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Flawed Design (the underpass) (BL)

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A spicier, romance/drama BL novel that takes place before the event of "Flawed Design" it follows the life of Julian Ashford, a snarky goth bartender running from his wealthy, controlling family. His only constant anchor is his best friend and stable roommate, Alexander Finn, the gentle witness who patiently documents their chaotic world. But when Julian falls into an intoxicating two-year fling with Lincoln, a charismatic wolf shifter and reckless rockstar, his carefully constructed life begins to unravel. Lincoln offers Julian the ultimate escape: a thrilling, passionate, and profoundly self-destructive chaos that validates all his rage. Yet, every act of defiance from Lincoln comes with a cost. As Lincoln's stunts escalate from theatrical acts for attention to serious legal trouble threatening to drag Julian back under the control of the very system he fled. Julian must navigate a toxic spiral of betrayal. With an aggressive government circling and a cold, strategic Animalia resistance forming, Julian must finally confront the hardest choice of his life: content warnings: toxic relationship, mildly sexual scenes, drug use.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1

The Underpass Club was a subterranean ecosystem built on dust, sticky spilled drinks, and the ghosts of dial-up servers. The air, thick with cheap incense and the smoke from a constantly sparking neon sign, pressed down like a low-grade headache.

There was Julian, he was all sharp angles with long dyed black hair, he wiped down the counter with a professional apathy only a bartender could achieve. He was clad in combat boots and a black apron. A uniform that did little to hide the numerous piercings and dark eyeliner glinting under the dim red lights.

"You know, Alex, the irony of using that vintage camera to document this whole decaying scene isn't lost on me," Julian murmured, glancing at his friend leaning against the bar. "I love how you're trying to capture the truth in a city built on the most stylish lies."

Alexander Finn, bundled in a faded beanie and wide jeans, gently set the Mini-DV camera down. He was the anchor here, the gentle, grounding force that kept Julian's cynicism from spinning entirely out of orbit.

"It's not for style, Jules. The lens sees things the eye misses," Alexander replied, his voice calm and steady. "Besides, I have to capture something. This place smells like a CRT monitor that just died. I need to make sure you haven't been electrocuted by the sound board."

"If so, my funeral better have better lighting than this, then," Julian said, the corner of his mouth twitching slightly. "Five more minutes until the wolves arrive. The second those doors open, the tips double, and the risk of someone trying to shift on the dance floor goes up by ten percent."

A loud, messy bang from the back hall, followed by a shouted curse, echoed through the cavernous room.

Alexander's brow furrowed in familiar concern. "That sounds like a ten percent increase in risk just walked in."

Julian sighed, reaching for a bottle of the club's cheapest gin. He didn't even have to look. "No, that's just Lincoln making his grand entrance. He can't help it. His whole life is performance art."

Lincoln, with his long silver ponytail and a dangerous charm, vaulted the bar's low gate with an unnecessary flourish. He moved quickly, a whirlwind of energy that immediately commandeered Julian's attention, ignoring Alexander entirely. Lincoln leaned in close, his presence bold and immediate, smelling faintly of backstage sweat and cheap cologne.

"Jules, darling. You clean up well. You're always the prettiest thing in this whole decaying city," Lincoln purred, his voice theatrical. "You smell like cheap liquor and bad decisions. It's intoxicating."

Julian kept his eyes on the bottle, his core need for defensive affection hardening his tone. "That's just the smell of my paycheck, Link. You shouldn't be back here. You're a liability. If the Manager catches a Wolf Provocatrix touching his gin, you'll cost me my shift."

Ignoring the warning, Lincoln grabbed Julian's waist, pulling him fractionally closer. "I need a favor, my little dark cloud. A quick one. You know the big, ugly, busted utility box outside the alley door? The one with the faded Elemental Council decal?"

"The one that looks like a forgotten fridge?" Julian scoffed. "Yeah, it's still leaking static. Why?"

"I'm hitting them where it counts, in their ugly aesthetic," Lincoln whispered, his theatrics dropping slightly to convey genuine urgency. "I need you to take this out there and pin it to the decal. Just pin it. Nobody sees it, Jules. You have the perfect cover." He pulled out a thick, rolled poster, which gave off the faint, acrid scent of flammable paint.

"Oh, sure," Julian replied, the sarcasm heavy. "Let me guess, you stapled a flier about your rights to a brick? No. Absolutely not. That box is Government property, and you know how they overcharge Animalia for frivolous damage. Alex, tell him to go do his soundcheck and leave me out of his artistic revolution."

