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Chapter 17 - Leaving the Lost

A month slipped past, measured in bandage changes, sword swings, and the rhythm of quiet survival.

The days blurred into a routine that felt almost like a life.

In the mornings, Kota checked Aisha's leg. At first, every unwrap had been a fresh knot of dread in his throat. Now, as he peeled back the latest strip of cloth, what looked back at him was no longer a raw, gaping wound but a thickening scar: pink, puckered, ugly, healing.

"Still attached," he said.

"Good," Aisha replied dryly. "I've grown attached to it."

She sat up on her own now. The first days after the injury, even shifting made her grit her teeth and go white around the mouth; now she could swing her legs over the side of their makeshift bedding without gasping. She tested her weight a little more each day, hobbling from one side of the room to the other, then to the doorway and back.

They'd made rules after his unfortunate entrance on her washing routine.

Rules about making noise before coming in. About announcing when someone was cleaning up. About not barging through the doorway like a charging beast just because you had an idea.

It was stupid, maybe, given everything else trying to kill them—but it gave shape to their small, fragile privacy in a world that had stripped most of that away.

Once her leg passed his morning inspection, Kota stepped outside.

The city greeted him the same way it always did: purple sky streaked with faint yellow bands, bioluminescent veins threading through broken architecture, a silence that hummed in his bones.

He trained his Treacherous Mind first.

That didn't mean standing still and trying to "use" it. It meant living with it without letting it own him.

He'd sit or stand somewhere with a wide view and deliberately scan. Walls, doors, plants, debris. He'd let his eyes brush each thing, then force his focus away before the skill could fully latch on, testing where the line was between "no information" and "too much, too fast."

Sometimes, he pushed it on purpose.

That was what he was doing now: staring at a large flower swaying at the edge of a cracked plaza, watching its petals release pale, drifting motes into the air.

He locked his attention on it.

Immediately, the coil in his core flared.

Grieving Perennial. The term slid into his mind like it had always been there. Defense mechanism: airborne toxin released under perceived threat. Toxin effect: mental easing, inhibition reduction. Subject driven toward buried or suppressed desires. Risk: compromised judgment, loss of situational awareness.

The information came in clipped bursts. The last phrase stabbed hardest. He hissed softly as a familiar spike of pain drove into his temples.

He broke eye contact, looking down at the cracked stone by his feet. The rush cut off. The ache in his head ebbed, leaving a faint throb.

Something that makes you chase your deepest wants, he thought. In a place like this.

He'd spotted the plant before, further inside the ruins. He'd avoided it on instinct then, even before Treacherous Mind had given it a name. Now he had a reason.

Footsteps scraped lightly behind him.

"What are you doing?" Aisha asked.

He glanced over.

She made her way out of the narrow entrance with a small limp, using one hand against the wall for balance. The scar on her thigh still pulled when she took bigger steps, but she walked. That was what mattered.

"Studying this toxic plant," he said, nodding at the flower.

She followed his gaze, wrinkling her nose a little as she saw the drifting pollen.

"Isn't getting closer to dangerous plants… the opposite of smart?" she asked.

"Not going closer," he said. "Just looking. Treacherous Mind is doing the rest."

He relayed what he'd just learned—the name, the toxin, the way it pushed people toward "deep desires," how it soothed the mind even as it stripped away control.

Aisha's face went from neutral to bright red in a heartbeat.

"Oh," she said.

He mentally kicked himself as he heard the words he'd just repeated and realized how they'd land.

"I mean for anyone," he added quickly. "Beasts. People. Not— I wasn't—"

"I know what you meant," she cut in, still flushed. "It's just… a very you kind of plant to stare at, that's all."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"'Let's learn about the thing that weaponizes feelings,'" she said, affecting a gruff impression of his voice. "'What could possibly go wrong?'"

He snorted despite himself.

Silence fell for a few breaths, filled by the faint rustling of the flower's petals and the distant, ever-present hum of the city.

"We can't stay here forever," he said at last, voice quieter. "We know where the food is in this part of the ruins. We know the safe paths. We know some of the beasts' routes. But there's no exit. No way back to Earth that we've seen."

Aisha's gaze dropped to the ground.

"I know," she said.

"We've been circling this same piece of dead city for two months," he continued. "If there was any obvious way out, we'd have found it. If we want to get home, we have to look beyond it."

"'Home,'" she repeated softly. The word seemed to sit heavy on her tongue.

