man here, you are kind. You are so kind, Ser Ellion. And I cannot get that out of my mind, why is that?"
"I apologize, My Lady." I said, looking down
She sniffed, wiping her tears again, "I will not say a word to anyone about Genna, I already said that." she said, "And as for our kiss, I will take that to the grave. But.....if you walk out that door, we are strangers yet again."
"What?" I asked
"I cannot bear the thought of you and Genna every day." She said, "I cannot speak and interact with you as if I don't know what you've done."
"But if I don't walk out of here?" I asked
She looked down, "I...." She said softly, "I will keep anything that happens here to myself."
Is she serious?
"Lady Joanna." I started, "You don't mean...."
She placed her hand on her lap, "I....I don't know what I mean." She said, looking at me, "Whatever happens, it will be you who initiates, Ser Ellion. Just like the kiss, you will take the lead."
I nodded, "But...." I said, "If you don't consent to it, well-"
"I do." She said
I stepped closer, "Are you sure of this?"
She sat there, not moving an inch, "If I was not, I would have asked you to leave." Her eyes filled with conviction, "Whatever sin I have committed, the gods will punish me in a way....."
I reached her, getting on my knees and grabbing her hands, "I will not let anything happen to you. You have my word, Lady Joanna." I said, kissing her hand, "I swear this to you."
"Do not make an oath to me, Ser." She said, tears forming again, "You are going to make me regret this. You will make me wonder if this is actually a mistake."
I leaned to her face and kissed her again, feeling her kiss me back almost immediately. My hands reached for her waist and picked her up, feeling her arms wrap around my neck as we kissed.
I couldn't help but embrace her waist and kiss her even more passionately, our tongues wrapping around each other as we pressed against each other.
I pulled away, seeing that her eyes were full of bliss, "Lady Joanna....."
"Ser Ellion." She said softly,
"Do not stop."