Nicolas
The thought that I could keep it hidden but seeing this all play out is killing me as it is Caidee. Even though we smile at each other and everyone around, we're dead in the inside, as if nothing had ever happened.
I act daily so much that I can't act like this everyday anymore, it is killing me slowly.
I had wished that nothing bad could have happened, yet here we are.
Though the thought of dying doesn't scare me even though the closest thing to life I have got now.
Is this war even mine to fight? Or should I just keep moving and leave Jenna with Caidee? Is marrying Alister the right thing?
I smile again before saying "the stories I share with you are real, never fake all true and in the flesh of my past. Now let me share another one with you"