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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6 — They Don’t Want You Here

Theo arrived before the sun.

The academy gates were still closed, a thin layer of mist floating just above the grass like it didn't want to leave. Inside, cones were already laid out in perfect symmetry—grids, channels, straight passing lanes that cut the pitch into obedient geometry.

No walls.

No corners.

No excuses.

Theo stepped in quietly.

Today, he didn't touch the alley wall.

Instead, he placed cones.

Triangles. Diamonds. Receiving lanes.

He set them carefully, remembering what he had watched late at night—players opening their bodies before the ball arrived, hips angled, weight already shifting. He began slowly.

Receive on the back foot.

Head up before contact.

First touch into space, not away from it.

Theo exaggerated every movement, forcing himself to scan even when no one was there.

Left.

Right.

Again.

The grass punished sloppy touches. The ball slowed when his angle was wrong, sped up when it wasn't. There was no forgiveness here—only feedback.

Theo welcomed it.

He moved into a pattern drill: receive, bounce pass against a cone, lateral shuffle, sprint five meters, receive again. Over and over. No flair. No tricks.

Just discipline.

"Well, I'll be damned."

Theo froze.

Rafa stood nearby, leaning against a stack of cones, boots spotless, chewing gum loudly.

"Didn't know they let street performers rehearse here," Rafa said, smiling. "Careful though—this isn't concrete. The grass might confuse you."

Theo ignored him and continued.

Rafa stepped closer.

"You know what's funny?" Rafa said. "You actually think effort fixes stupidity."

Theo stopped the ball under his sole.

Rafa smirked. "Street boys like you—nice touch, empty head. You play like the game owes you space."

Theo met his eyes.

"Want to defend?"

Rafa laughed. "Against that? Sure. Might as well warm up."

Theo nudged the ball forward.

One-on-one.

Rafa lowered his stance, confident, patient. He wasn't reckless—he was a good defender. He waited, cut angles, let Theo come to him.

Theo slowed.

Dragged Rafa with small touches. Inside. Outside. Rhythm change.

Rafa leaned just a fraction too far.

Theo exploded.

Inside touch. Outside cut. Body feint.

Rafa bit.

Theo slipped past him cleanly, accelerating into the channel. He stopped the ball behind Rafa with complete control.

Silence.

Rafa turned, face flushed.

"You think that proves something?" Rafa snapped, shoving Theo hard in the back. "Try that when someone actually cares."

Theo stumbled but stayed upright.

Rafa leaned close.

"You don't belong here. And everyone knows it."

The whistle sliced through the moment.

Coach Valente had arrived.

He watched Theo silently for a long second.

"You again," he said. "Persistent."

Theo stood straight.

"You play like freedom is a right," Valente continued calmly. "It isn't."

Rafa smiled behind him.

"Football is not expression," Valente said. "It is control. Suffering correctly. Discipline when instinct fails."

Theo clenched his jaw.

"You know José Mourinho?" Valente asked suddenly.

Theo nodded.

"He won because he understood something artists never do," the coach said. "Structure protects talent. Systems win trophies. Individuals win highlights."

Valente stepped closer.

"In my teams, every player is a soldier. You follow the system—or the system replaces you."

Silence.

"I don't train artists," Valente finished. "I train winners."

He pointed toward the gate.

"You don't belong here. Not on the bench. Not on the pitch."

"Leave."

Theo didn't argue.

He picked up his bag.

And walked out.

Luke saw him go.

And did nothing.

That was the part that hurt most.

Luke trained like someone running from memory.

Sprint. Recover. Sprint again.

Because stopping meant remembering.

Football hadn't entered Luke's life through joy.

It entered through fear.

He was eleven when his mother collapsed in the kitchen.

The smell of burnt food. The sound of a plate shattering. His father shouting his name.

Hospitals followed. Bills followed. Silence followed.

His father stopped watching matches.

Stopped talking.

Luke kept playing.

Because football obeyed rules when nothing else did.

When he passed the ball, it came back. When he pressed, something responded. When he followed instructions, he was rewarded with minutes. With belonging.

The academy noticed him not because he was gifted—

—but because he never stopped moving.

Never complained.

Never questioned.

Luke learned early that survival meant being useful.

That coaches liked players who listened more than they spoke.

That benches were worse than insults.

That belonging was fragile.

So when Theo arrived—unstructured, instinctive, fearless—Luke admired him.

And resented him.

Theo played the way Luke never dared to.

And when the moment came, Luke chose safety.

That night, Luke replayed Theo going down.

The pause.

The pass he didn't make.

The silence he chose.

And for the first time since joining the academy, football didn't feel like safety.

It felt like betrayal.

Theo returned to the alley.

Narrow. Cracked. Familiar.

He placed makeshift cones—shoes, stones, bottle caps.

He trained differently now.

Receiving under imagined pressure. Body between ball and defender. First touch always forward, always intentional.

He worked on tempo.

Slow when rushed. Fast when ignored.

Scan every two touches.

Left.

Right.

Space.

He failed.

Adjusted.

Tried again.

Sweat soaked his shirt. Calves burned. Breathing sharpened.

Theo didn't notice the man at the end of the alley.

Middle-aged. Quiet eyes.

Watching.

Theo struck the ball against the wall again.

Cleaner.

Sharper.

The return was faster now.

Theo adjusted instinctively.

One touch.

Scan.

Second touch.

Angle corrected.

He didn't smile.

He just kept going.

The man stepped closer.

Still silent.

Still watching.

Theo trained as the light faded.

And somewhere between the echo of the ball and his breathing—

something changed.

Not skill.

Not confidence.

Belief.

This time, the walls weren't the only ones listening.

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