As the sun set, and wind slightly grazes my hair, I hear Two words which made him mine. BOW BOW these two words etched into my heart so deep that I wanted to take him home and cuddle. Now it sounds like I am talking about a dog. But no, it's a guy alright. It was my second interaction with him and it struck my heart in an unimaginable way, it cannot be described in words. Who the hell greet a person by saying Bow Bow. I was casually enjoying my evening after a hard day of work, sitting on the rale of the bus stop.
Suddenly he shows up and my heart just started beating faster and feeling some kind of warmness that I have never felt before. I believe the word is crush. My brain starting to fill with dreams and interaction of him and with a wonder of how does his face glow so much. I want to be closer to him but my brain remind me the responsibilities I hold. So, I have decided to forget about this person and focus on my responsibilities. A lie i tell my self so that I dont have to be in a awkward position. Gn my dear diary.
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I crossed paths with him in my dream.I smiled and let out an excited "Hi".He did too. And we went about moving forward with our work but the truth is I wanted to say aloud so much more than a HI, I could sing a sweet melody, whisper a poem, and my heart and of course my legs wanted to run up a hill and come back down with him.I could go on and on and on until our worlds collided into a louder chaos.Among all the potential magic that could've occurred, today we had settled for a brief greeting of "Hi"
And we left, I with a pang in my chest for all that could have been , and him,did he feel the same way, I could only wonder. Gn again my diary, i need to sleep. God give me the strength to forget him