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Chapter 6 - XXV - XXVIII

CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE CAEL

The angel's blade went through my chest like I wasn't even there.

Which, for a moment, I wasn't. The pain was so absolute, so total, that my consciousness simply refused to process it. I watched from somewhere outside myself as my body crumpled, as blood—my blood, bright and real and impossibly red—sprayed across the makeshift stage. The crowd was screaming. Or maybe that was me. Hard to tell when you're busy dying.

Again, I thought, with the detached amusement of someone who's done this before. We really need to stop making this a habit.

The angel loomed above me. Beautiful. Terrible. Four wings spread wide, catching the light in ways that hurt to look at directly. Its face was serene—the expression of something that had done this a thousand times and expected to do it a thousand more.

"Cael Morrow," it said. "By the authority of the Eternal Economy, your soul is—"

"Forfeit, yes, I heard you the first time." Blood in my mouth. Blood in my lungs. The familiar sensation of my body giving up, systems failing one by one in a cascade I'd learned to recognize. "You might want to wait a moment before you finish that sentence."

"Why?"

"Because it's about to get complicated."

The thread pulled.

Not gently—not like the first time, when Veraine had reached across death without knowing what she was doing. This was violent. Deliberate. A yank so hard it felt like my soul was being torn in two directions at once.

I slammed back into my body mid-fall.

The pain returned—all of it, at once, a symphony of damage that my newly-resurrected nervous system was absolutely not prepared for. But I was alive. Bleeding out on a stage in front of ten thousand witnesses, with an angel standing over me looking confused as fuck, but alive.

"What—" the angel started.

"I told you." I coughed blood. Smiled with red teeth. "Complicated."

The crowd had gone silent. Not the silence of fear—the silence of witnessing. Ten thousand people had just watched a divine servant kill a man. Ten thousand people had just watched that man come back.

The angel's confusion was shifting into something else. Understanding. And with understanding, fear.

"You can't—the cycle doesn't—"

"Work like you thought it did? Yeah, we're all learning new things today." I was still dying, technically. The wound was fatal. But the thread was holding me in place, refusing to let my soul complete its journey to the wheel. Veraine, somewhere in the crowd, was burning herself up to keep me anchored.

I needed to end this fast.

"Here's the thing about your Eternal Economy," I said, loud enough for the relay crystals to carry. "It's not eternal. It's not an economy. It's a feeding system. The gods you worship, the Thrones you pray to—they've been eating pieces of your souls for eight thousand years. Every death. Every rebirth. A percentage skimmed off the top before you're allowed to continue the cycle."

"Heresy—"

"The math doesn't lie." I was sitting up now, which was medically inadvisable given the hole in my chest. The pain was extraordinary. I used it to focus. "Check the records. The pre-Ascendancy documents. The flow rates don't balance. Something's being taken, and it's been taken for millennia."

The angel raised its blade again. "Silence—"

"Kill me again. See what happens." I spread my arms. "I'll keep coming back. I'll keep talking. You can murder me in front of all these people as many times as you want, and every single time, they'll watch me resurrect and wonder why the gods are so afraid of the truth."

The blade hesitated.

"That's the thing about faith," I said. "It's fragile. It survives on not looking too closely. But once people start looking—once they see an angel try to silence someone by stabbing them through the heart, and that someone gets back up—they can't unlook. They can't unknow. And you can't kill everyone who knows."

The crowd was murmuring now. Shifting. The silence had broken into something else—confusion, fear, but also curiosity. Questions being asked. Doubts being voiced.

The angel's beautiful face twisted into something ugly.

"You think this changes anything? You think one man and his parlor tricks can undo eight thousand years of divine order?"

"No." I stood. It hurt more than anything had ever hurt. The thread was burning, Veraine was burning, but I stood. "I think one man can start a fire. And fires spread."

CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX THE EMBER

I watched my servant fail.

Not through divine omniscience—nothing so clean. Through the passion-flows that connected me to every intense emotion in the mortal realm. Ten thousand people feeling fear, confusion, doubt, wonder. One mortal feeling triumph and agony in equal measure. One woman feeling herself burn as she held her husband anchored to life.

And my angel—my beautiful, loyal, utterly inadequate servant—feeling something it had never felt before.

Failure.

"Withdraw," I said.

The command echoed through the divine frequencies that bound angel to Throne. I felt my servant's confusion, its resistance, its desperate need to complete the task it had been given.

"Mistress—"

"Now."

