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Chapter 74 - Chapter 25: The Picture You Can't Finish

The first thing Daewon noticed about the youth art center that Saturday was how quiet it was.

There were no school bells.

No students shouting across the hallway.

No teachers reminding everyone to put their chairs back.

Just the sound of pencils moving across paper.

The Haneul Youth Arts Center occupied the second floor of an old community building near the station. The walls were covered with paintings from previous students, most of them framed with simple white borders.

Daewon had begun coming here every weekend.

At first, he had been nervous.

Now he knew where the spare paper was kept, which sink had the strongest water pressure, and which window stuck whenever someone tried to open it.

He also knew that Instructor Choi Eunseok liked to walk around the room without saying anything.

That was usually when someone was making a mistake.

Daewon was drawing a street corner.

A convenience store.

A utility pole.

A bicycle leaning against a railing.

A woman carrying groceries.

Nothing unusual.

He had spent almost forty minutes on it.

Then Choi stopped behind him.

"You're avoiding something."

Daewon looked up.

"What?"

"You've drawn everything except the thing you actually noticed."

Daewon looked at the page.

"I noticed the street."

"You noticed the street because you're comfortable drawing streets."

Daewon frowned.

Choi pointed toward the paper.

"Why did you choose this place?"

"I pass it every day."

"That's not an answer."

Daewon thought.

"There was a woman."

"The woman with the groceries?"

"Yes."

"What about her?"

"She looked tired."

Choi nodded.

"Then why can't I see that?"

Daewon looked at the drawing.

The woman was there.

Her posture was correct.

The grocery bags were there.

The shadow was correct.

Everything was accurate.

Yet somehow, the woman looked like nobody.

Daewon understood.

"I don't know how to draw it."

"Good."

Daewon looked up.

Choi smiled slightly.

"That's where you should start."

Daewon spent the next hour erasing.

The woman became smaller.

Then larger.

Then he changed the angle.

Then the bags.

Then the posture.

Nothing worked.

Finally, he put his pencil down.

"I can't."

Choi pulled a chair beside him.

"Why?"

"Because I don't know what she feels."

"Do you need to?"

Daewon looked at him.

Choi pointed at the drawing.

"You don't know what she feels. You only know what you saw."

"So I should only draw what I saw?"

"That's one option."

"What would you do?"

"I'd ask."

Daewon looked toward him.

"Ask her?"

"Yes."

"I can't just walk up to a stranger and ask what she's feeling."

"Why not?"

"That would be strange."

Choi shrugged.

"Then draw what you actually know."

Daewon looked at the page.

He understood.

The woman was tired.

He didn't know why.

Maybe she had worked all morning.

Maybe she had slept badly.

Maybe she wasn't tired at all.

Maybe he had imagined it.

He couldn't draw her feelings.

But he could draw the way she held the grocery bags.

The way one shoulder leaned slightly lower.

The way she paused before crossing the road.

The way she looked toward the convenience store window before continuing.

Those things were real.

Daewon picked up his pencil.

He started again.

This time, he didn't try to make the woman look tired.

He simply drew her waiting.

Across the city, Aera was having a similar problem.

She stood inside a small community gallery with her camera hanging from her neck.

Photographer Han Sora had given her a simple assignment.

"Take one photograph that makes someone feel like they were there."

Aera had taken twelve.

Sora had rejected all twelve.

Aera was beginning to feel personally offended.

"What's wrong with them?"

Sora looked through the prints again.

"Nothing."

"Then why aren't they good?"

"They're good photographs."

Aera waited.

Sora smiled.

"But you're still hiding."

Aera sighed.

"You said that before."

"I know."

"I thought I fixed it."

"You improved."

"That's not the same thing."

"No."

Sora placed the photographs on the table.

"You've learned how to get closer to people."

Aera nodded.

"You ask permission. You listen. You wait."

Aera smiled.

"That's good."

"It is."

Sora pointed to the photographs.

"But you're still deciding what people are allowed to see."

Aera became quiet.

"What do you mean?"

"You choose moments that are easy to understand."

Aera looked at the photographs.

A woman waiting for a bus.

A child tying his shoe.

An old man reading.

A street vendor.

A sleeping passenger.

"They're ordinary."

"That's not the problem."

Sora picked up one photograph.

"You've learned to photograph ordinary people."

She put it down.

"Now photograph something you don't know how to explain."

Aera looked at her.

"Like what?"

"Something you can't control."

That evening, Daewon and Aera met at their usual bakery.

Daewon arrived first.

Aera arrived five minutes later.

She sat across from him.

"You look tired."

"You too."

"I had twelve photographs rejected."

"I had one drawing rejected."

"Only one?"

"I don't know if that's better."

Aera laughed.

"What happened?"

Daewon explained the assignment.

Aera listened while breaking a piece from her strawberry bread.

