After a fierce and intimate encounter, Su Hua was still trembling all over and sweating profusely.
This time, Gu Beixian didn't get up to take a bath as usual. Instead, he tightened his arms from behind, hugging her tightly and deeply, as if he wanted to press her completely into his chest.
Su Hua was so tightly held by him that her whole body went limp. A sweet and sour throbbing sensation welled up in her heart for no reason
It's been three years. This is the first time he has held her like this.
It's like being suddenly cherished.
Her heart was pounding wildly. She turned around carefully and hugged him back. A sweet and soft smile spread across her face, as if by holding this man, she could embrace the entire world.
The two just embraced each other quietly for a long time.
It was not until Gu Beixian let go of her, dressed her up and sat on the edge of the bed. He fished out a box of cigarettes from the drawer, skillfully shook out one, lit it and took a deep drag.
The smoke bypassed his profile, making that handsome face look hazy and calm, as if it were veiled by mist. The smoke between his fingers was about to burn his hand, but he didn't react.
Su Hua cleared her throat gently and said, "Didn't you quit smoking long ago?" "
Gu Beixian snuffed out the cigarette, his gaze deep as if he were about to suck someone in. After a few seconds of silence, he said in a low voice
"Su Hua, let's part ways."
-- A bolt from the blue.
Su Hua was stunned. The heat that was still beating in her heart was instantly quenched, and she felt as cold as if she had been thrown into an ice cellar.
Her face turned pale and her throat was dry: "Did I do something wrong?"
"No."
"Then why separate?" "
Suo Suo is back. "Sorry."
Chu Suosuo, his ex-girlfriend.
Su Hua felt as if she had been cut out by a knife. Three years of living together day and night, sharing daily necessities, sleeping in the same bed... It's no match for the return of one person.
It turned out that the deeper she loved, the more she lost.
Her fingers were shaking violently as she propped herself up on the bed, trying to get out and get dressed.
Gu Beixian held her shoulder and said in a gentle tone, "Where are you going?"
Su Hua held back her tears and said, "Let's make breakfast." "
"It was always you who did it before." " His voice was so soft that it was almost gentle. "It's my turn today. You sleep a little longer."
Su Hua made a "mm" sound, lay back down, and pulled the quilt to cover her moist eyes.
It was not until he walked out that she got out of bed, ran all the way to the bathroom and couldn't hold back her tears any longer.
Tears gushed out like a burst dam and couldn't be stopped no matter what.
She never thought that loving someone would hurt so much.
It was as if he had gouged out a piece of flesh from her heart, tearing it apart inch by inch.
Su Hua was crying so hard that she could hardly stand and could only slide down against the wall, her shoulders twitching back and forth.
It was unknown how much time had passed when Gu Beixian's voice came from downstairs: "Come for dinner."
Su Hua tried hard to calm herself down and kept rinsing her eyes with cold water. No matter how many times it was rinsed, the eyes were still as red as rabbits.
When going downstairs, Gu Beixian was standing in the dining room, wearing a well-tailored haute couture suit. The dark trousers made his legs look long and slender. He looked noble and handsome, standing there like a light source.
Su Hua sat silently at the dining table.
He leaned slightly, looking into her bright red eyes, his tone so gentle that it could drip water: "Are you crying?" "
Su Hua raised her face and forced a smile: "When I was washing my face, the facial cleanser got into my eyes." "
"Be careful next time." He handed her the chopsticks and said, "Let's eat."
She lowered her eyes and looked at his fingers with distinct joints.
There was a rich breakfast on the table, but neither of them picked up their chopsticks.
This meal was filled with an unprecedented sense of desolation.
Half an hour later, not a single bite of the food was touched.
Su Hua put down her chopsticks, supported the table and stood up: "I'm going to pack my luggage." "
Gu Beixian tightened his hand holding the chopsticks: "No rush." "
Su Hua tugged at the corner of her mouth. At this point, if you still don't leave, are you still waiting to be driven away?
She turned and went upstairs, stuffing the things one by one into the suitcase. After tidying up for a long time, I finally zipped it up and dragged my luggage downstairs.
Gu Beixian came forward and reached out to take it, saying, "Give it to me."
"No need." Su Hua pulled the box, her back straight, and walked out.
Crossing the courtyard, she gazed at the familiar flowers, plants and trees, feeling a sharp pain in her heart from the wind.
Three years have passed. She has devoted all her efforts to love, but in the end, it's all just self-satisfaction.
Human beings are not plants or trees; who can be heartless?
When we reached the main gate, the car was already waiting outside.
Gu Beixian handed her a check and said, "Thank you for your company over the past three years."
Su Hua froze, not knowing whether to take it or not.
He stuffed the check directly into the suitcase: "Take it." There will be many places where money is needed in the future."
"Um." "
Su Hua responded softly and raised her eyes, looking at his eyebrows, eyes, nose bridge and lips with covetousness
I want to engrave his appearance in my bones.
Recalling just now, he kissed her eyes with his own eyes on the bed.
Her chest throbbed again, and the pain was so intense that she could hardly breathe.
Will there come a day when she no longer loves him?
Three years? Ten years?
Perhaps for a lifetime.
It's really easy to fall in love with someone. Forget him... But it is rarely like going through a tribulation.
Gu Beixian stared at her for a long time and then suddenly pulled her into his arms.
The embrace is calm, yet beneath it lies a turbulent undercurrent.
From now on, it won't be easy for you to be alone. Call me if you need anything.
Tears welled up again, but she swallowed them back hard: "OK."
"I was in poor health and had a bad temper two years ago, which made you feel wronged." "
"Not bad."
Take good care of yourself.
"You too." Su Hua slowly reached out and hugged him, as if it were a life-and-death parting.
But in the next second, she suddenly let go, pushed him away, wiped her face, pulled her suitcase and turned to leave.
Taking a few steps out, Gu Beixian's voice came from behind:
"Who is A Yao?"
Su Hua stopped in her tracks.
The deepest wound in my heart was unexpectedly exposed.
Those memories, pains, breakdowns... Surging forward.
She could hardly speak.
Gu Beixian asked again:
He must be very important to you, right?
Sorry for having occupied you for three years. Wish you happiness."