Alexander stepped forward, his body language communicating concern. "Jules is right, Lincoln. It's not worth it. I saw a cruiser drive past twice tonight. Jessah told you to keep it quiet-"

Lincoln cut him off with a dismissive wave. "Jessah wants control, Finny. I want freedom. Big difference. She can keep her little filing system. I'm hitting them where it counts." He shoved the rolled poster deep into Julian's apron pocket, the physical contact brief but intense.

"It will take five minutes, Jules. Before the set. Do this for me. Or are you scared of a little fun?"

Julian let out a deep, cynical sigh. He could feel the weight of the poster and the frantic pull of Lincoln's chaotic energy. He wanted to say no—to choose stability—but the need for rebellion, the lingering ghost of his controlling past, was too strong to resist.

"You're lucky I enjoy cleaning up after your artistic temper tantrums," he finally said, reaching for the bottle of gin. "Get out of here, or I'm charging you extra for the adrenaline."

Lincoln's smile was a flash of predatory victory before he disappeared back toward the stage area.

Julian stared down at the counter, the crumpled poster burning a hole in his pocket. He was already entangled.

Julian slipped out the alley door, the cool night air a brief, sharp shock against the club's oppressive warmth. He was alone. The hum of the city was a dull thrum, interrupted only by the distant wail of a siren, a familiar lullaby in Aethel. He glanced back once, seeing Alexander's silhouette still visible through the club's opaque windows, a constant, quiet presence.

His hand went to his apron pocket, the rolled poster feeling like a live wire. He pulled it out, unfurling it carefully in the dim glow from a faulty streetlamp. It was a crude, striking piece of art: a snarling wolf's head superimposed over a cracked Elemental Council symbol, emblazoned with a single, aggressive word: "FLAWED." The spray paint was still tacky, the acrid scent assaulting his nose.

The utility box loomed, a rusted metal block covered in faded, peeling Elemental decals. It pulsed with a low static hum, a testament to the city's failing, unreliable infrastructure. Julian's mouth twisted. This was exactly the kind of official, imposing, flawed relic his parents would have demanded he never touch.

With a defiant flicker in his eyes, Julian pulled out a strip of heavy-duty tape, the kind the club used for cables. He pressed the poster against the utility box, smoothing it down with deliberate, rebellious strokes. He felt a faint tingle of static as the paint made contact, a whisper of power from the old Elemental tech. It wasn't a fire, no spectacular explosion, but the subtle, almost imperceptible shift in the air, a momentary flicker in the distant streetlights, a deeper thrum from the box told him it had registered.

A small, intimate act of defiance that still carried a charge.

He didn't get caught. He didn't even see a shadow. The act was done. Julian stared at his handiwork for a beat, a mix of exhilaration and nervous anticipation churning in his gut. Then, he turned and slipped back into the club, the heavy door thudding shut behind him, leaving his mark on the decaying city.

Back inside, the club was already filling up. The stage lights were coming to life, casting dramatic shadows. Julian tossed his apron onto a chair behind the bar and grabbed a clean rag, trying to appear nonchalant.

Before he could even pour himself a shot, Lincoln was there, a whirlwind of adrenaline fresh off the stage, having just finished the band's opening song. He pressed Julian against the back wall of the bar, his body warm and demanding, a thrill Julian had learned to crave.

"You did it," Lincoln breathed, his voice rough with triumph, his eyes gleaming. "I saw it from the stage. That 'FLAWED'… it's beautiful, Jules. It's us."

Julian felt a rush of heat, the nervous anticipation from outside dissolving into the familiar, potent intoxication of Lincoln's attention. He leaned into the touch, letting his guard down just a fraction. "It's a fire hazard, Lincoln. What if it gets you arrested?"

Lincoln laughed, a low, husky sound that vibrated against Julian's chest. "Let them try. They'll just make me a martyr. But you," he whispered, his lips brushing Julian's ear, "you're the one with the real fire. All that quiet rebellion, just waiting for me to pull it out. No wonder you're so good at hiding it. Your parents would despise this."

His words, a direct hit at Julian's deepest insecurities and his desperate need to rebel sent a jolt through Julian. Lincoln understood him in a way no one else did, not even Alexander, who offered quiet stability instead of this exhilarating, dangerous validation.

