CHAPTER 3
Kael POV
I wanted to know more about the party we were going to this weekend and who was attending with us. It wasn't easy to get the needed information about it. I came to find out it was the alphas' daughter's birthday party. The secret was that her father wanted his daughter to hopefully find her mate, since her brother was about to take over officially as alpha.
Last night I dreamed of her again; those dazzling eyes of hers captivated me yet once more. I woke with a blazing heat of sexual tension. I needed to calm myself before I did anything else. I feel like a feral wolf for a she-wolf in heat.
I quickly found myself rubbing the shaft of my penis, desperately needing relief from this intense erection. I waste no time in focusing on the thoughts of her beneath me. The way her succulent breasts taste in my mouth. To the moans of my name, the way her tongue dances around on my penis, bringing intense pleasure. How it feels to be inside her as she rocks her hips in rhythmic motion, desperately wanting her release to wash over her. The way I want to growl possessively in her ear as I fuck her senseless. The moaning that escapes her as I plunge my tongue into her, nibbling her clit. To make her whole body shake as a wave of an orgasm hits. Making her body completely submit to me with every deep thrust. To mark her as I ejaculate inside her. I quickly find my relief as release hits me.
I clean up with a quick hot shower before making my way downstairs for breakfast. I suddenly stop in my tracks as I am hit with a vision of her again. Her eyes as she says, "I've been looking for you." It drives me over the edge for a moment. Flooded with the overwhelming urge to shift. My beta and onlookers stare at me with concern. I don't randomly blank out unless it's an urgent matter. Her voice was so seductive. I need to sit down quickly to avoid getting hit with a million questions. Time to face the music, as they say. Alpha style. I quickly clear my throat and readjust myself.
I quickly acknowledge those who were present before me. "Okay, what have I missed!" Trying to make things less awkward for myself.
"Are you okay Alpha?" An omega says. They give me a quick glance of confusion as what just happened.
"Mhm, I'm okay, this isn't the time to talk about deep problems with myself." They all give me blank spacy stares as I make my way to my seat at the table.
One of the pack omegas starts placing the breakfast on the table for everyone. I try avoiding eye contact with anyone at the table as I sit down. I quickly grab my orange juice, taking a few big gulps as I wait for my coffee.
I will need all the help I can get today to keep me distracted from awkward stares and curious questions.
I know they can tell that something has happened or changed in a subtle way, they just don't know how it did just yet.
And boy are they in for quite the surprise when I reveal it to them.
For the lack of better words, I need to keep myself busy enough to look put together in front of my pack.
No sudden change that would make me look uncomfortable or awkwardly nervous.
They are are my pack for crying out loud, why am I so terrified of their opinions on my personal feelings.
I'm an Alpha for gods sake!
I must be really loosing it today, since when did I ever feel like I needed my pack's approval!
Get it together Kael!
This isn't like you, it's her doing this to you.
I need some fresh air after breakfast. I am being claustrophobic from this tension. Maybe some whiskey later tonight would help! Either way I need to blow some steam off, these dreams of her are making me come undone. And not in the good way.
Have I ever let a she wolf get under my skin this much? Not that I can ever recall.
I've never had this mush fiery passion for a she wolf before either. So it's something that I'm not familiar with.
Maybe I'll grow to like this feeling of passionate love. How bad could it be let alone hurt me in the long run of things? I'm sensible enough to act accordingly to it as need be, right?
Oh wow there goes my doubts again! You're hopelessly foolish Kael!
Doubting yourself as a Alpha is never a good thing, only bad things come of this!
I regain my clarity with my surroundings, quickly fixing my plate of food.
I notice that my beta is staring at me with an intense curiosity. Oh this should be fun experience of explaining myself.
"Can I help you!?" I quickly shot at my beta Evander.
He goes from curious to baffled by my response to his stare.
He clears his throat, "uh…no…" Evander says with hesitation as he is quick to look at anything else but me.
"I thought so." As I proceeded to cut my sausage links into smaller chunks.
The air was thick with awkward tension.
It felt unbearable.
Everyone looked around as if they were scrambling to make sense out of it.
At this point I felt like I had a sign on my forehead or something. Of a cautionary tale of some sort that told them not to look at me directly.
The conversation among them felt forced by the tension between them and me.
I suddenly remember that I needed to inquire more about the party Evander wanted us to go to, "Evander. That party is when again?"
He nearly chokes, as if I caught him by surprise. He quickly reaches for his glass of water to help elevate him.
He wipes his mouth and regathers his composure.
"It's planned for a upcoming full moon!"
I patiently wait for him to continue as I place my hands together to give him my full attention.
"They were asking for RSVPs in advance to the planning, so they haven't set any specific date for it just yet." He added as he looks directly at me.
"Well hopefully they will give everyone enough time in advance to make arrangements for attendance." I said with certainty.