It was my first day of uni,I woke up early-as always,driven by my insecurity that people will stare at me if I get there late.
Yes,I don't have any friends,Actually,I did but misunderstanding happens,maybe he just wanted someone better thats why he left me.
"San,eat breakfast before you leave"
My mom insisted,I stopped eating breakfast when I was 12 cause-
*7 years ago*
"Hey,fatty,Are you going to eat again? you look like a pig already,why do you need to look worse?"
Tian teased me,He always does-Well its my fault,on one hand-I can't control myself from eating and on the other-I can't stand up for myself.
"How dare you,how could you talk to someone like that?"
A boy said-from behind my back-he was.....he was cute,he was a lot taller but seemed like we were the same age.
Tian ran,I didn't know he was this easy,before I tried to thank that boy-his car had already arrived to pick him up.
Well,I should've thanked him sooner-I thought.
*Back to present*
"San,San"
I didn't hear her,but after few more calls-I did.
"Son,why are you zoning out in this morning?"
"I was just-thinking"
"Son,don't overthink too much,If uni feels heavy-you can just rest,and don't forget to choose a good roommate for your dorm"
"Mom,I don't get to choose him,The managers will assign me with them"
"Take care,okay?"
"Khap,mom,I will come to visit once I have free time"
"Umm"
I left my home,it felt kind of like freedom+fear cause I wanted to live apart from home but I'm afraid,what if it turns out just like I imagined?
What if-what if I-again won't have any friends,living without friends for 19 years is enough,I don't want to be friendless for another 4 years,maybe-I should just try to be socially active.
*At uni*
"Good morning students,Today many freshers have come so I want to introduce myself to all those freshers and also my staffs"
*A round of applauses*
"So,he is Asst.prof.siriporn kittisak,he handles management sector,and she is Dr.Natcha Thanakit-for marketing strategy,and she is Dr.pailin Fahsaid who handles public relations and he is Assoc.Prof.Kanyarat Saengdao for advertising strategy and creative campaigns"
Everyone claps for the intro then he continued-
"And lastly-our univeristy president-Kawin Phatcharasiri-A student of C.A and a 3rd year student"
Everyone went like whoaaaaa he is so hot,should I ask him his number?,I should ask him out,not just girls-but even boys went crazy over him-They weren't lying though,he was ACTUALLY HOT.
Then suddenly someone crashed with me from behind-he was like someone I knew-he gave a familiar vibe-a comfort I didn't ask for.
" Sorry"
" It's okay,let me help pick the books"
" No,its fine"
He left-And I wondered if We've met before or its jusg my feeling.
