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Chapter 10 - The Grind

The borrowed car smelled like old fast food and desperation.

Ethan sat in the driver's seat, Robert's body protesting every movement. The wrist brace made gripping the steering wheel awkward. His neck wouldn't turn fully left—the whiplash had left scar tissue that pulled with every motion. The headache from the concussion was a constant companion, worse in the mornings.

This was six weeks post-accident. Six weeks of healing that wasn't enough.

But the bills didn't care if he was healed.

The three phones mounted to the dashboard all chimed simultaneously.

NEW ORDER AVAILABLE - ACCEPT WITHIN 60 SECONDS OR LOSE PRIORITY STATUS

Ethan tapped accept on the first phone. McDonald's pickup, delivery eight miles away. Payout: seven dollars and fifty cents.

Before he could process it, the second phone chimed.

PACKAGE DELIVERY - 14 STOPS - ESTIMATED TIME 3 HOURS - PAYOUT $42

Accept. No time to think. Rejecting orders lowered your acceptance rate. Low acceptance rate meant fewer high-value orders. Fewer orders meant less money. Less money meant eviction.

The algorithm was unforgiving.

He started the car. The borrowed Honda had two hundred thousand miles and a check engine light that had been on for six months. Robert couldn't afford to fix it. Couldn't afford to replace it. Just had to hope it kept running.

The first delivery was due in twenty-three minutes.

Traffic would make it close.

***

The McDonald's pickup was routine.

Park in the designated spot. Confirm order number. Wait while underpaid fast food workers scrambled to fill orders. Try not to think about how they were also trapped in low-wage survival work.

The bag was ready after seven minutes. Ethan grabbed it—pain shot through his wrist—and headed to the delivery address.

Apartment complex. Third floor. No elevator.

His body remembered these stairs. Climbed them dozens of times per shift. Each step jarring his injured neck. Each landing making his wrist throb from carrying bags.

He knocked on the apartment door.

A young guy answered, maybe early twenties, eyes still bleary with sleep. Took the bag without acknowledgment. No thanks. No tip. The app had already calculated seven fifty for the delivery. Thirty percent of that went to the platform. Ethan netted five dollars and twenty-five cents.

Minus gas. Minus wear on the car. Minus the physical toll.

Time elapsed: thirty-four minutes.

Effective hourly rate: nine dollars and twenty-six cents.

The second phone was already chiming with the next order.

***

By 8 AM, Ethan had completed eleven deliveries.

His wrist was screaming. The brace was soaked with sweat. Every time he gripped a bag or turned the steering wheel, fresh pain radiated up his arm.

He pulled into a gas station parking lot and allowed himself five minutes to rest.

Robert's phone—the personal one—showed text messages from Maria:

Don't forget we need to transfer money for rent today. Account is at $43. We're $1,757 short.

Another message:

I picked up an extra shift at the warehouse. Won't be home until 11 PM. There's rice in the fridge.

And another:

I love you. Please be careful today.

Ethan felt the weight of Robert's responsibilities. Maria working herself to exhaustion. Rent due. Medical bills in collections. The constant arithmetic of survival that never quite added up.

His delivery phone chimed.

PACKAGE ROUTE STARTING IN 15 MINUTES - 14 STOPS - ACCEPT NOW

He accepted and drove to the distribution center.

***

Package delivery was worse than food delivery.

The packages were heavy. Some required two hands to lift—impossible with an injured wrist. Ethan had to improvise, using his good hand and his body weight, awkward movements that made his neck spasm.

The route was residential. Houses spread across twelve miles of suburban sprawl. The app's GPS was optimized for speed, not efficiency. It sent him back and forth across the same neighborhoods, adding unnecessary miles.

Each delivery had a time window. Arrive late, the customer could report you. Three reports in a month meant deactivation. Permanent ban from the platform.

Stop seven was a house with a long driveway. Ethan parked on the street and carried a forty-pound box of cat litter to the front door. His wrist buckled halfway up the driveway. The box fell. Pain exploded through his arm.