He could see it in her face: the calculation. The part of her that catalogued risks, that understood statistically how bad their odds were. Two teenagers with minimal gear. Limited water. Unknown terrain. Unknown beasts. No map.

The part of her that wanted to stay where things were at least predictable.

But there was another part too. The same one that had dragged him out of the square after the first orb nearly killed him. The one that had reached for runes even after they'd blown her halfway across a room.

She lifted her chin, jaw tightening.

"Okay," she said. "We go."

Kota blinked. "Just like that?"

"Not just like that," she said. "I hate it. I hate the idea of leaving a place we understand for… nothing. But staying here forever just means we die slowly instead of quickly. If there's even a slim chance of finding a way back to Inkto, or at least to… somewhere not-devoured-by-orbs, we have to take it."

Dumpling popped his head out from a fold in her shirt where he'd been napping, gave a loud, decisive chirp, and scrambled up to her shoulder.

"See?" Aisha said, scratching him under the chin. "Dumpling votes yes too."

Kota looked between them.

"Tomorrow," he said. "We'll gather what we can today. Food, water, anything useful. We move at first light."

"First… purple-shift," she corrected.

"Yeah. That."

She exhaled, something like a laugh threading through the sound.

"Guess I should practice walking more today," she said.

"Don't overdo it," he warned automatically.

She rolled her eyes. "Says the guy who almost died touching every glowing thing he saw."

"Once," he protested. "I almost died touching glowing things twice. Very different."

She shook her head and eased herself down to sit beside him for a moment, both of them watching the toxic flower from a safe distance.

"Tomorrow, then," she said.

"Tomorrow," he agreed.

They were both awake well before the sky brightened.

Kota had barely slept. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw paths—branching trails through broken streets, imagined ridgelines beyond the ruins, beasts he hadn't met yet that could be waiting just outside their current map. Treacherous Mind offered probabilities in fragments. It didn't give answers. Just more ways to understand how badly this could go.

He got up anyway.

They packed in silence, each movement deliberate.

Their "bags" were makeshift collections of cloth and straps knotted into crude slings and bundles. Into these they put:

The last of the dried berries and fruits they were sure were safe.A few strips of tough, cured meat from a small beast Kota had downed days ago, more out of necessity than appetite.Two battered metal containers they'd scavenged from old structures, repurposed as water flasks.Strips of semi-clean cloth for future bandages.A handful of oddly-shaped metal pieces and broken tools Kota insisted might be useful, even if Aisha rolled her eyes at some of them.A coil of plant fiber rope he'd twisted together over spare hours.A folded scrap of glasslike material Aisha had pried loose from a ruin wall—its etched lines faint, but something in it called to her."We have food for maybe two weeks if we're careful," Kota said, checking the weight of his bundle. "Longer if we stretch it and find more along the way."

"Water for… three days, maybe four, if we're really careful," Aisha added, holding up their canteen and one of the scavenged containers. "If we don't find a new source, that's our hard limit."

She sat and tightened the wrap on her thigh, then slowly got to her feet. The movement was careful but not as halting as it had been. She took a few steps without wobbling.

"How's it feel?" Kota asked.

"Like my leg is made of stiff rope and bad decisions," she said. "But it holds."

He nodded.

"Good enough."

They stood just inside the shelter's doorway for a moment, looking back.

The broken room had been miserable by any normal standard—dusty, drafty, half-collapsed. But it had also been the first place in this world where they weren't actively dying every minute.

Their bedding. Their little pile of salvaged rags. The scratched runes Aisha had drawn on the floor and half-erased. The corner where Kota had practiced swinging his sword, careful not to hit the walls.

A home, of sorts.

Aisha exhaled slowly.

"I'm going to miss this crappy ceiling," she said.

"It'll miss leaking on you every time we had a temperature drop," Kota replied.

She let out a small snort.

They stepped outside together.

The air felt different, though Kota suspected that was more inside his chest than anything in the atmosphere. Dumpling perched high on Aisha's shoulder, tail flicking.

They moved through the familiar streets for what might be the last time. Past the toppled statue of some long-forgotten figure whose face had been worn smooth. Past the alley where Kota had nearly bled out from his first beast wound. Past the building with the etched walls where Aisha had first felt runes tug at her mind.

The central orb awaited them, as always, hovering above its shattered plaza like a watchful eye.

Kota's shoulders tensed as they approached. The last time he'd really looked at it, it had rammed impossible things into his mind until he bled.