The angel departed. The crowd watched it go—watched a divine being retreat from a bleeding man who should have been dead twice over. In theological terms, it was a catastrophe. In practical terms, it was exactly what I wanted.

The Furnace's rage hit me like a physical force.

"What are you doing?" Her voice carried the heat of stars dying. "The heretic was vulnerable. He was contained—"

"He was making us look like fools." I kept my own voice cool. Controlled. The opposite of everything I actually was. "Every second that angel stood over him, trying and failing to kill him permanently, was another second of testimony. Another moment of proof that what he's saying might be true."

"Then we commit more resources. Overwhelm whatever protection he has—"

"And do what? Kill him in front of a larger audience? Burn the plaza and everyone in it to make sure no witnesses survive?" I turned my attention toward her—let her feel the weight of my regard, eight thousand years of hunger barely leashed. "We've already lost, Furnace. Not the war—not yet—but this battle. The information is spreading. The doubt is spreading. The only question now is how we respond."

"We respond with force. We always respond with force."

"And it's always worked before. But before, we weren't dealing with a heretic who can't stay dead." I paused. Let the implications sink in. "Someone or something has figured out how to cheat our system. Until we understand what that is—how it works, how to counter it—force just makes us look desperate."

"We are desperate."

"Then we should probably stop acting like it."

The Furnace raged. The Blaze joined her—always the Blaze, reliable in righteous fury, certain that overwhelming force solved everything. The Flame was calculating, the Spark was flickering with ideas it wouldn't share, and the Sun...

The Sun was silent.

"You're not saying anything," I observed.

"What is there to say?" His voice was tired. The same tired it had been for four thousand years, since the Gnaw became undeniable and the consequences of our choices started becoming clear. "The mortal is right. We've been harvesting souls since the Ascendancy began. The mathematics prove it. All we've done is delay the moment when everyone else figured it out."

"And now?"

"Now we decide whether to keep fighting or find another way."

"There is no other way," the Furnace snarled. "We step down from the Thrones, the wheel destabilizes. The Gnaw expands. Everything we've held together for eight millennia unravels."

"Maybe it should."

Silence. The kind of silence that happens when someone says something so shocking that reality itself needs a moment to catch up.

"The Corona spoke," the Sun continued. "For the first time in three thousand years, it spoke. And it said what we've all known, what we've been too afraid to admit: we broke the wheel when we took our positions. We've been feeding to slow the damage, but feeding doesn't heal. It only delays." He paused. "Perhaps it's time to stop delaying."

"You're talking about our deaths—"

"I'm talking about choice. Something we took from the mortals eight thousand years ago. Something this... Cael Morrow... is trying to give back." The Sun's presence shifted—weariness giving way to something almost like hope. "What if he succeeds? What if he finds a way to remove us without destroying everything? Would that be so terrible?"

"Yes," the Furnace said.

"No," I said.

We stared at each other across the divine frequencies. Eight thousand years of alliance, of shared hunger, of mutual complicity in the greatest theft existence had ever known.

"The heretic has broken something," I said. "Not the wheel—something in us. In the certainty that what we're doing is necessary. If the Sun is wavering, others will waver too. The question isn't whether to fight anymore. It's whether to fight together or separately."

"What are you proposing?"

"Negotiation."

The Furnace laughed—a sound like worlds burning. "With a mortal?"

"With the mortal who can't die. The one who's seen our machinery and survived to describe it. The one who has, somehow, found a way to slip through our grasp." I let my presence expand—felt the passion-flows of the entire mortal realm, the currents of emotion that fed me, that made me what I was. "I'm not proposing surrender. I'm proposing information gathering. Let me approach him. Learn what he knows. Understand how he's doing what he's doing."

"And if he can't be reasoned with?"

"Then we'll know that too. And we can discuss more... permanent solutions."

The Furnace was silent. The Sun was silent. The others watched, waited, calculated.

"Fine," the Furnace said finally. "Make your approach. But if this is a trick—if you're planning something that benefits you at our expense—"

"When have I ever?"

"Always. That's the problem with the Throne of Passion." Her presence was withdrawing, but her voice lingered. "You want things too much. Feel things too deeply. Even now, eight thousand years into our reign, you're still more mortal than the rest of us."

"Maybe that's why I'm the one who should talk to him."

"Or maybe it's why you'll be the first to fall."

CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN VERAINE

I was dying.

Not the way Cael died—violent and dramatic, a blade through the chest in front of a crowd. This was slower. Quieter. The cost of holding a thread that wasn't meant to be held, of anchoring a soul in a body that kept trying to give up.

