Killing Thorgan was a decision Simon never wanted to make. It was a decision that stirred the waves that formed in his heart when he decided to kill Pellin's child.
Simon could not deny the fact that Thorgan was the only demon he was close to in the entire demon realm.
He could be regarded as his friend, and the feeling of having a stubborn friend was something he truly enjoyed having.
Giving Thorgan his complete trust was a different matter, but the companionship Thorgan brought was like a ray of light in his dark and lonely world.
He was not an antisocial person by nature, but everything he had gone through had changed him. Though he knew he also had to become social to gain some benefits.
And Thorgan was the first person he decided to become 'close' to.
He could also not deny the fact that he had thought of killing Thorgan so that he could devour him and possibly gain his talents and extremely high shadow affinity.
