Somewhere in the night amidst the hard rain and the raging wind on top of a tall building one soul seems to be more distributed than the weather he thinks " oh what have i done it's because of me.....
She died because of me..
If I had just helped her more ... Stayed with her she wouldn't have died" he says as he jumps down the building his heart conflicted between the grief and anger .
Grief at not being able to help her, anger at himself for not doing anything as he falls it seems as though the sky cries and the wind rages more
Suddenly he gets a message he sees while falling he reads " son im just texting to tell u that we found ur sisters sucide note i don't care what it says just thought of sending it to u and u better start preparing for ur medicine exam"
He thinks " mother same as always.... heartless " he sees the picture of the sucide note writing by his sister she wrote" I can't do this anymore I can't , im done with everyone expecting me to be the most perfect version of myself and I try i do try to , i really do ..But .... No matter how much I try it's never been enough, it's never enough for u people , u guys never cared about my emotions ,never what i wanted only what u seemed fit for me , never cared how I felt ,if I was sad happy or angry, no one cared , no one helped ,except for one person, brother if ur reading this , im soo sorry but I can't do it anymore im burned out ,and in my sadder times when I wanted to give up end it all u were the one to make me cheer up so I want u to always be happy please never be sad never blame urself for my death this was my choice so please be happy and live"
Reading that he suddenly thought" WTF AM I doing my sister wants me to live to smile and I'm over heir killing myself fuck fuck fuck , what do I do "
He spots a van full of hay he tries to time it and he actually makes it
But a fall from that tall of a building broke his ribs and he spat out a mouthful of blood but suddenly the van he was on drifted because of the ice on the road that was formed due to the rain and cold weather the van crashed into a truck containing a oil tank , the van exploaded
He thought "so this is how it ends huh sorry sis i wasn't able to live like u said "
Next moment when he opens his eyes he sees himself in a reddish hot place with the red sky which seems to be infinely expanding with ... Demons ????
He shouts "AM I IN HELL!!!