Every second I kept him alive was a second of my own life burning away.

"V." His voice, distant. Concerned. "V, you need to let go."

"Not yet."

"You're killing yourself—"

"Then we'll die together." I gritted my teeth. Pulled harder on the thread. Somewhere in the distance, I could hear the crowd still talking, still questioning, the doubt we'd planted starting to take root. "Not until they're gone. Not until you're safe."

"I'm not worth—"

"Don't." The word came out sharper than I intended. "Don't you dare tell me what you're worth. I've been looking at your fractures since we were seven years old. I know exactly how broken you are, and I know exactly what it cost you to stand up there and bleed and keep talking anyway. You're worth everything, Cael Morrow. You're worth burning for."

He was beside me now—I wasn't sure when he'd moved, wasn't sure how he was moving at all with a hole in his chest—and his arms were around me and we were both shaking, both holding each other upright through sheer stubbornness and desperation.

"The angel's gone," he said. "The crowd's dispersing. They're taking the information with them—spreading it, talking about what they saw." He laughed—that broken, brilliant laugh that I'd fallen in love with half a lifetime ago. "We did it, V. We fucking did it."

"We're not done yet."

"No. But we're further than we've ever been." He pulled back. Looked at me with those shark eyes, the ones that saw patterns in everything, the ones that were currently cataloging the cost of what I'd just done. "How bad is it?"

"Bad enough."

"V—"

"I'll recover. The gift takes, but it also gives. I can feel the fractures in my own existence—I know how far I can push before something breaks permanently." I touched his face. His skin was cool and clammy, shock setting in despite the resurrection. "We need to move. The angel withdrew, but they'll send more. And next time they'll know what they're dealing with."

"Then we give them more to deal with." He was already planning—I could see it in the way his eyes went distant, the way his fingers twitched like he was tracing equations in the air. "The crowd saw me die and come back. That's not something you can unsee. But we need to control the narrative—shape what it means before the Thrones can spin their own version."

"And how do we do that?"

"We find a priest." He smiled—blood on his teeth, holes in his chest, absolutely insane and absolutely alive. "A real one. Someone whose word carries weight. Someone who can look at what they saw and tell the world it wasn't a trick."

"You have someone in mind."

"Aldric. The inquisitor who stopped hunting and started questioning." His smile widened. "He's got a whole seminary full of secret doubters just waiting for permission to speak. Let's give them that permission."

CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT THESSALY

The moment the angel withdrew, I knew everything had changed.

Not just the political calculus—though that was shifting in ways that would take decades to fully understand. Something deeper. Something fundamental in the relationship between mortals and gods, the contract of faith that had held the Ascendancy together for eight millennia.

The contract was broken.

An angel had tried to execute a heretic in front of ten thousand witnesses, and the heretic had refused to stay dead. That wasn't theology. That wasn't doctrine. That was something outside the system entirely—a variable the Thrones hadn't accounted for, couldn't account for, because it shouldn't have been possible.

And now the mortals knew.

"You're still here."

The Ember's voice, manifesting beside me in the dispersing crowd. She was wearing a mortal form—a woman I didn't recognize, unremarkable, the kind of face that disappeared in crowds.

"Where else would I be?"

"Running. Hiding. Trying to distance yourself from what just happened." She smiled—a goddess wearing a human face, wearing human expressions, trying to remember what it felt like to be amused. "Three hundred years of service to the Sun, and now you're standing in a crowd that just watched a heretic prove our theology wrong. That puts you in an awkward position."

"The Sun knows I'm here."

"Does he?"

I turned to face her fully. Three hundred years of survival instincts screaming at me to run, to dissemble, to play the long game the way I'd always played it. But something had shifted in me too. Something that watching Cael Morrow stand up with a hole in his chest and keep talking had shaken loose.

"What do you want, Ember?"

"The same thing you want. To understand what's happening. To know if this is the beginning of the end or just another chapter in the endless story." She moved closer—and I felt it, the pull of her nature, the way passion bent toward her like flowers toward the sun. "You found him. You cultivated him. Twenty-eight years of careful preparation, and now he's here, doing exactly what you hoped and feared he would do."

"I didn't make him this."

"No. But you recognized what he could become." Her borrowed eyes studied me with an intensity that had nothing human in it. "The question is: what do you do now? Keep playing the game? Keep hedging your bets? Or finally choose a side?"