He stood there breathing hard, cradling his wrist, fighting back tears.

The customer's Ring doorbell camera was watching him.

He picked up the box with his good hand and delivered it.

No tip. No acknowledgment. Just a package marked as delivered in the system.

***

By noon, Ethan had made eighty-three dollars before expenses.

He stopped at a gas station to refuel. Thirty-two dollars. Net earnings: fifty-one dollars for seven hours of work. Seven dollars and twenty-eight cents per hour.

He bought a protein bar and a bottle of water for three fifty. Ate standing next to the car because sitting down would waste time.

The gig economy didn't pay for lunch breaks.

His phones showed available orders. If he stopped working, someone else would take them. Tomorrow's algorithm would deprioritize him for rejecting orders. The system punished rest.

So he kept working.

***

The afternoon shift brought difficult customers.

A woman who reported her food never arrived even though Ethan had photographic proof of delivery. The app automatically refunded her and flagged his account. One more strike toward deactivation.

A man who lived in a gated community that wouldn't give Ethan the gate code. Fifteen minutes wasted trying to reach the customer by phone. When he finally delivered, the man complained about it being late. Another negative rating.

A delivery to a fourth-floor walkup where the customer had written LEAVE AT DOOR but then opened it and yelled at Ethan for not knocking first. Contradictory instructions. Impossible to win.

Each interaction chipped away at his rating. Each rating determined future opportunities. The algorithm was judge, jury, and executioner.

And it had no empathy.

***

At 4 PM, Ethan's wrist gave out completely.

He was lifting a case of bottled water from his trunk when the pain became unbearable. His fingers went numb. The case slipped and crashed to the pavement, bottles exploding everywhere.

He stood in a puddle of water and plastic shards, cradling his wrist, finally breaking.

This was unsustainable. His body was failing. He needed rest. Needed medical attention. Needed to stop.

But stopping meant no income.

His phone rang. Maria.

Hey, she said carefully. How's it going?

I can't do this, Ethan heard Robert's voice say. My wrist is too damaged. I need to see a doctor.

We can't afford a doctor, Maria said gently. Not without insurance. The urgent care would be two hundred dollars minimum. We don't have it.

I'm in pain. Every delivery makes it worse.

I know, baby. I know. But we need another hundred and fifty today to cover rent. Can you make it a few more hours? Please?

The desperation in her voice was heartbreaking.

Ethan looked at his earnings. One thirty-three for the day. He needed one fifty minimum. That meant another hour or two of work.

Through an injured wrist that might be getting permanent damage.

This was the choice Robert faced every day. Health versus survival. Long-term wellbeing versus immediate crisis.

There was no good option.

Okay, Ethan said quietly. I'll keep going.

Thank you. I love you so much. We'll get through this.

The call ended.

Ethan cleaned up the broken bottles and got back in the car.

The algorithm didn't care about his pain.

***

By 7 PM, he'd hit one hundred sixty-eight dollars.

Enough for rent. Enough to survive another month.

He drove home in a daze. The apartment was small. One bedroom. Secondhand furniture. The kind of place you lived when you were one paycheck from homelessness.

Maria was already gone to her warehouse shift. She'd left dinner—rice with canned vegetables. A note on the counter:

Proud of you. Rest tonight. Tomorrow we start again.

Tomorrow. And the day after. And the day after that.

This was Robert's life. An endless cycle of work and injury and barely surviving. No escape. No relief. Just the daily grind that destroyed your body inch by inch.

Ethan ate the rice standing at the counter. Too tired to sit. Too tired to think.

His phones chimed with notifications for tomorrow's early shift.

START TIME: 5:00 AM

AVAILABLE ORDERS: 47

ACCEPT NOW TO MAINTAIN PRIORITY STATUS

He wanted to throw the phones across the room. Wanted to scream at the algorithm's relentless demands.

But he tapped accept.

Because Robert had no choice.

Because this was survival.

***

The week continued in brutal repetition.

Day two: Eleven hours of deliveries. Wrist pain intensified. Made one sixty-two dollars. Effective wage: fourteen seventy-three per hour before car expenses.

