Serenia..serenia....,calls mother of a 19 year old college student who had just failed in all her exams, which was in Botany, zoology and chemistry. Serenia was thinking about her grand plan and the little sacrifice of desperately failing in that ordinary college would just be a resource for growth(She actually thought about scoring great in her back paper),as the so called grand plan was just a fantasy thinking as of a chunibyo.
She didn't wanted her parents to know about her negleting exams, as making her parents sad was one of the things she hated most.
On 16th in a cold day of winter; ( the story is ongoing irl no watchers are allowed)
26/12/2025
I lost now need to start from zero again
I lost against myself my sealed heart got weakened, my dreams got weakened and crushed
The problem is myself, I just couldn't be great like david goggins
I hope i forget all these when I restart
I want or die get released from my thinking
Now maybe a normal life or get a stable start to end .