When he finished, she said,

"Maybe we're doing the same thing."

"How?"

"We're both trying to understand people before we create something about them."

Daewon thought about it.

"Isn't that good?"

"Maybe."

She took another bite.

"But maybe sometimes we have to admit we don't understand."

Daewon smiled.

"That's exactly what Mr. Choi said."

"Then Mr. Choi is smart."

"He is."

Aera looked at him.

"Do you think you're hiding too?"

"Probably."

"From what?"

Daewon didn't answer.

Aera waited.

He looked through the bakery window.

People were walking down the street.

A father carrying his daughter.

Two students sharing headphones.

An elderly couple standing outside the pharmacy.

A delivery driver checking his phone.

"I think..."

He stopped.

Aera waited.

"I've gotten used to drawing people I care about."

"That's not bad."

"No."

He looked at his sketchbook.

"But sometimes I draw what I want to remember instead of what actually happened."

Aera understood.

She lowered her eyes.

"Maybe I do that too."

They sat quietly.

Then Aera smiled.

"Want to try something?"

"What?"

"We each make something."

"Together?"

"No."

She shook her head.

"Separately."

Daewon looked interested.

"What do we do?"

"We choose someone we don't know."

"And?"

"We observe them."

"No drawing each other."

"No photographs of each other."

"No helping."

"Agreed."

They finished their bread.

Then they left the bakery.

They walked in opposite directions.

Daewon headed toward the station.

Aera went toward the riverside.

They didn't say what they were looking for.

They didn't need to.

Daewon eventually stopped outside a small bookstore.

An elderly man was sitting behind the counter.

He was reading a newspaper.

Every few minutes, he looked toward the entrance.

Daewon stood outside the window.

He watched.

The man turned a page.

Looked at the clock.

Turned another page.

Looked at the door.

Daewon wondered who he was waiting for.

He didn't know.

He couldn't know.

So he drew the waiting.

The slightly bent newspaper.

The clock.

The untouched cup of tea.

The man's eyes lifting every time the door opened.

That was enough.

Aera found her subject near the river.

A girl around their age was sitting alone on a bench.

She had a violin case beside her.

She wasn't playing.

She was simply sitting.

Aera stopped several meters away.

She didn't take the photograph immediately.

She watched.

The girl checked the time.

Opened her phone.

Closed it.

Looked across the river.

Then opened the violin case.

Inside was a small folded piece of paper.

The girl read it.

She smiled.

Then she folded it again.

Aera raised her camera.

She hesitated.

The girl noticed.

Aera lowered it.

"Can I?"

The girl looked at the camera.

Then nodded.

"Sure."

Aera took one photograph.

Just one.

She thanked her.

The girl smiled.

Aera looked at the screen.

The photograph wasn't perfect.

The wind had moved a strand of hair across the girl's face.

The river behind her was slightly overexposed.

The violin case was cut off at the edge.

Yet Aera didn't delete it.

She liked it.

Because she hadn't tried to make the moment prettier.

She had simply been there when it happened.

That evening, Daewon returned to the art center.

Aera returned to her room.

They worked separately.

Daewon finished his drawing.

The old man remained behind the bookstore counter.

The door remained open.

The cup remained untouched.

The clock showed the same time.

At the bottom of the page, Daewon wrote:

I don't know who he was waiting for.

Then he added:

I only know that he kept looking up.

Aera printed her photograph.

She placed it on her desk.

Underneath it, she wrote:

I don't know what was written on the paper.

Then:

I only know that she smiled after reading it.

She stared at the photograph.

For once, she didn't feel the need to know the rest.

That night, Daewon and Aera called.

"What did you make?" Aera asked.

"I'll show you tomorrow."

"Why not now?"

"Because I want to see yours first."

"Fair."

They both laughed.

Then Aera asked,

"Did you learn anything?"

Daewon thought about it.

"Yeah."

"What?"

He looked at the drawing on his desk.

"I don't have to know someone's whole story to respect it."

Aera was quiet for a moment.

Then she said,

"I learned something too."

"What?"

"I don't have to keep everything."

Daewon smiled.

"That's a big thing for you."

"I know."

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah."

She paused.

"Some moments are important because we keep them."

Another pause.

"But some are important because we were there when they happened."

Daewon leaned back in his chair.

"That's good."

"Did you write it down?"

"No."

"You should."

"Maybe."

"Daewon."

"What?"

"Write it down."

He laughed.

"Okay."

He opened his sketchbook.

Aera stayed on the phone while he wrote.

The room was quiet except for the sound of pencil moving across paper.

When he finished, he read the sentence aloud.

"Some moments are important because we were there."

Aera smiled on the other end.

"Keep that one."

Daewon looked at the sentence.

"I will."

Outside his window, the night was clear.

No rain.

No blue umbrella.

No special event.

Just another ordinary evening.

And somehow, that was enough.

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