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Chapter 182 - Chapter 178: The Hardcore Drill

The campus did not punish you the way people imagined punishment.

It did not need to.

It punished you by placing you under a bright light and watching whether you flinched.

The morning began with an inspection that was not on the schedule.

That was how they knew it would work.

A whistle cut through the dorm block at 5:12 AM, earlier than the normal roll call, sharp enough to make bodies jolt upright before minds arrived. Corridor lights snapped on hard. Staff voices moved like a wave down the hall.

"Outside. Now."

XH swung off his bunk and forced his feet into shoes with clumsy speed. JP swore quietly. TZ's grin didn't appear today. HS's hands shook as he tied his laces. NS was already standing, bed made, jacket on, as if he had been waiting for this moment like a forecast only he could read.

They filed out into the cold, joining rows of students who were still blinking sleep from their eyes. Staff members walked between lines with clipboards, their calm faces making the urgency feel worse.

A woman in a uniform stopped in front of the boys' line and spoke with a voice too soft for what she was doing.

"Dorm inspection," she said. "Random selection."

Random meant targeted. Everyone understood that by now.

They were marched back inside in clusters. Staff entered their room and moved through it quickly, opening drawers, checking shelves, scanning under bunks. Not searching for contraband, not really.

Searching for control.

JP's jaw tightened as a staff member lifted his folded hoodie like it was evidence.

"What are you looking for," JP asked, voice controlled.

The staff member didn't answer him. She wrote something down and put the hoodie back carefully, as if she were placing a thought into his life.

HS stood stiffly by his bunk, eyes wide, breathing shallow.

XH watched the staff member's hands. They were efficient, practiced. This wasn't school. This was procedure.

NS stood near the doorway, posture calm, eyes moving between staff members and his friends. XH felt that watchfulness again.

Not comforting.

Measuring.

When the inspection ended, the staff member announced, "Noncompliance results in discipline deductions. Order is expected."

Order.

They loved that word.

Outside, in the center square, the bell stood silent, rope swaying slightly in the wind. XH's eyes flicked to it without permission.

A staff member noticed his gaze.

The staff member didn't say anything.

He just smiled faintly, as if to say, yes, it's there for you.

Breakfast tasted worse today, not because the beans curry changed, but because sleep deprivation turned everything bitter.

The dining hall was louder with nervous whispers than it had been yesterday.

People had felt the inspection.

They knew something was coming.

During the first lecture block, the instructor didn't open with academic content.

He opened with a statement.

"This campus produces disciplined professionals," he said. "Not emotional children."

His eyes moved slowly across the room, lingering on faces like he was choosing who would be used as an example.

"Today," he continued, "we will measure engagement."

Engagement.

That word again.

Students shifted in their seats.

The instructor gestured toward the front where a staff member held a stack of printed slips.

"These are reflection prompts from last night's civic screening," the instructor said. "Students will read their answers aloud."

A murmur rose like heat.

June's posture stiffened. Kitty's fingers curled around her pen. NC's eyes narrowed slightly. Cherry leaned back, as if amused. Anna looked pale. Jihye's gaze flicked to the exits.

XH felt his stomach drop.

Reading aloud wasn't education.

It was ritual.

A public performance of agreement.

The instructor smiled. "Participation yields evaluation points."

JP whispered under his breath, "They want applause."

TZ whispered, "They want obedience."

HS whispered nothing. He was too busy trying to keep his breathing steady.

The instructor called the first name.

A student stood, voice trembling, and read a paragraph praising MALT's leadership in smooth, unnatural sentences. The instructor nodded as if satisfied.

Another name.

Another student read.

Some voices were confident. Some were shaky. Some were blank, like the student was reading a script written by fear rather than belief.

XH watched the process and felt rage rise, hot and useless.

June's eyes stayed forward, calm in appearance, but XH could see her throat tense when another student praised "order through correction."

Kitty's mouth tightened, her expression composed but her eyes slightly glassy, as if she were holding back a reaction she didn't want recorded.

Then the instructor's gaze landed on the Health Track section.

He called a name from another major first, then another.

Then he smiled faintly.

"Health Track," he said, voice almost casual. "Let us hear from you."

The room went still.

XH felt every eye turn.

The instructor looked at a clipboard. "XH."

The name landed like a slap.

XH's chest tightened.

JP whispered, "Don't."

NS didn't whisper anything. He watched.

XH stood slowly.

He could feel the room's attention like heat. He held the paper in his hand. Blank page. No reflection written. Because he had refused to write one.

The instructor's smile tightened.

"Read," the instructor said.

XH's voice came out controlled. "I don't have a reflection."

The room froze.

The instructor blinked once, then smiled again, colder. "Why."

XH swallowed. He could feel JP vibrating with anger. He could feel June's gaze on him. He could feel Kitty's eyes flicker to the staff at the door.

He could feel NC holding her breath.

XH kept his voice even. "I didn't complete it."

The instructor tilted his head slightly. "So you chose deduction."

XH didn't answer.

The instructor's gaze swept over the room. "This is what lack of engagement looks like," he said calmly. "Pride disguised as principle."

JP stood suddenly. "He's not—"

"Sit," the instructor said, voice sharp enough to cut.

JP froze mid-motion. His fists clenched. TZ grabbed JP's sleeve under the desk, a silent anchor.