Day three: Customer reported food missing. Account flagged for review. Lost premium delivery status. Income dropped twenty percent.

Day four: Car's check engine light worsened. Strange noise from the transmission. No money to fix it. Drove anyway. Made one forty-eight.

Day five: Worked through fever. Couldn't afford a sick day. Delivered packages while dizzy and nauseous. Made one thirty-one.

Day six: Car broke down mid-shift. Two hundred dollar tow. Three hundred for repairs they couldn't afford. Borrowed money from Maria's sister. Deeper in debt.

Day seven: Sixteen-hour shift to make up for lost time. Wrist swollen to twice normal size. Could barely hold the steering wheel. Made two hundred eight dollars.

Total for the week: one thousand one hundred twelve dollars.

Minus gas: two hundred twenty.

Minus car repairs: three hundred.

Minus phone bills, car insurance, food: one hundred fifty.

Net income: four hundred forty-two dollars.

Rent was one thousand eight hundred.

The math never worked.

No matter how hard Robert worked, he was drowning.

***

On the eighth day, Ethan woke before dawn in Robert's body.

His wrist was destroyed. The brace couldn't contain the swelling. Every small movement was agony.

Maria was beside him, already awake.

You need to see a doctor, she said. This is serious.

We can't afford—

I don't care. Your hand could be permanently damaged. Please.

Robert's phone showed the bank account. Sixty-three dollars. Rent was still eight hundred short. Bills were piling up.

But Maria was right. The wrist needed medical attention.

The system interface appeared:

[CRITICAL CHOICE MOMENT]

Robert Martinez faced this decision repeatedly. Work through serious injury for immediate survival, or seek medical care and risk financial collapse.

There is no correct answer. Only impossible choices.

This is what your hit-and-run created.

Do you understand now?

Ethan sat in Robert's small bedroom, holding his destroyed wrist, looking at his exhausted wife, and finally understood completely.

One moment of cowardice. One decision to drive away. And Robert's entire life became this—an endless cycle of impossible choices.

Yes, Ethan thought. I understand.

[EMPATHY PROGRESS: 100%]

Lesson learned.

You have experienced:

- Working through debilitating injury

- The cruelty of algorithmic employment

- Financial desperation that forces self-destruction

- The impossibility of escaping precarious work

- The human cost of your cowardice

Robert Martinez deserved justice. You gave him suffering.

You have now made amends. The debt is healing.

Career assignment concluding.

The scene began to fade.

Maria's voice: We'll figure this out. We always do.

Robert's response: I know. I love you.

The world went dark.

***

Ethan woke in his own bed.

His wrist was fine. His body was uninjured. But the memory of Robert's pain remained—visceral and undeniable.

He looked at his wrist.

3/58

Three careers completed. Fifty-five remaining.

His phone showed messages from Robert:

The money changed everything. I paid off the medical debt. Bought a reliable car. Maria and I took three days off together. First vacation in five years. Thank you.

And then:

You lived it, didn't you? My week. My hell. I can tell from how you texted afterward. You understand now what you did.

Ethan replied:

I understand. And I'm sorry. You didn't deserve any of it.

Robert's final message:

I forgive you. Not because you paid. Because you actually learned. That matters more.

Ethan sat with the forgiveness for a long time.

Three down. Three people beginning to heal. Three lessons carved into his soul.

The system appeared:

[PREPARATION TIME: 72 HOURS]

Career 4 will begin in three days.

Subject: Marcus Chen - Algorithm developer whose credit you stole

Transgression: Intellectual theft, career sabotage, public humiliation

Severity: Very High

Role: Junior software developer

Use your time wisely.

Marcus. The first person he'd wronged. The transgression that had started everything.

Ethan had already apologized. Already corrected the patents. But he hadn't experienced what that theft had cost Marcus.

Now he would.

Seventy-two hours to prepare.

Then he'd become the person whose work he'd stolen.

And learn what it meant to have your dreams taken by someone you trusted.

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