Lincoln's hand slid from Julian's waist, trailing up his side, fingers brushing the fabric of his shirt, leaving a tingling warmth in their wake. His thumb found the cold metal of a piercing on Julian's ear, tracing it lightly. "Come find me after the set," he murmured, his breath warm against Julian's cheek. "We have a lot to celebrate."

Julian shivered, a delicious mix of defiance and desire. He felt the pull, the addictive passion, the temporary escape from all his past pressures. He knew, deep down, this was chaos, but in Lincoln's arms, chaos felt like freedom.

This structure perfectly captures the destructive cycle of their fling: the momentary high of passion, the immediate regret/anxiety from Julian, and Lincoln's smooth, manipulative charm that keeps Julian hooked.

Alexander stood near the edge of the bar, the camera hanging from his neck like a familiar burden. He wasn't watching Julian, but watching for Julian. The intimate, whispered exchange he'd witnessed moments ago behind the bar sparked a difficult feeling,not jealousy; their bond was far too sturdy and platonic for that. but it had intensified his profound worry. Lincoln didn't just invite chaos; he was chaos, and Julian, still running hard from his own family's stringent control, was magnetically drawn to the destruction.

Lincoln was now on stage, like a silver-haired demigod screaming lyrics into a distorted microphone, a picture of reckless freedom. But Alexander's gaze was fixed on the entrance. He filmed the crowd, the lights, the sheer energy of the room, fulfilling his Witness role, documenting the atmosphere of simmering dissent.

The music came to a sudden, jarring halt.

The source of the interruption wasn't the police, but something more insidious: a low-level, officious disruption. A man in a cheap suit, carrying a clipboard and flanked by a uniformed, non-powered city official, had entered the club. The bulky man's demeanor was one of cold, bureaucratic authority, the kind of subtle pressure Julian's family had perfected.

The official strode directly to the club manager, pointing an accusing finger at the vintage, smoke-belching machine near the stage. Alexander instinctively brought the Mini-DV camera up, the tiny lens focused on the official's face.

Julian, wiping down a wine glass, swore under his breath. "See, Alex? That's the price I pay. Lincoln gets a rush; I get a citation for the smoke machine."

"He's not here about the smoke," Alexander murmured, his voice calm despite the adrenaline beginning to pump. "He's an Elemental informant. I saw him outside earlier. They're using code violations as an excuse."

Julian gripped the glass so tightly his knuckles were white. "It's nothing. Probably a random sweep. The Elementals always flex on the weekends. It's not about the poster." His denial was automatic, a reflex honed by two decades of ignoring his own family's escalating rules. "Lincoln knows what he's doing."

Alexander didn't argue. He just kept filming the official documenting the "hazard," capturing the cold, deliberate authority being wielded against the club, evidence that would certainly fall back on the bartender who worked there.

Lincoln's small, messy apartment was crammed above a struggling laundromat in the city's Animalia district.

The air in Lincoln's apartment was warm and humid, smelling of damp wool and stale air freshener. They were tangled in rumpled sheets, the high energy of the night having burned down into a smoky, pleasant intimacy.

Julian lay with his head pressed against Lincoln's chest, his skin was slick with sweat. He was riding the potent, addictive emotional high Lincoln always provided. the feeling that for a few hours, he was completely free from the pressures of his past and the world. But the feeling was already curdling into dread.

"That was too close, Link," Julian muttered into his neck, the fear making his voice tight. "The smoke machine guy wasn't random. The club manager is terrified. My job is on the line, and if I lose this, my parents will use it against me to drag me back home. You know they will."

Lincoln stroked Julian's hair, a possessive, easy gesture. "Relax, Jules. They're always scared. That's the point. It's just noise. And you're not going back to that gilded cage. You're too beautiful, too sharp to waste your time on boring obedience."

"This isn't obedience; it's jail time," Julian snapped, twisting slightly to face him. "That poster, the one I put on the Elemental box, that was actual vandalism. They'll use that against the whole community, not just you."

Lincoln's eyes, dark and heavy-lidded, fixed on Julian. His tone shifted, becoming low, persuasive, and dangerously tender. the charm that always broke Julian down. "You think I'd let that happen to you? Never. You're mine, Jules. You're the one person who understands that the only way to feel alive is to feel the rush."

He leaned in, capturing Julian's lips with an urgency that wiped away all thought of utility boxes and legal repercussions. The kiss was deep, demanding, and possessive, a total physical and emotional immersion.

"Let them talk about their rules and laws," Lincoln whispered, his hands moving to pull Julian's hips to bring him closer, erasing all physical space between them. "We're here. We're better than that. We're free."

