Amidst the rain and the raging wind on top of a tall building stood a man who seemed like. The saddest man alive.
He thought "Why.... Why did she have to die .... I know it's all because of me ..
It's all my fault, only if I had helped more ,if I had done more . But what is done is done i can't bring her back but, what I can do it repent by taking my own life" .
Saying that he jumped off the TALL building while falling it was like the heavens were sad at his choice, felt like the wind became more furious the rain poured like bullets falling to the ground, he thought"dear sister of mine im soo sorry . I am garbage I don't deserve to live, ..... Huh what is that".
Suddenly a message popped up on his phone from his mother he said" mother? Why would she be texting me this late"he opened it and it read " Tensei about ur sisters death i couldn't care less but she wrote a sucide letter which I felt like u should see"
the letter wrote" I can't do this anymore....
I just can't , im done with everyone expecting me to always be this perfect version of myself that I am not , i try i really do ...
But no matter how much I try i will never be enough... It's never enough for you people
You people never cared about my emotions. Never cared about what I wanted, no one knew anything more like you didn't , u people never remember when was my birthday,what i liked nor what I hated because why would you, you guys only care about me studying and bringing honour to the family. Well no one cared except one person, brother if your reading think please know that I loved you and would never want you to blame yourself for my death please don't blame yourself.
And please be happy never be sad when u come to my funeral I want you to smile to be happy because if your sad how could I leave you , so please be Happy
He thought "WHAT DA FUCK AND I DOING,
My sister's last wish was for me to live happy and I'm heir killing myself i need to escape this situation but how?"
He suddenly noticed a van full of hay approaching he thought" at the speed it's going if i go at the same speed im going to miss it barley" he suddenly went head fist
He straightned his position and after a few minutes he LANDED he made it
He landed in the hay full van he thought "yup I knew it if I went head first with my posture straightend id go a lil faster i mean I did broke a few bones ribs and internal dame , but atleast I'm alive."
He then noticed the van was starting to drift to the other lane he noticed the road was frozen because of the heavy rain and raging wind (cold weather) and on the other lane was ...
A van with gass cylinders he said " Fuck"
Both the vans crashed and that led to a huge exploration that killed him .