This time, he forced his focus slightly off-center. He let the orb sit in the smeared edge of his vision; enough to see its general shape, not enough for Treacherous Mind to lock on.

It thrummed faintly inside him anyway, like a distant drum his chest cavity was trying to echo.

He didn't break stride.

"One day," he murmured, more to himself than to Aisha, "I'll come back and rip your secrets out properly."

The orb made no sign that it heard him. Its surface reflected the broken city, but not them.

They passed through the square and turned north.

The rune that had blasted Aisha across the ground lay ahead on a glassy panel like a waiting trap. She veered wide without prompting, giving it a berth that would've looked paranoid to anyone who hadn't seen her fly twenty feet from a standing touch.

"Not going to say hello?" Kota asked.

"Not without a twenty-foot pole," she said. "And someone I don't like on the other end of it."

They kept moving.

Small creatures skittered through side alleys or froze in place as they walked past. Kota let his gaze skim them, sometimes allowing Treacherous Mind to bite, sometimes letting it slide.

A rabbit-sized thing with translucent fur and six legs darted across a path.

Teraposis. Harmless, high-strung, useful only as a nervous alarm system if domesticated.

A squat, wide-mouthed lizard with a frilled neck watched them from a wall.

Bunihue. Slow-moving carrion-feeder. Thick blood. When the liver is crushed and fluids separated, can be used in crude treatments for nervous paralysis.

Kota grimaced at that one.

"Hope we never have to use that," he muttered.

"What?" Aisha asked.

"Trust me," he said. "You don't want to know."

She gave him a sideways look that said of course I want to know, but let it go—for now.

They walked until the buildings grew shorter and more broken, crumbling into scattered foundations and half-walls. The hum of the city seemed to thin, no longer concentrated by the dense structures.

By the time the sky had darkened into its evening palette, a jagged line of once-great towers and then open, uneven ground marked the edge of the ruined city.

"Feels weird," Aisha said, staring out.

Beyond the ruins, the land sloped down into something that might once have been fields, or infrastructure, or simply raw terrain. Pale growths clung low to the ground in patches. Faint, unknown sounds drifted from far off—nothing as dramatic as the city beasts, but still… something.

Kota scanned the immediate area.

A small structure squatted near the city's edge, half-swallowed by encroaching plant life. Its roof slanted badly, and one wall leaned at a worrying angle.

His first instinct said: That's coming down if you breathe on it.

Treacherous Mind whispered otherwise when he let his gaze rest on the lines of stress.

Structural integrity: compromised visually, reinforced internally. Load-bearing frame intact. Risk of full collapse under standard strain: low.

"Looks like it's about to fall," Aisha said, echoing his first thought.

He shook his head. "Frame's holding better than it looks. It's safer than it wants you to believe."

"Like you," she muttered.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

She ignored the question and limped toward the building.

Inside, they found a small, enclosed space—one main room, half of it lit by a crack in the wall where the purple sky bled through. Old, unfamiliar furniture lay in pieces against one side, easy enough to stack into a rough barrier, narrowing the entrance.

Kota tested the ceiling with the flat of his sword, listening for worrying sounds. Just dull thuds. No immediate creaks of protest.

"This will do," he said.

They blocked the doorway with broken slabs and debris, leaving a narrow gap they could squeeze through but larger beasts would struggle with. Dumpling inspected every corner with exaggerated suspicion before finally coiling up on a ledge near where their heads would rest.

Kota set his bundle down and sat heavily, back against the wall.

"This is it," Aisha said quietly, easing herself down beside him. "No more ceiling-that-leaks-in-the-same-places-every-night. No more plant I've named 'Spite Fern' in the corner. No more orb upstairs trying to kill you."

"We have new ceilings to complain about now," Kota said. "New orbs to nearly die to. Progress."

She laughed once, a short, strained sound, then fell silent.

For a while, they just listened—to the softer hum of Resonance this close to the city's edge, to the faint rustle of whatever lived in the fields beyond, to each other's breathing.

"Tomorrow," he said at last.

"Tomorrow," she echoed.

The word hung between them like a line drawn in the dust.

Behind them lay the known: a dead city, reluctant safety, and secrets half-glimpsed.

Ahead lay the unknown: open land, new beasts, and the razor-thin hope of finding a path back to Earth.

Kota closed his eyes, feeling the steady presence of the Treacherous Mind in the back of his thoughts, like a waiting blade.

Be useful so others don't suffer, he reminded himself.

Tomorrow, the world would test how much that promise was really worth.

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