HS stared at JP like he was afraid JP would be punished next.

XH remained standing.

The instructor smiled faintly. "You will correct this," he said. "Tonight you will submit a reflection. Tomorrow you will read it."

XH's jaw tightened. "No."

The word slipped out before he could stop it.

A sharp silence.

The instructor's eyes narrowed.

"Discipline points," the instructor said softly. "Updated immediately."

XH felt his stomach twist.

Then the instructor said, louder, "Sit."

XH sat.

The lecture continued like nothing happened, which made it worse. Like humiliation was a normal teaching tool.

After the lecture block, students filed out into the corridor. Whispers followed XH like a shadow.

"Did you hear."

"He refused."

"They're going to target him."

"Health Track thinks they're special."

June walked past with Kitty, not stopping. Their truce demanded restraint. Any public closeness would be recorded and used.

But June's eyes met XH's for a fraction of a second. The look wasn't romance.

It was warning.

Kitty's gaze flicked to XH too, softer, worried, then away.

NC approached XH quietly, posture calm. "Don't be alone tonight," she murmured, then walked on as if she hadn't said anything.

Cherry passed and whispered to Anna, "He's brave or stupid."

Anna whispered back, "Both."

Jihye watched XH and swallowed hard, then looked away like she didn't want her fear visible.

At lunch, the group sat together in tense silence.

JP finally exploded quietly. "They singled you out on purpose."

XH nodded. "I know."

TZ said softly, "You should've just written something neutral."

XH's voice stayed flat. "Neutral is still agreement."

HS whispered, "But discipline points…"

XH looked at HS. "I know."

HS's eyes dropped.

NS spoke calmly, as if discussing a strategy game. "We need to be careful. They're baiting us."

JP snapped, "No shit."

NS didn't react. "If they get you marked, they get leverage."

XH stared at NS.

"Why do you sound like you expected this."

NS met his gaze. "Because it was predictable."

Predictable.

The word felt like insult.

XH swallowed irritation. Brotherhood needed stability. If he fought NS now, the campus would win.

So he breathed. He forced his voice down. "Fine. What's your plan."

NS's eyes flicked briefly toward the corner of the dining hall where staff stood watching.

"Tonight," NS said softly, "we comply on paper. Not in spirit. We give them words that can't be used against us later."

JP scoffed. "You think you're clever."

NS's voice stayed calm. "I think we need to survive."

XH hated how reasonable it sounded.

Later, during conditioning, the staff made an example of a different student. Pushups until arms trembled. Running until nausea. Not screaming. Just orders.

VT watched from the edge of the field.

He hadn't been there earlier. He appeared like a shadow.

XH noticed him because the staff's posture changed around him. They smiled slightly. They seemed eager to impress.

VT's eyes landed on June and Kitty as they passed near the fence. VT's smile widened briefly.

Kitty didn't look at him.

June didn't either.

But their shoulders stiffened.

VT then looked at XH.

He held XH's gaze for a second longer than necessary, then smirked like he was amused by XH's existence.

NS noticed too. NS's posture shifted subtly, like he was preparing.

After dinner, the propaganda hall awaited again.

The phone ban hit at 8 PM.

Students filed into the hall, ID scans beeping, clipboards ready.

Before the screening began, a staff member stepped onto the stage and spoke.

"Inter-batch evaluation week begins soon," he announced. "Merit board standings will determine privileges."

Privileges.

The hall murmured.

The staff member continued calmly. "Top performers will earn improved meal additions and increased recreation access. Low performers will face extended study hours."

Meal additions.

A carrot dangled over starving students.

JP's jaw tightened. "They're bribing us with food."

TZ whispered, "It'll work on half the campus."

The screen lit up. MALT smiled again.

Order. Unity. Correction. Sacrifice.

The words hit harder tonight because XH could feel the staff watching him, waiting to see if he would submit a reflection.

Outside the hall, the night circle formed again, but smaller tonight. Staff were watching more closely. Students were cautious.

June stood near Kitty, arms crossed. XH stood with JP and TZ and HS. NS moved between groups with quiet ease, speaking low to different people.

XH watched him.

NS leaned toward June, murmured something. June's eyes narrowed.

NS then spoke to Kitty. Kitty's face tightened slightly.

Then NS returned to XH.

"They're scared," NS said quietly.

XH's voice stayed flat. "Who."

NS looked at him calmly. "Both of them. And you're making it worse."

XH's chest tightened with anger.

But he swallowed it.

He swallowed it because the campus wanted him to snap.

He swallowed it because brotherhood could not fracture under cameras.

So he nodded once and said, "Fine."

NS's eyes softened just slightly, as if he had won something.

XH didn't like that.

Back in the dorm that night, XH lay awake.

He could hear the wind outside. The bell rope creaking faintly.

He could hear HS's breathing, shallow and tired.

He could hear JP whispering to TZ about revenge.

He could feel NS's presence like a constant weight, calm and controlled.

And he understood the drill now.

The campus didn't need to punish everyone.

It only needed to choose one person, put them in the light, and watch the rest decide whether to defend them or protect themselves.

XH closed his eyes.

He promised himself again.

Survive first.

Escape this place.

Then fight the love war.

Then deal with NS.

But as he drifted into restless sleep, one truth remained sharp.

VT was watching.

NS was moving.

And the campus was hungry for fracture.

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