"What side are you on?"

"I don't know yet." She laughed—a sound that carried eight thousand years of weariness. "That's the first honest answer I've given in centuries. I genuinely don't know. He's right—we've been feeding on them, lying to them, building a system designed to sustain our hunger rather than serve their needs. That's not something I can defend anymore."

"Then why not help him?"

"Because I don't know if helping him means saving the world or destroying it. The wheel is damaged. We're the ones holding it together—barely, imperfectly, but still. If we step down, if we let the system collapse..." She trailed off. "The Gnaw is real, Thessaly. It's spreading. Every soul that falls through is lost forever—not reborn, not recycled, just gone. Is that better than what we've been doing? Is oblivion preferable to exploitation?"

"That's not for us to decide."

"It used to be. We made it our decision when we took the Thrones."

"And maybe it's time to give that decision back."

She left me there, in the plaza, surrounded by the aftermath of revolution.

The crowd had mostly dispersed, but small groups lingered—talking in hushed voices, glancing at the bloodstained stage where a man had died and risen and spoken truths that couldn't be unspoken. The relay crystals were still active, still carrying fragments of what had happened to every corner of the Reaches. By nightfall, everyone would know.

A man had challenged the gods.

The gods had tried to kill him.

He'd gotten back up.

I found Cael and Veraine in one of Sorrow's safe houses—not the Socket, which was still their primary base, but a secondary location designed for emergencies. He was shirtless, bandaged, the wound in his chest somehow already closing despite the fact that it should have killed him.

"Thessaly." He looked up when I entered. Those pattern-seeing eyes, cataloging my presence, calculating my intentions. "I was wondering when you'd show up."

"The Ember approached me."

"What did she want?"

"To tell me she doesn't know which side she's on." I sat down across from him. Looked at the wound, the bandages, the impossible evidence of his survival. "The gods are fracturing. Your little display shook something loose in them."

"Good."

"Maybe. Or maybe it's going to make them desperate. Desperate gods do terrible things."

"So do desperate mortals." He was smiling—that feral, Seams-born smile that meant he was already three moves ahead. "But desperate mortals are what I understand. I grew up desperate. I think in desperate. The gods have been comfortable for eight thousand years. They've forgotten what it feels like to fight for survival."

"And you're going to remind them."

"I'm going to give them a choice. The same choice they've been denying everyone else." He leaned forward. "The Ember came to you because she's looking for a way out. A reason to change sides that doesn't feel like surrender. You can give her that."

"Me?"

"You've been playing both sides for three centuries. You know how to build bridges, how to create trust where there shouldn't be any. The Ember wants permission to stop being what she is. You can help her find it."

"And if I refuse?"

"Then I do it myself, and it's messier, and probably more people die." He shrugged—a motion that made him wince, the wound protesting. "I'm not good at diplomacy, Thessaly. I'm good at patterns and math and burning things down. The rebuilding part needs people who understand how to connect instead of just destroy."

I thought about the girl I'd been. Twenty-three and certain. The three centuries since, all the compromises and betrayals and quiet resistances that had kept me alive without ever making me free.

"The Sun will consider this a betrayal."

"The Sun is tired. The Ember told you that, didn't she? He's been tired for four thousand years. Part of him wants this to end—wants someone to finally finish what you started three centuries ago." Cael's eyes were steady on mine. "You can be that someone. Or you can keep waiting, keep hedging, keep playing a game that's about to become obsolete."

"And if you fail? If all this ends with the wheel crashing and the Gnaw swallowing everything?"

"Then at least we tried." He smiled. Blood on his teeth again—the wound must have reopened. "At least we chose to fight instead of accepting the way things were. That matters. Even if we lose, that matters."

I made my choice.

Not with words—with action. I stood, crossed to where he sat, and extended my hand.

"I'll talk to the Ember. Build the bridge you're asking for." I gripped his fingers when he took my hand. "But I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing it for the girl I was. The one who found the truth and wanted to share it. The one who made a deal because she was afraid, and has been paying for that fear ever since."

"That's good enough."

"It had better be." I released his hand. Turned toward the door. "Because if this fails—if we bring down the gods and the world ends with them—I want it on record that I stopped being a coward at the end."

"Noted."

I left. Behind me, I heard him laughing—that broken, brilliant, absolutely insane laugh that had started a revolution.

The gods were fracturing.

The mortals were waking up.

And somewhere in the space between heaven and earth, the wheel of existence was starting to turn in a new direction.

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