Julian felt the argument, along with fear, reason, and the responsibility dissolve. The intense emotional release was overwhelming. He melted against Lincoln, buckling under the intoxicating, familiar mix of validation and physical demand. He knew he was denying the danger, denying the chaos, but right now, trapped in the eye of Lincoln's storm, he was finally feeling something real, something his wealthy, emotionally distant trauma could never touch.

He surrendered, pulling Lincoln back into the haze of passion, confirming Julian's entrapment: he's trading his hard-won freedom for the fleeting rush of rebellion.

Once the passion had softened into a satisfied, heavy silence. Julian was just beginning to drift, the anxieties about the utility box safely tucked away beneath the exhaustion and the potent rush of Lincoln's touch.

Suddenly, a loud, sharp rap rattled the front door, not a casual knock, but an urgent, demanding set of blows that brooked no denial.

Julian's eyes snapped open. The high-strung panic inherited from years under his parents' high-pressure scrutiny surged back instantly. He scrambled off the bed, his heart hammering against his ribs, adrenaline spiking.

"What was that? Who is that? Lincoln, what if it's the cops!" Julian whispered fiercely, snatching his all-black clothes scattered on the floor. His hands shook as he fumbled with his belt, the sudden intrusion a terrifying echo of his controlling family breaking down his boundaries.

Lincoln, however, remained sprawled on the bed, looking supremely annoyed, the last vestiges of passion fading into irritation. "Relax, Jules. It's probably just some drunk fan or a neighbor complaining about the noise. I'm not getting dressed for them."

The sharp rapping repeated, louder this time. A clear, cold voice sliced through the thin walls.

"Lincoln! Open the door. Now. I know you're in there. This is not a fan call, and I am not leaving."Julian froze, half-dressed, his combat boots still lying forlornly near the foot of the bed. Jessah. The political Alpha, the one who viewed Lincoln's chaos as a genuine threat. Her very presence radiated the unforgiving control Julian had moved out at twenty to escape.

"Your sister?" Julian hissed, gesturing wildly toward the door. "Your sister? She sounds like a prosecutor! Get rid of her, Lincoln, please. If she sees me here, involved-"

Lincoln finally sat up, his expression hardening with familiar sibling resentment. "Don't panic, Jules. She just needs to try and control something, and I'm usually it. Just pull your boots on, go stand in the kitchen. She won't look."

Reluctantly, Lincoln climbed out of bed, grabbing a pair of worn jeans. He didn't even bother with a shirt. He pulled open the door without looking through the peephole.

Jessah stood on the threshold, a striking figure with long dark hair tied in a ponytail, wearing a utilitarian jacket that seemed too professional for the time of night. She was the absolute contrast of Lincoln's spontaneous chaos. Her stance was rigid, her gaze direct and intensely critical.

She didn't glance past her brother. Her eyes were fixed on him, radiating emotional coldness and a very low tolerance for foolishness.

"You're not answering your phone. I assume the batteries are dead because your priorities are always centered on getting laid," Jessah said, her voice a precise, pragmatic monotone.

"Good to see you too, sis," Lincoln drawled, leaning against the frame. "We were just having a conversation about—"

"I don't care," Jessah cut him off, a sharp, surgical interruption. "The 'love letter' you left on the Electrical utility box off the Underpass alley, the one you thought was so clever? It didn't just cause a flicker, Lincoln. It fried the old power relay box. The Government is calling it Aggravated Vandalism with intent to disrupt critical Elemental infrastructure. They have surveillance images of a figure matching Julian's description leaving the scene."

In the kitchen, Julian gripped the counter, feeling the blood drain from his face. The vague fear he'd dismissed had just been slammed into terrifying reality.

Lincoln, for a brief, stunning moment, looked genuinely shocked, the theatrical bravado wiped clean. But he recovered quickly, his resentment toward his controlling sister resurfacing instantly.

"Surveillance images of a figure? That's just scare tactics. You're overreacting, Jess. As always. You always need to make my life the focus of some major crisis. It was a paint bomb, not a military strike."

Jessah stepped fully into the apartment, her eyes finally sweeping the room, landing deliberately on Julian who stood frozen in the kitchen doorway, fully dressed but rigid with panic.

"No, Lincoln," Jessah said, her voice devoid of heat, which somehow made it colder. "This isn't about me. This is about them making an example. And they just issued a citation."